Liz
got home to an empty flat for which she was most grateful. A bit of
time to herself was much needed to get her thoughts in order.
Everything had gone as she had planned with Jim and now them ere
going to be together hopefully. She hoped it was going to work out.
She was so excited about it. This time it was going to be for keeps.
She was so sure of it.
Unpacking she found she had a smile on her
face for what felt the first time in so long and going out in to the
kitchen she turned on the radio to hopefully find some upbeat songs
(to suit her mood) which she was going to be able to sort herself out
too. When she went out tonight she was going to look gorgeous just
for the Rovers. She had been looking far too shabby lately and she
had been letting like herself go. She was not letting herself go. Not
when she had him coming home soon. She had to keep him interested in
solely her this time. It was strange; she would never work this hard
to keep any other man. But he was different. He was the one she
loved.
Jim must have thought deep down she was a right old state
and yet he had said she had not aged a day since they had last met.
The romantic old devil.
All she had to do was wait three moths and
as she thought on it she found her heart and her spirits getting
excitable over all the things they were going to be able to do
together, all over again. She was sure he was going to need a holiday
so maybe they could go away for two weeks some where in the sun
before they got really settled back in to there old life here
together. She was going to have a home coming party for him in the
rovers. No doubt he was gagging for a pint by now.
Maybe she be
able to persuade Andy to come back and Steve to stay for a few nights
so they could have a bit of time the four of them alone. She had so
many ideas of what she wanted to do with the time they had been
re-granted. She just prayed it worked.
"Liz, is that you?"
she heard a deep male voice as some one opened the door.
Sighing
as she knew she was going to have to end things with Vernon soon, she
nodded
"It's Me." she said to him quietly and he came
in to the living room and pressed a hard, unwanted kiss on her
check.
"How's your friend?" he asked trying to strike
up conversation and close the gap between them. He had opened it up
to begin with. He hoped he hadn't lost her.
"Much better,"
she replied neutrally and he smile.
"I'm glad." he
said but even through that little chat he knew she was still
distancing herself from him.
"It's good to have you back."
he said. As she made no effort to reply to him, he went in to the
kitchen to find the kettle had just boiled. "So what did you
girl's gossip about up there?" he asked, trying to get her to
talk to him.
"My friend is a he Vernon." she said
wearily and he froze for a moment. Maybe he did see what was going on
here. Maybe she had had a relationship with this male friend in the
past and she had gone to kiss and make up with him. He knew things
had been going crap for them sand their romance but he hadn't
wanted this. Maybe if he didn't say anything about it she
wouldn't.
"Is he now?" he finally replied.
"Yeah."
said Liz as she sat on the lilac sofa. What she wouldn't do to
swamp Vernon and Jim's places right now. Clearly Vernon wanted to
act dumb to the way she was feeling and she had no rush. She didn't
want to fight that day. She was too tired from all the
travelling.
"And he was glad to see you?" he asked.
"He
seemed to be." she replied thinking he was a lot more pleased to
see her than Vernon had ever been.
"And you had a good
weekend together?" he asked.
"I only got to see him for
a hour." she sighed as she got up. She was tired and she was
going to have a lie down. Anything to get away from all these
questions which were quite frankly doing her head in.
---
Jim
was quite and he was keeping his head down. He had nothing up his
sleeves either. For the first time in his life he was doing nothing
wrong and at the end of it all he was going to wreak the reward in
the form of his Elizabeth. When she had turned up yesterday it had
been as if something out or his dreams. He had been sure he had
been dreaming at the time for it hadn't been uncommon for the
prisoner to remember the women he had loved all his life when he had
been asleep.
Putting his head on his pillow, he knew soon that he
was going to be sharing a nice big comfortable double bed with her
instead of all these long lonely nights in here. This wasn't for
much longer, and soon he was going to be in Liz's loving arms and
every thing was going to be ok for them both becuase they were going
to be together again.
Every good time they had had together played
through his head. The day when they had had the twins. When they had
remarried. when he had leant he was going to have a daughter by her.
God rest her soul, Katie had been such a surprising to both her mummy
and her daddy and by the time she had got there they had been so sure
she was what they both wanted. Then she had been ripped from them. It
had been so unfair. And now it looked as if they had many more time
to be together.
It was going to be so incredible.
---
Steve
was at the flat.
"So you go up to Blackpool to see an old
friend who needs your help and who is male and you see him for an
hour, then you expect me not to figure out you were with my dad?"
he asked her.
"No I always knew you would, but I am not
ashamed of what I did." she said. And she wasn't going too be.
She had done the right thing by her and Jim. It had just taken her so
long to see it was the right thing to do.
"Mum, I am your
son. Why lie to me?" he asked. She had ever done that before, so
why had she now?
"Do you remember when I married your father
a second time? Sweet heart, you were so set against it I couldn't
take the risk of bring put off by something you said. By anything any
one said." She shrugged. She had been so desperate to see him
when she had planned to go.
"I could have helped you."
sighed Steve and his mother realised all he did want to do was help
her in this. He wasn't going to dissuade her. Not this time. "Are
you going to get back together when he gets out then?" he
asked.
"It is looking that way." said Liz.
"And
he knows about Vernon?" he asked knowing his father was not
going to take too kindly to another man with his mother,
"he
isn't going to be around for a lot longer." said Liz and Steve
smiled. He had watched that git treat his mother like a slave and he
had had to watch her dance to his tune and it looked as if that was
over now. Finally. She had woken up. She was turning back in to the
Liz he knew and loved.
"I'm happy for you mum. You and dad."
he said and she went to hug him.
"Thank you," she said
to him. She had really needed to hear she had his blessing to do
this. She would have probably gone through with it any way, but she
was so close to her youngest son that it only added to her joy when
he said he supported her choice.
"Any time mum." he
said as he held her. "Any time. So when is he coming home?"
he asked.
"Three months." she said smiling.
------
Vernon got home to find no music on in the flat
which was strange as when ever his girl was in she had something on
to keep her company, but today if she was here, then she was being
quiet.
It was then he tripped over a few boxes. Looking at all it
all he realised it was his stuff and going in to the living room he
saw Liz drinking wine her leisure and looking solemn.
"What
the hell Liz?" he asked.
"I want you to go, Vernon. I
want you to go and I don't want you to come back." she
announced to him as if it was the most obvious thing in the
world.
"Darling there really is no need for this. I know
these past weeks have not been easy but that doesn't mean we can't
work through it all." he said as he sat by her side and put his
hand on her leg only for her to brush it off.
"Aren't you
listening? I don't want to work through it. We are not worth the
heart ache." she said to him rather cruelly.
"I don't
believe you feel like this." he said to her in denial. "What
did he say to you?" he asked.
"Who?"
"Your
so called friend. Did he and you - I swear Liz 'cos if you did
-"
"What, take my own life back in my own hands. Realise
I am not your door mat, bring the Liz I want to be back to
life. Yes, I did. And don't regret it." she said to him.
"You
will do." he threatened her but she sighed and kept her cool.
He wouldn't hurt her anymore, because she was going to get her
husband home very soon. She was finally in spitting distance of her
happily ever after. Nothing and no one was taking it from her. "Get
out." she said simply. They were so through.
