((Kitty: I won't let you put this up
Kurt: nether vill I!
Ayushi: Why!?!? TT this took me forever to get done.
Kitty: you made me look like a paranoid brat
Kurt: and I looked like a ignorant little boy
Ayushi: it not that bad
Kitty: Yes it was, and that one scene has reverences to you know what.
Ayushi: well if they are old enough to know what you know what is then they are old enough to read this. Its only hits doesn't say anything horrible and this is rated PG-13 and if they think its under ratted they can E-mail me or put it in a review.
Kitty: alright fine its not like you own x-men or anything…..))
"No…No…no," Kurt said from a few feet over head. He jumped down shaking his head. Kitty sat on a bench with a small table in front of her. Kurt came over and grabbed the pen she had been writing with. He took the pen to the paper, he had gotten them a while ago from the priest, and started writing.
"An A has a slant in it like this," he said and wrote '/' "Ok then you put another one the opposite direction like this," he said and wrote ''"Then you a line in-between them like this." He wrote a '-' in-between the two lines.
"Alright I'll try again," she said still looking away from him. She barely ever looked directly at him. She could get used to the fact he was an almost normal person inside, but she didn't think her mind would ever react well to his body. It scared her. His demon-ish outside made his good heart harder to see.
She tried again and this time it looked a lot better. She re-dunk the pen in ink then started writing again. She smiled writing "A" over and over again. Kurt went to back to playing around over head.
He was deliriously happy. She liked him well enough. She talked to him. He was even teaching her. He didn't mind the fact that she didn't look at him. He sometimes scared himself simple by looking in the mirror. He couldn't image how hard it must be to look at him so often and so closely.
"I think I'll got the 'A' down," she said smiling. Writing truly made her happy. She wanted to learn so badly all her life but her father had said she should stay in her place. No one wanted a wife that could read, no one but a monster. She almost laughing at how ironic it was.
They continued to do lessons. The day grew slowly old. Both of them had neglected to get any sleep the night before. By mid-day meal they were tired. They ate and each took a little nap. They woke up a little bit later and while the there was still enough light to write by they continued. Kitty learned eagerly, and seemed sad when the sun dropped behind the horizon causing the church to grow dark. She had learned all the way up to G in one days time.
"You should be proud took meh two weeks to learn that much," he said smiling. He yawned.
"Do you tire again?" she asked only this time her tone was stricter colder even.
"I vas getting a little tired," he said carefully not sure what had upset her so. He shook his head hoping he was only imagining it.
"Should we go to bed then?" she asked her body tense and her fist curled into balls. They had slept on benches during the day, but now they were most likely going to have to go to a more realistic bed.
"Yes ve should….should sleep," he stuttered scared. What had changed what had he done? He was on the verge of tears again.
"Where ..d..do you sleep?" she asked. Her voice gave a small quiver as she spoke the words.
"I sleep in the small room in the bell tower," he said pointing up with one of his too wide fingers.
"Take me there," she said standing up and going over to him. He had been sitting a few feet away in a different line of benches. She put her hand on his shoulder. He gave a small gasp.
"Alright," he said plainly. He was slightly scared by her actions. He teleported them up the door room he slept in.
It was small and the bed was only a bit of hay in the corner. The place was covered in crosses and warning signs. She recognized a few letters here and there but couldn't understand a bit of it. She looked to the bed dread filling her.
"Would you like me to undress now?" she asked hanging her head. She could truly say that this demon, Kurt was a man and therefore being his wife she did have to perform as one. She held her breath. She couldn't bare to look at the little parts of his body that stuck out how she was going to deal with seeing more and having to touch him she had no idea.
"Undress?" he asked rather confused. He looked her up and down a small voice in his head staying loudly 'yes….YES!!'. He shook his head to quiet it.
"Yes or would you like to take me clothed?" she asked holding back tears. The preachers word that had bond them in marriage rang in her head. This was her wedding night she should be happy but she couldn't be. Kurt's looks weren't the only problem she simple didn't know him that well. She didn't love him. She had always hoped if she had to get married it would be to a man she truly loved. It not she hoped she would be able to give herself to the man she truly cared a lot about.
"Take you?" he asked even more confused. He could get out of the church if he wanted but it wasn't worth it. He would be cased back or worse killed. So where was he going to take her, and why did she want to go naked?
"Don't play with me," she said sitting down on the hay and continued, "I am your wife and this is our wedding night. This is what husbands and wives do on their wedding night," she said like she was stating God's aweful truth. She wasn't in the mood to cry again so she didn't. She held it in. She lay down on the hay and waited for what was to come.
"No," he said backing up and hitting a candle rack knocking it down and blowing them out.
"Maybe your right its better in the dark," she said sadly. At least now she won't have to look at him.
"Kitty your vrong very vrong," he said shakily. A voice inside him said 'wrong you know that's not right. Take her now. She doesn't mind' he shook his head once more to clean his thoughts.
"Wrong about what?" she asked. He was making it harder the ever to keep things together.
"This I don't vant that. Kitty please no. I don't vant this," he said backing up until he hit the wall.
She burst out laugh. He had said the same words that had been beating in her head. It was such a relief. She curled into the hay and quickly trying over cover up the laughing. Her whole body shook as the giggle spilled out into the air.
"Its not that your bad looking or anything….," he started but she interrupted him.
"I know," she said through fits of giggle.
"No you should hear this truly I would kitty but I don't love you. Its not that I can't because your horrible or something out simples because I don't know you that vell…," he rambled.
"I feel that same way," Kitty said sitting up wiping the tears away. She had laughed so hard she had started to cry.
Kurt went over to her slowly. He sat in the hay by her and looked at her sympathetically. He slowly put a hand on her back and rubbed it comfortingly or so he hoped.
"Don't cry I von't hurt you or touch you," he said quickly taking his hand away.
"Oh, not I'm not crying," she said and whipped the last of her tears away, "I mean the only reason I'm crying is because I was laughing so hard." He gave a small nervous laugh.
"I still am tired," he told her. She smiled.
"Yes lets sleep I'll take this half of the hay and you take that half," Kitty said pointing to the hay a yard or so from her. He went to it and lay down. Kitty closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Kurt looked over and smiled at her. She looked so lovely in the moonlight that came from a small window over head. He lay back and smiled at the sky then prayed his evening prays. He slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep for the first time in his life to the sound of someone esles breathing.
((Ayushi: see it wasn't that bad I told you
Kitty: alright alirght I have to admit that was fun
Kurt: You're a good writer Ayushi
Ayushi: thanks I hope other things so to and review telling me that….
Kurt: I'm sure they vill if not I'll have to come give them a talking too
Ayushi: yeah sure you do that))
