((Kurt: Vhat the heck happened to you? Did you die? You better have died. If you didn't I'm going to kill you!!!!!
Kitty: Kurt calm down I'm sure she had a good reason for not updating this for 6 months.
Ayushi: Well…..
Kurt: Spit it out -hiss-
Ayushi: I forgot ok?
Kurt and Kitty: WHAT?!?!?!?!?
Ayushi: Well I got to doing other things and other stories that I really got into like "Only Wanna be with you' it's a really good one I think. And I kinda pushed them one to the side for it, I didn't mean to but you know how smart I am…hehe
Kurt: -looking serious at the audience- you better get to reading if ve vrite much more of vhat ve are going to do her with vill become a NC-17 for gore real quick))
Kitty went to put on her clothing but found they was badly ripped. She had ruined it. She had ruined her friendship with Kurt. She was truly his wife now. He would want this from her more often she knew. Now no cries of innocence would keep him away. Tears flooded down her eyes feeling all the way to the ground.
She searched with her eyes over the church. The placed seemed almost as forbidding as it had the first time she had come. She didn't know what to do. She wanted everything to go back to the time before this but she knew better now. Kurt was just another man willing to take everything from her. She stood slowly.
Pain ebbed in her legs. Her thighs were hurting the most. She was scared. Was she going to get pregnant? Would that baby turn out to look like her or Kurt? Would it be a hybrid with features from both of them? She didn't care either way. She didn't want to have a child of any looks just yet. She held her stomach crying. She didn't want to think of him touching her like that yet. She didn't want to think of him taking her with force or though drunken love.
She walked over to a bench and sat down. She wondered where Kurt had gone. Was he going to come back or did he think spending time with a whore like her was below even him? What had she done? Why? Why did he do this to her? Hadn't they been friends? Hadn't he said on the first night that he won't touch her? Why did he break his promise now?
She heard footsteps coming down from the tower. She prayed he wasn't coming back for round two of this horrible event. Her breathing was quick with fear. She held her dress around her desperately then wondered why she bothered if he had already seen and…..touched every inch of her.
"Kitty?" Kurt called quietly as he went down the stairs. He knew he heard her crying. He felt a little embarrassed since his shirt was still on the ground. He peaked around the corner.
"Yes husband," she said softly. He was a little confused by her new nickname for him. He hoped it was only a bad joke and she wasn't actually serious about it.
"You don't need to call me that you know," Kurt said softly. He was unsure of how she felt about him now. Did she remember him kissing her? She had been drunken. He shouldn't have taken advantage of her like that.
"Yes I do. We are married now and it's only right that we do things….as husband and wife," she said looking down. Kurt was stocking in the shadows again. She had no idea why he didn't just come out and face her. Maybe she had been horrible in bed and he was trying not to get to close in disgust. She hoped she had been horrible and that he would never want her again.
"No Kitty things aren't like that. I don't think of things like that," Kurt said. He heard a gasp from Kitty and wondered if he had said something wrongly.
"Of course not," she said her voice quivering ever so slightly. He didn't think of her as wife even after last night. He must truly believe her a street whore sent here for him to abuse. For some reason she couldn't see her kind gentle Kurt doing that but she also had to think that did have the appearance of a demon. Maybe he had lied and been kind to her to fool her into false security. Then he gave her the wine. It had all been planed out. He had set a trap for her.
"Vhat I mean is that I think of you only as a friend," he said softly still hiding around the corner. He put his arms around his cold chest wishing he had brought a blanket.
"Do you take advantage of all your friends?" she demanded almost yelling it. She then put a hand over her mouth. She blushed feeling bad about saying it aloud.
"I didn't mean to Kitty you started coming onto me I knew I shouldn't, but you tempted me so badly," he explained slowly. How had she known he had kissed her? Had he felt fur on her lips? Wow that would be embarrassing.
"You…..did…." she said and started crying. He had done it. He had taken advantage of her. She had even started it. It wasn't his fault at all. It was hers for tempting him. She was the one that ruined it all. Anything that happened was her drunken fault.
Kurt listened to her crying. He must have stolen her first kiss. Was it truly that horrible a thing. Was it as bad as doing something else? He blushed a deeper blue.
"I never should had kissed you Kitty I'm so sorry," Kurt said softly hoping she could hear him over the sobbing sound she was making. She was being quiet loud. Hearing the sounds was breaking his heart. He now wished he had pushed her off sooner.
"What….What did you do to me?" she asked looking up turned. Had he said kissed? Did he know the word for the other. Did he understand? He didn't originally speak English so maybe he was confused. Maybe he didn't know the words for it? Would a priest really teach you it? Or did he mean it? Had he really none nothing more then kiss her.
Kitty's heart was racing with hope. He could mean it. He could have really none nothing at all. She was safe from having to worry about babies or repeats of that night. Well maybe kissing him won't be so bad if she could remember it.
His body was starting to become handsome to her eyes. Maybe it was like how he treated her, how kind he was or maybe it was something different. Maybe she was starting to have little crush on him. Still if he had done more with her she wasn't sure if she could forgive him for it.
"I kissed you on the lips. That is all. I knew I shouldn't, but you kissed me and I kissed back. Then I pulled away. It is not that I didn't vant you Kitty only that I couldn't take you. You vere drunk and out of your mind. I voudlnt' dare touch you. Don't you remember that first night?" he asked sounding upset.
Kitty stood up and looked relieved and happy at the same time. She held her top together tightly. A smile forced it's way onto her lips. She felt so much better. The worry was lifted from her shoulders and the world seemed right again. She needed to make sure what she had heard had been right.
"So you didn't umm……..well you know with me?" she asked softly a little embarrassed about asking it.
"No I won't do that to you without your well minded permission," he promised. He then realized that had been what she was crying about. She couldn't remember what they had done. It wasn't a kiss she had though she had stolen. She had thought he had taken her virginity. Did she truly think him that much of a monster? He had been nothing but kind to her the whole time yet she still feared him greatly. If she could not learn to trust him then maybe he was only a monster.
Kitty smiled so glad to hear the words. She started going towards him when she heard a very loud 'bamf'. She ran over to where he had been. When she saw him gone she looked around frantically.
"Kurt!" she cried. She knew that he had left, but not to where. She was sure, after thinking about it, that it was her fault he had left. His feeling must have been hurt after hearing her assumptions. She shouldn't have thought he would do that. She should have remembered his kind, shy ways before thinking of him as just another man. He was more then that. He was her friends and companion first and foremost.
She ran into the middle of the church no longer caring how fall her top went down or how high the rips in her dress were. She needed to find Kurt. She put her hands to her mouth and called his name again.
"Kurt please I'm sorry. I shouldn't have thought you would do that. But I woke up with my clothing and yours by me. What would any girl think?" she called.
Kurt was hiding in the impenetrable attic he had board off. He could still hear her cries only half believing what she was saying.
"Please Kurt. I don't think you're a monster or a demon. I only thought badly of you as a man. I thought you were acting like any man would have. I didn't even think about that. I would have accused any man of that. I think of you as a man!!" she cried up to the heavens. She felt a rush of hope fill her as she heard a 'bumf' from behind her.
She turned to see a shirt-less Kurt behind her. She gasped for a moment then stopped looking at him closely. He was very well built. His muscles were toned from years of climbing the walls she guessed. She smiled slightly at him. Blue or not he was very attractive and looked most human besides the fur.
"Are you still upset with me Kurt?" she asked not able to stop the smile from getting bigger.
"Not at all. I'm glad your not upset with me either," Kurt told her smiling back
Kitty surprised them both by closing to space between them by running at him. She took him in her arms. She pressed her face into his fur rubbing it back and forth feeling the blue velvet. He stumbled back in surprise. He slowly wrapped his arms around her. He felt so odd. This was his first hug and somehow it turned out to be with a lovely young lady. He ran his thick finger over her cheek. The last time they had touched he had still been intoxicated and not take the time to noticed how smooth her bare skin was. He had never felt human skin before. Human contact itself was very odd to him.
"So were still friends right Kurt?" she asked with a content sigh.
"If you want to be," he said softly.
"I do but one new rule," Kitty said softly.
"What is that?" he asked sound worried.
"No more wine," she said.
"It's a deal," he said with a small chuckle cuddling into her.
((Ayushi: -hanging upside down over a cauldron of acid- Hey I hope enjoyed the story…
Kurt: Shut up I'll do this. I hope you enjoyed the chapter and another one will be up REALLY SOON.
Kitty: Yes right after we bring the author back to life.
Xavier: -rolls by- Kurt Kitty stop killing Ayushi. If you wish her to write more then she must be alive. Not to mention murder will get you kicked out of my school
Kurt: fine -starts pulling up Ayushi- this is your lucky day
Ayushi: -sigh- I guess I will live to right another day. Do me a favor and review so I know my almost death was worth it!))
