Harry woke up the next
morning and reached over to the bedside table for his
glasses
before realizing that he no longer had them. He grabbed his contacts
and
put them in.
Mundungus had been true to his word for a
change. When Harry had gotten back to
his mansion the night
before, his flashy red ferrari was sitting in front
looking great.
He also visited the Black family graveyard after his shopping
trip.
There had been hundreds of tombstones stretching for quite a
long
distance, some of them dating back to the middle ages, all of
them as gothic as
the rest of the property. He had constructed a
small memorial for Sirius in the
clearing in the middle of the
cemetery. It was just a few rocks piled up neatly
with his name
and the date of his birth and death scratched into them.
Underneath
the inscription were the words Beloved Cousin, Friend And
Godfather.
He liked it. He knew Tonks and Lupin would like it,
too. He allowed a single
tear to escape his eye, then roughly
brushed it away and headed back to the
mansion. He had also
allowed himself to explore his new home. The entire place
needed a
good cleaning, which was why he was glad to discover bo
th Dobby
and Kreacher in the kitchen cupboard. Apparently, Dobby left
Hogwarts
and now wanted to work for Harry for free (although Harry
offered him money all
the same). Kreacher was only there because
he was bound to him now. Technically,
he could have ordered him to
go to Tonks, but he wasn't about to be that cruel
to her. Upon
leaving the house elves to clean, he found out that his new home
was
about three quarters the size of Hogwarts, complete with hidden
passageways
and secret rooms. The entire place was decorated in
the same fashion as the
foyer; dark, gothic and depressing. That's
when he had decided to call it a
night and go to bed. He chose the
master bedroom for himself, which was slightly
bigger than the
foyer. His bed was big enough to comfortably accomodate a giant,
with
crimson red draperies hanging down from a high canopy. He could get
used to
this kind of living, he thought as he jumped up onto his
bed and fell asleep...
Suddenly, Harry snapped back to the
present and immediately headed to the
fireplace in the Great Room.
He grabbed some Floo Powder off the mantelpiece and
instead of
shouting one location, he shouted "The Black Family!" He
stuck his
head in the fire and immediately, his head was
transported to all the fireplaces
where every member of the Black
family were currently residing. He announced his
message
"Attention all members of the Black Family! As the Lord of the
Blacks, I
declare an official family meeting! All Black family
members must report to the
Black family mansion in Ottery St.
Catchpole immediately. Thank you." He was
whisked back to his
Great Room. He knew they'd all come. They had to. He had
given
them all a direct order. He also knew they'd be apparating and
would
arrive at any second. As if on cue, a deep knocking on the
front door could be
heard. Harry opened it. Tonks and an older
woman were standing on the doorstep.
They were the first to
arrive.
"Wotcher, Harry!" Tonks smiled. She turned
to the older lady with whispy brown
hair and sparkling grey eyes.
"This is my mother, Andromeda."
"Nice to meet you." Harry stuck out his hand and the lady shook it.
"You
too, young man. I must say I'm surprised at how young our new Black
family
Lord is. Then again, you are Harry Potter. I'm sure you can
handle the
responsibilities." She said it kindly enough, but
Harry was taken aback at her
abrupt words. Tonks seemed to
notice.
"Mum's a little outspoken." she told Harry.
He nodded and invited them all
inside. Andromeda looked around the
foyer, her eyes slipping from one giant
statue to the next,
finally stopping and narrowing on her own statue, where she
frowned
at her destroyed face. Tonks saw and glared at the statue as well.
Harry
thought it best to take them to a different room. The
kitchen was the closest,
so he led them there.
"Hey
Dobby. You can take a break whenever you like, you know." Harry
told the
house elf, who was standing on tiptoe upon the
countertop, furiously scrubbing
the window with a soapy rag. "Get
lost, Kreacher!" Harry scowled at the other
house elf, who
just glared at him and left the room, muttering about
"mudbloods",
blood traitors and half-breeds as usual. Dobby jumped down from
the
countertop.
"Harry Potter is too kind to poor
Dobby..." he said as he bowed slightly to him.
Harry brushed
off his comment with a wave of his hand. Dobby then turned to
Tonks.
"Dobby is delighted to see Miss Nymphadora Tonks again. Miss
Nymphadora
Tonks is also very kind." She laughed.
"Thanks,
Dobby, but it's just Tonks." she smiled at him. Dobby
nodded
respectfully before walking out of the room. Tonks turned
to Harry. "Why did you
call a family meeting, anyway?"
she asked. "What could be that important?"
"I'll
tell you when everyone else gets here." Harry replied. He didn't
think it
was a good idea to mention her aunt Bellatrix to her just
yet, especially since
she still held her responsible for her
cousin's death. Just then, he heard
knocking on the front door
again. He left Tonks and Andromeda in the large
kitchen to get the
door. This time it was Narcissa and Draco.
"You called?" Draco scowled at Harry derisively. Narcissa frowned at her son.
"Draco, be polite!" she snapped. "Hello
Harry." she said. He could tell the
greeting was genuine, but
he noticed she didn't smile as Tonks or Andromeda had.
He led them
both to the kitchen. Upon seeing her sister, Andromeda's eyes
widened
and she took a step closer to Narcissa. Narcissa did the same.
"Angie?"
Narcissa whispered.
"Cissy."
Andromeda replied. "It's been a long time." Tonks sighed
and scowled at
her aunt and cousin. Narcissa turned and smiled
hesitantly at her.
"Don't expect me to call you aunt!"
she spat. Narcissa's face fell and Draco
rounded on Tonks.
"How
dare you speak to my mother that way, you worthless bloodtraitor! At
least
my father isn't a filthy muggle!"
"Draco!
Apologize!" his mother commanded, but it was too late to diffuse
the
situation. Tonks was screeching various profanities at Draco,
and Andromeda was
furiously trying to whack him over the head with
her wand for insulting her
husband. Harry was about to go in and
stop the fight, but thankfully, the
knocking on the front door
quieted everyone down. Once again, Harry made his way
to the foyer
to open the door. Standing on his doorstep was the reason he
had
called this meeting in the first place. Bellatrix Black was
wearing plain black
robes with no trimming. Underneath was a long
grey skirt and a navy button-down
blouse. Her cheekbones were
hollow, her eyes dark, with lank black hair falling
down to her
shoulders. She looked extremely depressed. The moment she saw
Harry,
she dropped to her knees and began to cry.
"I'm
so sorry." she sobbed. "All the h-horrible things I've done
... I'm so so
sorry." Harry knelt down in front of her and
looked her in the eye, just to make
sure she was truly sorry. She
was. He could only see small, whispy amounts of
purple around her.
It was the same amount he could see around almost everyone
else.
"I
believe you. I don't blame you for anything you've done, either."
he replied
simply. He stood back up and she looked up at him in
amazement.
"You know, then." she whispered. Harry
nodded. She was obviously talking about
her arranged marriage. "I
refuse to use that as an excuse for anything I've
done." she
told him severely.
"That just shows you're a good
person." he replied. Harry suddenly realized that
he had
grown up a lot these past few years. He helped her to her feet and
led
her to the kitchen. If Harry had thought the last outburst had
been bad, this
was absolute chaos. The second Tonks saw Bellatrix,
she fired a hex that
Bellatrix quickly deflected.
"YOU
KILLED MY COUSIN!" she screamed with tears in her eyes. "YOU
KILLED HIM! I
HATE YOU!" She fired another stream of hexes at
her aunt. Bellatrix made no
attempt to harm Tonks, but merely just
deflected the spells that were being
fired at her.
"TONKS!
STOP!" Harry finally roared. She looked at him with venomous
fury in her
eyes, then slowly lowered her wand. "How could
you invite her here?" she choked
out. "She murdered your
godfather, my cousin!" She folded her arms across her
chest
and turned away from him to compose herself. Tonks wasn't the kind
of
woman who showed displays of emotion in front of others.
"You
know I wouldn't have invited her here without a good reason."
Harry replied
calmly. "Let's just wait until the rest of the
family gets here. Then I'll
explain everything." Tonks glared
at him, but nodded all the same.
"If your reason isn't
good enough, Harry, I swear I'm arresting her and locking
her away
in Azkaban where the dementors can feast on her soul." she
threatened.
Harry was about to protest when Bellatrix
interrupted.
"No Harry. She has every right to feel the
way she does. I think that's fair."
she said quietly. Tonks
raised her eyebrows but said nothing. Pretty soon, the
rest of the
Black family showed up. Some kind, like Tonks and Andromeda.
Some
hostile, like Draco and some still on the fence, like
Narcissa. Harry was
introduced to many people and he introduced
himself about a dozen times. Once he
had moved everyone to the
vast sitting area and was sure that everyone was
there, he cleared
his throat and stood up in front of them all. The meeting
had
started.
"Well, a lot of you probably know that
I've just recently become the Black
family Lord, and I also know
that a lot of you aren't happy about that." he
began.
"At
least you're right about one thing, boy!" a crotchety old man
shouted at
him.
"Oh, shut-up!" Tonks snapped. Harry ignored the outburst.
"I'm not sure if I like the
situation myself, to tell you the truth." he
admitted. "I
do know that I have a duty to this family now, though. Whether any
of
us like it or not, this is the way it is, and I'd like to start
upholding my
duty by getting the truth out." There was much
whispering around the room, many
people were wondering about what
this "truth" was and how it affected them.
Harry paused
to let them whisper to each other for a few moments, then
continued.
"Bellatrix. Can you come up here?" She looked up at him,
terror in
her eyes. He knew she was frightened of how everyone
would react, even wondering
if anyone would believe her. He gave
her a reassuring nod, and she slowly rose
to her feet and walked
to the front of the room to stand beside Harry. She took
a deep,
shuddering breath and began.
"Before I tell you why I'm
here, I need to apologize for all the terrible things
I've done.
There's no excuse for what I did and what I'm about to tell you
is
not an attempt to gain pity or cover up my actions with
innocence. It doesn't
change what I did and how many lives I
destroyed. What I'm about to tell you is
merely the truth...
nothing more, nothing less." she was trembling, and stopped
for
a moment to regain her courage. The entire room was hush silent. You
could
have heard a drop of water on the other side of the mansion.
Even Tonks raised
her eyebrows in curiosity. Bellatrix sighed and
continued.
"I was forced into my marriage with Rudolphus
Lestrange. My parents wanted a
pure blood marriage for me. I had
no say in the matter. I was bound by a
contract and could not defy
it or Rudolphus would have had the authority to
punish me as he
saw fit. I still tried, but his punishments were painful."
she
stopped and looked down, trying to stem the flow of tears that
were slowly
leaking from her dark eyes. "I hate myself for
giving in to him, but I did. The
contract made me his slave. He
ordered me to become a Death Eater and destroy
all those innocent
people's lives, and I obeyed because I was afraid of what he
would
do to me if I didn't." she could no longer stop her tears, which
were now
flowing freely down her hollow cheeks. "I'm so
ashamed of myself." she
whispered. She had finished her
speech. Narcissa stood up and threw her arms
around her big
sister, crying just as freely as Bellatrix. Andromeda did the
same.
They stood like that for quite a while before Harry cleared h
is
throat to break them up. He had said all he needed to say, and so
had
Bellatrix.
"I think that's going to be the end of
the meeting. If anyone has any questions,
they can ask me. If not,
everyone can go back to their lives." he said quietly.
This
meeting had given him a lot to think about. Nobody really had too
many
questions, and the ones they did have were stupid in Harry's
opinion. Once
almost everyone had been shown the way out, he
pulled both Bellatrix and Tonks
aside.
"Look, I know
you two don't get along, but I still want you both to stay
awhile."
Harry said to them. Tonks gave a sideways look at Bellatrix,
then
sighed and nodded. Bellatrix nodded her head also, but looked
down at the
ground. "It'll be good to catch up with you,
Tonks, especially since the last
time I saw you wasn't exactly a
happy occasion. Bellatrix, I know you're still
wanted by the
Ministry, so you're welcome to stay here here until your
name's
cleared and you can get your own place." Tonks looked
livid.
"WHAT!" she demanded. "I don't believe
this, Harry! First you invite her to this
meeting to defend her,
and now your offering your home to her? What's next? Are
you going
to marry her as well?" Harry glared at her.
"I'm
sixteen!" he exclaimed. Tonks looked rueful but held her tongue.
Bellatrix
remained silent. Harry turned to Bellatrix. "Would
you like to stay here?" he
asked her.
"Yes, thank you Harry." she almost whispered.
"Good. That's
settled then." he replied. "Why don't you go upstairs and
scout
out a room for yourself. There's lots to choose from."
He said this before
realizing that she obviously knew that, since
she used to live here and felt
slightly foolish.
"I'll
go and see if my old room still looks the same." she said with a
slight
smile. She left the seating area to go up the vast
staircase to the upper
levels. Now Harry had the chance to talk
with Tonks alone. He had a feeling she
wasn't too impressed with
him at the moment. He looked at her just in time to
see her scowl
at him.
"Look, I didn't do this just to make you
miserable, you know." he told her
rather heatedly. "I
don't want to be in this position, but I am, and I'm just
trying
to do the best I can for all of us. Can't you at least understand
that?"
he nearly shouted. She was about to open her mouth to
retort, but then her
shoulders slumped and her eyes moved to the
dusty stone floor.
"Yeah, I understand that." she
said. "I just don't understand how you can accept
her with
welcoming arms when she killed Sirius. He was my mother's
favourite
cousin, you know and mine, too. You make it seem like
you're the only one who
misses him, but you're not." She
didn't say this as an accusation. In fact, she
seemed quite sad.
Harry really felt bad for her. He suddenly had an idea.
"I
want to show you something. I think you'll like it." He walked
out of the
sitting area. Tonks shrugged and followed.
A few
minutes later, they were standing in the Black family graveyard,
looking
down at Sirius' memorial. Tonks looked at the inscription,
her lips moving
soundlessly as she read. Her eyes filled with
tears, but she quickly blinked
them away and nodded.
"It's
nice." she admitted. She sat down on one of the other tombstones
and
looked at Harry. "How's life been for you lately?"
Harry decided to allow the
change of subject.
"Better,
now that I'm not with the Dursleys." he replied. She smiled
faintly in
response. "What's been going on with the Order?"
Tonks' face fell.
"Sorry Harry. I've been forbidden to
tell you anything about that. Dumbledore's
orders." she bit
her lip. She obviously knew he wasn't about to accept that as
an
adequate answer.
"Excuse me? Dumbledore's orders?"
Harry yelled. "Dumbledore is the only person
keeping me out
of the Order! I could join now if I wanted to, but he runs the
entire
operation and makes sure that I can't, is that it?" Tonks
reluctantly
nodded. "Well, who fought Voldemort at the age of
eleven and lived? Who killed a
fifty foot basilisk at twelve? Who
conjured a coporeal patronus to chase away a
horde of dementors at
thirteen? Who dueled Voldemort and transported Cedric
Diggory's
dead body back to school at fourteen? Who saw their godfather die
and
still manage to fight a pack of Death Eaters off at fifteen?
Did Dumbledore? Did
you?" he was shouting now.
"No,
Harry." Tonks sighed. "We all know you did all of that. I
really want to
tell you, I do, but Fudge would fire me for sure if
I did."
"What if you spied for me?" Harry blurted out. Tonks looked thunderstruck.
"Did you not
hear what I just said? I'D GET FIRED!" she shouted as if Harry
were
deaf.
"No one would have to know!" he
protested. "Please Tonks. I've earned the right
to know
what's going on. I won't force you to do it, but I'm asking you as
a
friend and I guess family member now. All you'd have to do is go
to the meetings
and participate in the Order like you've been
doing, then tell me everything you
guys talked about." Tonks
seemed to contemplate this for a moment.
"Alright. I'll
do it, but only because you begged." Tonks grinned. He was
so
happy he could have hugged her.
"Great! You're the best!" he replied.
"I know." she said simply.
Pretty soon, Tonks left and Harry was in the kitchen
trying to figure out what
to make for dinner. The entire place was
now spotless. Dobby and Kreacher had
done a good job. They were
now working on Harry and Bellatrix's rooms. He had
told them to
work on their own rooms before his. (He had given them each their
own
bedrooms), but Dobby had insisted on doing Harry's first.
Harry
looked in the pantry. Dobby had also gone out and bought a tonne of
food.
The trouble was, he wasn't sure if Bellatrix would like any
of it. He was about
to go find her when she walked into the
kitchen. "I was just about to ask you
what you wanted to
eat." he told her as she pulled out a chair at the
mahogany
table and sat down.
"Anything is fine with
me." she yawned. "Thank you for letting me stay here.
I
know it couldn't have been easy for you to get past my
involvement in Sirius'
death. I really never meant to kill him,
you know." she looked at him with
pleading eyes.
"I
know." Harry replied. "I don't really like talking about
it, though." She
nodded.
"Of course. I
understand." she said. She looked over his shoulder into
the
pantry. "That can of chili looks good." He knew she
changed the subject on
purpose, and he appreciated it.
"Yeah.
I'll make that." Harry told her. When the meal was finished,
they sat at
opposite ends of the table with their bowls of chili.
They had a couple of
short, meaningless conversations, but nothing
terribly riveting. As Harry ate
another spoonful of his dinner, he
thought about how odd it was for him to be
sitting here with her.
She had done terrible things, some too gruesome to speak
of. He
had spent the majority of his life hating her for all the evil she
had
caused, and yet now he could not hate her anymore. Knowing how
much pain and
torture her husband had put her through, his
perspective of her was completely
different. He no longer saw a
cruel, evil woman who would stop at nothing to
destroy as many
lives as she could. He saw her as a frightened woman who had
no
self-esteem left from years of abuse and who hated herself for
what she had been
forced to do.
"Is something the
matter? You looked dazed." she told him. He suddenly snapped
out
of his thoughts.
"It's nothing. I'm fine." he
replied. She just shrugged and continued eating her
supper. Harry
had a funny feeling that things were going to get much
more
complicated in the future.
