Disclaimer:: No no no no no no no no no no no!!!!! I do not own FFX! Do you think that I would be sitting here writing a fanfic if I owned the best video game in the world? I think not.

LONGING

CHAPTER FIVE

Wakka knew why Lulu wanted to go to the Farplane. He didn't blame her. He wanted to see him too. He wanted to tell Lulu how he felt, but he more or less wanted his brother's approval. He wasn't sure how he was going to get it, or even if he would, but he knew he had to try. He loved her to much not to tell her.

"I owe it to myself," he said quietly to himself as he walked.

Tidus over heard his friend talking to himself.

"What was that?" Tidus asked.

"Oh, nothing brudda, just thinking."

"About what?"

"Uhhh..." Wakka wasn't about to tell Tidus the truth. He really didn't want to get into the conversation that would follow.

"I was just thinking about how different things are, especially since Kimhari is gone ya?"

Tidus could see right through his orange-haired best friend's lie. He knew what he was really thinking.

"Waaaaaaaakka..."

"Can't fool you brudda. I want to tell her."

Tidus smiled. He was glad his friend was finally going to confess his love.

"I am so glad. Now you can stop running into things as you walk. Wait a minute, I thought you didn't want to offend Chappu."

"That's why I was glad that we were going to the Farplane, I want Chappu's approval."

"How will you know weather or not he gives it?"

"I'll just know ya?"

He still wasn't sure how he would know. But he still had to try. Unfortunately, Wakka was walking directly behind Lulu, and as he normally does he was thinking about her.

"Why do I need his permission? What would he do to me? You stupid fool. You know that they were in love. But I love her too..." As he thought this, his pace quickened, making him walk right into Lulu. As soon as he did this he jumped back. His face turned a deep shade of red.

"Sorry Lu."

"All is forgiven Wakka."

"So, Lu, why did you want to go to the Farplane? It's not exactly the happiest place in the world ya?"

"I just need to clear some things up. Why did you want to go Wakka?"

"I didn't say I wanted to go."

"You seemed happy when Yuna said we were going."

"I haven't been there in a while and I kind of wanted to see Chappu."

"Wakka, don't lie to me. I know that's not all."

His long time friend could see right through his lie.

"Lets just say that I need to talk to someone about something."

"Fine Wakka, keep your secrets."

"Don't be like that Lu."

"Be like what?"

"You're mad at me."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are."

"I don't get mad."

"You always seem mad."

"I don't get mad."

"Then why do you always seem mad?"

"I don't know."

"But you have to kn..." At this, she cut him off,

"Wakka, I always have a lot on my mind, I'm sorry if that annoys you, but that's just how it is. Please, just leave it at that."

Wakka could tell that he had gotten on a bad topic, so he decided to stop talking. They walked in silence for about five minutes. Wakka couldn't stand the silence. He had to say something.

"I'm sorry Lu."

"It's alright Wakka."

He was glad that he hadn't made her mad. He still wanted to start up a conversation but wasn't sure what to say. Yuna and Tidus were walking ahead of them, holding hands. Wakka had noticed them, and had to comment.

"They make a good couple ya?"

"Yes, they both make each other very happy." Wakka sighed.

"I wish I had someone like that. You know, to make me that happy." Lulu looked at Wakka out of the corner of her eye.

"You'll find someone someday." Right then Wakka wanted to tell Lulu.

Cliffhanger! Yes! Gotta love 'em! I'm getting a little more confident in my writing by now, so I might be putting more up. I have a lot of the story already written but I have to type it all up, and I'm sorry if my characters seem a little out of character but ITS HARD TO KEEP LULU IN CHARACTER! and trust me, it gets worse later on ( the character, not the story!) please people bare with me!

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