Sooooo…..I just watched a couple of bloopers from CM seasons 2,3, and 4. I love the whole cast!!!!!!!!

I don't own Criminal Minds or anything associated with it. Except for my thoughts:]

I was having a dream about my mom when I felt someone poking my nose. I opened my left eye and saw Jack.

"Hey Jack," I yawned lifting my head from the pillow, then standing to stretch.

"Howwy?" he asked, his cute face scrunched in confusion.

"It's me, Jack-Jack." I said, kneeling down his level.

"Mommy not here anymore," he said sadly. "Daddy say she in heaven wit da angels."

"I know she is, Jack," I replied, the same sad tone was present in my voice. "But did you know that mom was an angel?" I asked, picking him up

"Mhmm," he nodded. I kissed the top of his head, then laughed, and so did someone else. I turned around and saw Dad.

"Good to see you two up," he smiled, then his expression turned professional. "Holly, I need to go into the office to write my report about…" he couldn't finish. I could see the pain in his eyes.

"I know, I'll get Jack ready," I said, walking towards dad's room where he and Jack both slept.

Hotch's POV

I watched Holly walk away with Jack, and as soon as the water from the bathroom started to pour, a couple of tears fell down my cheeks I quickly wiped them away when the water stopped. She came back into the living to get her cell phone.

"It's alright to cry, Dad," Holly said, wrapping me in a tight hug. I was going to pull away when I felt her body shake slightly.

"Shh, honey." I whispered. "We're going to be fine. Everything's going to be alright. I promise."

She nodded, I held her tighter.

"Howwy?" Jack called from the bathroom. "I'm done."

"Alright Jack-Jack, I'm coming." she called back. We pulled apart and she walked back into the bedroom. A couple minutes later, Jack came running from the room wearing jeans, a plain white shirt and a blue jacket that Holly had had given him for his last birthday.

I was about to call her out again, but the shower turned on.

Ten minute later…

"Holly, I need to get the office soon," I called out. I got a muffled response.

"What?" I said knocking on the bathroom door. It opened and Holly stepped out wearing a plain white shirt with a grey vest and jeans.

"I was saying that I was ready," she said, running her hands through her hair. We walked into the living room where jack was eating a bowl of cereal.

"Do you think you could drive to the office?" I asked her, putting my jacket on. She looked at me like I was crazy.

"Uhh…sure, I mean I suppose I could." Holly rubbed her left arm nervously. It reminded me of when Haley would get nervous.

"Well then, we need to get moving," I said, putting Jack's bowl in the sink.

When we got onto the road, I directed Holly to Haley's sister, Jessica's, house.

"Wait in here," I instructed her. I got Jack from the back seat and left her in the truck looking slightly sad.

Jessica already had the door open, arms open for a kicking and crying Jack.

"I want Howwy!! I want Howwy!!" He screamed.

"Holly's here!?" Jessica half shouted, she started to walk towards the truck, but I grabbed her arm bringing her back.

"Not now, Jess. I need to get to the office," I said, not wanting to add a crying teenage girl and aunt to the already crying toddler.

"You better bring her by later, Aaron," she warned him.

When we got the offices, I started looking for Morgan.

"Go sit and talk with Reid, for a minute? I have to-"

"Uhh….dad?" She interrupted me. I spotted Morgan talking to J.J. about something.

"Yeah, Hol?" I asked, looking at her briefly.

"I was hoping that since you were working, maybe I could go to the mall to buy some clothes, since I only packed enough for a few days," she said slowly. "And I don't have anything for the funeral."

She whispered the last part, making it difficult for me to hear.

"Take my truck and Reid with you."

"Reid? Dad, seriously?"

"Yeah, he's the only one that's available to leave right now." I said, and walked towards Morgan.

"Okay," I heard her say as she walked to the young agent's desk. I immediately felt guilty for tossing her to one of my guys, so I turned to apologize, but she was already heading towards the elevator with the genius in tow.

Holly's POV

"Woah! Where did you learn to drive? The NASCAR race track?" Reid yelled, practically jumping out of the truck.

"My mom taught me," I said, smiling widely.

I noticed Reid's facial expression turn into one of sympathy.

"Please don't turn into one of those people who say sorry and claim they know what you're going through but in actuality, you really don't know I feel." I huffed and walked into the Macy's at Pentagon City Mall, with Reid staring stunned at my retreating back. I had only to the perfume counter when I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry," he said wrapping me in a hug. I pulled away, smiling.

"It's alright," I said taking his hand, and leading him to Old Navy. "You'll truly be sorry when we're done shopping." I smirked.

I apologize for this chapter being so short! It was a filler, which i strongly dislike. I was confused with where I want it to go (yes, my own story confused me...I have no idea how it came to be this way:[) I dont know exactly where it wants to go and it's only the SECOND chapter, which sucks. so I guess I will put up a poll (if i can figure out how to do that) and get your opinion on some things:]!

thanks for reading!

~Taylormade625