AN: Thank you for the awesome reviews I have gotten so far. Have decided to let this story, at least exceed five chapters. Keep those reviews coming please and you will find out who our mystery friend of Bonnie's is! (OK it's basically either Kim or Shego but play along.)

And now returning to the story...

My thoughts matter if someone out there cares.

The girl sat was back in her room. Letting small pearls flow down her cheek. The girl stared at her doll. Telling with her glare how much she hated the world. She threw the doll against the wall letting her rage be heard at the same time with a mighty scream. The pearls were now gone and replaced with angry roses dancing across her face. She slipped of her bed and fled towards her sanctuary, the computer and flicked it on. She fled into her fiction world knowing that she was safe there, as long as her thoughts were heard... and responded to.

Bonnie was once again in the chat room. Sitting there waiting for Jadegirl to show up. She had already left a message and decided top haul out her secret diary. Her face was still streaked with tears leaving a thin black line from her teal eyes down to her curvy lips made of mascara. She flipped up a page and took out a pencil from her back-pack heaving out yet another sigh as she started writing.

Dear Diary.

Today may have been one of the worst days in my life. As usual school kills me. I try so hard to get good grades and then little miss prefect has to come and gloat about her PERFECT score on today's pop quiz. And as usual everybody congratulates her and goes on about what a perfect life she has! What's so wrong with her? And that wasn't even the worst that happened today. It started...

The computer interrupted her thoughts as it chirped to tell Bonnie she had a new message. She slammed shut her diary letting a smirk escape her lips. It was Jadegirl.

Jadegirl: Gotcha message. What's eatin' ya?

Sugarplumfairy: School.

Jadegirl: Wanna talk about it?

Sugarplumfairy: Yeah. Basically here is what happened in short.

And Bonnie started writing about what had happened from her awful test score to her messing up cheer leading and then the worst part of the day,

When she had been left alone, waiting an hour for her closest friends Tara, Crystal and Lindsay to show up at Bueno Nacho only to find out that they had completely "forgot" to hang with Kim as she had gotten special preview tickets to a movie that wasn't due to movies until next month. So Bonnie had to walk home while it rained and she had no umbrella and obviously no friends.

Jadegirl: Sounds like you had a pretty ruff day then.

Sugarplumfairy: Tell me about it. How was yours?

Bonnie's tears were dry and she felt the calm spread as she had someone's compassion to cheer her up. She actually wanted to return the favour for once.

Jadegirl: OK I guess. I mean I don't really have any friends that can stand me up, so I guess I'm all right. It's just that just like you I get lonely. And it is starting to drive me crazy as I only have a few people to talk with.

Bonnie sat there staring at the computer screen writing reply after reply until she noticed that it was almost eleven o'clock.

Sugarplumfairy: Look at the time. And I have completely forgotten my English homework. Can we talk day after tomorrow, it's Saturday then?

Jadegirl: You know that I am always here for you.

And with that she logged off leaving Bonnie once again alone with her thoughts. But for a difference Bonnie started thinking about what really mattered to her. She would find better friends in the morning. And she might just as well start to behave a bit differently tomorrow. A bit what was the word now? Bonnie thought hard trying to find a suitable word.

She would behave...

Friendlier.

AN: OK this was a bit different approach. How do you like this? Thankful for any pointers. Am also extremely busy with assessments in dance at my school so don't expect an update until much later. Thank you for the lovely reviews as I cherish them all. So please review!!!

Sheila.