This isn't twilight…or else I wouldn't be posting this right now ;]

Oh I noticed I spelled Edward wrong in the last chapter!!!!!!!

Whoops…I meant to do that!

Even if the rest of my life was falling apart I knew one thing was for sure.

Edward loved me.

That meant the world to me; he was the only person I really trusted now. I knew I could through Charlie's betray and Renee's…well just Renee being Renee as long as he was here.

Edward was part of me for forever now, and I needed him, just like he needed me.

I just wish the world would let us have some peace for a while.

But as long as Edward is by my side I have something to be happy about, because this boy cares about me, way more than I deserve.

"I love you, Bella." Edward beat me to it.

"I love you too, Edward."

He kissed me then and I gave all of me to him that night again, and I felt better than the times before. Laying there next to Edward naked showed me how great life could be and is, and that showed me to not give up, not yet.

I still have Edward and he is worth all of this.

I just had to straighten out all of my crap and then I and Edward could just spend time together…stress free.

I woke up the next day with Edward by side smiling at me.

This was definitely not making me want to go to school; I just wanted to lie there all day…but I wanted to graduate and spending the whole day in bed wasn't going to get me away from Charlie and Renee, hopefully out of state, so I tried to wake up.

"Good morning." Edward whispered, running his fingers through my hair.

I sighed, "Do we have to go to school today?" I asked him in a whisper.

He ran his hand down my side, "All I want to do is spend the whole day with you." He whispered into my ear.

Ok, him saying stuff like that was definitely not going to get me up and out of bed.

"That sounds nice." I said with a goofy grin on my face.

I couldn't hear his laughter but I could feel his chest moving next to me. "What are you laughing at?" I asked him, struggling to open my eyes.

"You seem to be very tired."

I responded with a "mmmm hmmm." And rolled onto his chest, that's when I noticed how AWAKE and ready Edward was compared to me.

"Well aren't you excited this morning?" I comment smiling to myself. It made me feel really good to know that he was attracted to me as much as I was to him.

"Well I did wake up next to the most amazing girl ever." He told me hugging me closer to him.

I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek. "Thanks…" I whispered getting embarrassed.

"So umm how do you plan explaining how you got in here to your mom and dad?"

He shrugged from underneath me, "I guess I'll just say that you needed me, and they should know that you come first for me." He said with the amazing little smile, which gave me butterflies and made me blush deeper.

I sighed, "Why are you so sweet?" I asked, rubbing his muscular stomach.

He kissed the top of my head, "Well that's easy," he responded, "it is because I have you." Now all I really wanted to do was talk to him the whole day, sometime I wish he wasn't so sweet, it would be easier to get up.

"Ok sweet talking lover boy-slash-man, we need to get our butts up because my stomach is grumbling."

"I'm hungry too." He agreed, so I started to get off of him, "Wait…where are you going?" He asked.

"To get food…" I raised my eyebrow at him, he had a gleam in his eyes that seemed evil.

He smirked, pulled me on top of him, and put his hands on my shoulders. Slowly, he moved them down my sides, moving them over my stomach, and played with the tiop of my pants. I was breathing heavily and I looked into his eyes again.

"Bella…" he said in a moan.

That made the butterflies go faster and relocate somewhere south and my breathing became more labored.

He whispered the next part so softly I wasn't sure if I heard him right, "I'm not hungry for food." He licked his lips at me, and my eyes grew wide. This was too good.

And apparently it was because there was a knock at the door "Bella my mom told me to come and get yo-"

And there stood Emmett, while I was on Edward, who had a massive problemo in his pants, and we were both breathing hard.

"Whoa, warn a dude before he comes in!" Emmett yelled, covering his eyes and laughing.

"Maybe the dude should knock before he comes in!" Edward yelled at him.

"Whoa, ok, don't yell this early in the morning! I just came to get her up. Just be happy it was me and not mom, you would have been in so much trouble! I mean, this is something I would do not little Eddie-po!" Emmett said with a smile on his face, Edward was starting to blush at the nickname.

"Emmett, leave!" Edward yelled.

"Fine see you in a few, hopefully not as much as I'm seeing right now, but see you in a few. Bye Bella!" He said cheerfully, closing the door.

I just laughed at him, while getting off of Edward.

"I guess we really have to get out of bed now…" I said looking for my change of clothes.

Edward was standing up and nodded in agreement. He came over to me and kissed me passionately, which left me smiling like I was high or something.

"I have to go take care of something," he said looking down at his shorts. "I'll see you downstairs." I nodded in agreement and he kissed me again.

As I sat there changing for the day by myself, I felt the emptiness I felt without Edward and that scared me, yet it was comforting. I never relied on a person to feel whole, but when he was there it was like my world was complete…I never wanted to lose that feeling.

I smiled to myself thinking about how messed up but wonderful my life is. I have suck-ish parents, but I have my Edward, and he is mine.

It was one of those things that you feel like an idiot for smiling about, but you can't stop.

I sighed to myself as I traced the bracelet Edward gave me, if only my parents could care about me as much as he did…

I shook my head, trying to get rid of the negative thoughts, I didn't want to think about them today, hopefully school…and Edward would be able to distract me.

After I finished changing and getting ready for the day I went down to the kitchen where Emmett and Esme were currently located at the table.

"Good morning Bella!" Esme said cheerfully getting up, putting her dishes in the dish washer, and giving me a hug. It felt nice. It felt like something a mother and daughter should do. I held onto her tighter and hugged her back.

"Good morning." I responded while trying not to cry.

"Yes, it was a good morning wasn't it Bella?" Emmett asked, and successfully ruining my moment.

I rolled my eyes at his joke, and Esme asked "What do you mean Emmett?"

"Oh, nothing Mom, me and Bella have an inside joke." He said with a wink, I just shook my head.

"Good Morning!" I heard Edward announce, and my stomach got tight. I had to love the effect he had on me. I turned around and smiled that doofus smile I had on earlier.

"Good morning." I said. And we both just stood there awkwardly starring into each other's eyes. After a minute he closed the gap and gave me another hug and kissed my head. This is where I felt safe, in his arms.

We had a quick bit to eat them headed to school with Emmett, who is a crazy driver. I swear he was trying to hit something…

At school I used all my effort to not think about Renee and Charlie, so I just focused all my energy on Edward, and I didn't have a problem with that…well until I noticed how many girls stare at him the whole effing day!

We were in the lunch line and this one senior comes up to Edward and starts talking to him…and she got an arm touch in. You know what I am talking about, when the girl is openly flirting and touches the arm, yeah I got pissed. Then I turn around, I don't want to get jealous because I have a feeling that jealous Bella isn't a pocketful of sunshine and this other girl is starring at his butt!

I never really paid attention to Edward's female following because I liked him for him, and frankly I didn't think anybody else was interested. But can I blame them; I mean he is smoking hot. But still couldn't they see me kissing him in the hallway or holding his hands, that means off limits!

One thing I noticed that really ate away at me was that all these girls were prettier than me. They actually cared enough to wear makeup and dress-up, that was never really my thing, but maybe I could try?

"No, Bella, I'll pay." My thinking was interrupted by Edward offing to pay for my lunch.

I shook my head and paid for it, walking to our lunch table without waiting for him. The normal group was there, but I just didn't want to talk to them. I knew I was being unreasonable but this new observation had me nervous. What if Edward found something better? What would I do if I lost him?

"Bella, are you ok?" Alice asked, with Rose, Emmett and Jasper now looking at me.

I shook my head, "Yeah it is."

She raised her eyebrow, 'Where's Edward then?"

"Paying for his lunch…" I said in an annoyed voice.

"Ok, we'll talk later." Alice could always tell when I didn't want to talk about something. I smiled in appreciation. Then I noticed when I was starring at my lunch the chair across from me move and Edward sit himself in it.

He reached his hand across the table and as soon as it was on top of mine, I thought my previous thoughts were ridiculous.

"Bella? You are mad…I know, I should let you pay for your own lunch. You like your independence and I'm sorry."

I laughed, here I was staring to get annoyed, when he is apologizing and just being amazing about something I'm not even upset about. He is way to good for me.

I shook my head.

"I wasn't mad about that Edward…it's just that…well I feel really embarrassed now but I was just jealous. I never noticed how many girls flirt with you, and look at you. I was just wondering if they were better for you than me."

He laughed, "Bella, no offense to them but I don't even noticed their beauty, nothing compares to you." He said with a smile and my cheeks started to turn red and I was smiling.

I giggled…

"You were really jealous?" He asked seeming confused.

"Well that one girl was all arm touching you and the other was like burning a hole in your butt!"

He laughed, "I can't even comprehend how I could like anyone but you. That is how amazing you are." I just smiled and shook my head. This boy makes me feel amazing, and I was being an idiot.

And right then, I thanked the lord that he was mine.

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