Chapter 2 : watching you sleep

His pale face contorted into agony. I could almost see the images flash past his closed lids. I sighed and leaned against the wall. I felt myself blink again and again. I shook myself gently and looked back at Kei. My alabaster devil had calmed down it seemed.

The faint smile that crept upon his features appeared almost saintly. I reached out for his hand tenderly and slipped my fingers between his not holding his hand just entwining our fingers. It felt so natural to touch him. So perfect to hear him breathe. I wondered for just a moment what it would be like to be alone, if he just left me behind. I closed my eye determined not to cry about the emptiness I felt. This must be how he felt I thought. Knowing that one day I'll have to leave him.

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I opened my eyes and had the strange sensation that I had just been kissed. I tried to sit up and was alerted by something touching my hand and holding me down. I looked down to see Sho's hand entwined in mine. His face had sparkly salt trails down his cheeks. I felt myself smile softly before I had a chance to think. I scowled. He had been crying...why? Confused and slightly worried I reached out and pulled on him gently.

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I was wrapped in warm arms, held close in tight. I felt safe, secure, at home. Some reason everything felt soft. HM... my hand is holding something I look down and I was clutching a key. I believe moment the key was moving, pulsating. It moving away from me, trying to escape.

Then I felt a push... a harder suddenly I was falling. I opened my mouth to scream but couldn't. I opened my eyes.

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I watched as he stood up yawning slightly. He smiled at me for moment. I felt his hand entwine with mine before I had time to react. I looked up at his body was so close to me we were sharing air.

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The beauty before me had fear and confusion deep in his eyes. His Devil's glint barely a speck in their shiny surface now. I saw his pain as plain as if it had been streaming down his face. I wished I could wipe this pain away like I could tears.

Kei never cried.

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His hand reached out to touch my face. I almost cringed at the contact. Sho looked like he was going to cry again. I suddenly felt useless. I couldn't do anything. It's I reach my hand out to wipe the dried sparkly tears from his face.

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Kei looked so confused and desperate. His soft hands brushing my face. There was no need for words. He pulled my head to my chest and kissed my hair I knew he was alive by this. He was just like me, his heart was beating and he was breathing. He wasn't a monster. Not to me.

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For moment I felt simply displaced, that I felt very displaced. I was not at home, I was not in bed with my loving wife, and I seem to recollect telling her that that was where a plan to be.

I racked my brain...Gackt Is all the came to mind, great. I was still here at a stadium I wasn't playing out and buy the sum of things in a room that Gackt had at least been in recently. Is we develop smelled platinum.

"You're cute when you sleep." That voice, his voice, his sweet vanilla, honey colored, sex with a rock star and a bottle voice. I shivered a little.

"Were you watching me?" I asked the stupid question looking away feeling like I was drowning in his daredevil, you know you want with the all a over with sex scented pudding attitude.

"Yes." He smiled. Gackt had a sex God smile, a smirk more like.

"Why?" I decide stupid became me being used it as my current defense mechanism.

"I like to watch you breathe it lets me know you that you're alive."

Authors note: it's so cute. This actually happens Gackt wrote about it in his autobiography. I couldn't help but use it though even though it actually sort of did happen I mean he didn't actually fall asleep when he went to a thing and all other stuff from Chapter 1 but he did watch hide sleeping and tells him that he has a cute face when he sleeps. I finally brought in Sho and Kei. Unfortunately I couldn't find a place for them in Chapter 1. I like how this turned out though the sort of crossover feeling is exactly what I'm looking for. I think a lot of people were scared to review for my first chapter but I would really appreciate it if you would review this one. I mean it's fluff people come on it was cute. So...

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