Sean's Talking Again
Rejected.
I was denied worse than the first time I tried to round second base with Carli Cooper in the back seat of her mom's minivan. Which is rather a creepy place to hop a feildsky but I was young and experimental.
I don't know what caused me to leave that bar as soon as I found Cam gone but… ok actually I do know. It was the fact that I was attracted to her, perhaps for all the wrong reasons, but attracted none the less.
I liked Cam and I don't think I even admitted that to myself until after I'd been shot down.
Sure, I knew I was attracted to her. I knew that there seemed to be this force about her, like her own gravitational field, that just drew me to her. But I never realized that I actually liked that she was fun loving and had no qualms about spilling her brain. Not because she was uninterested. (Although, I still claim to this day that on some level she wanted to jump me the moment she saw me.)
So can you really blame me for wanting to clean up my act for her the exact moment I exited that dorm building?
Cam says that guys have this knack for realizing things way too late.
I was the worst offender of such a crime.
2-3 more weeks of this story if I can get a good pace next week. I'm falling behind. It's not my fault my face got shoved into a really good book.
That ends chapter 3. Just 4 and 5 left. This is when it starts to get good too. Or at least my favorite part of Pride and Prejudice. ;)
What starts with and R and ends in a VIEW? ...Um throw an E in there somewhere for me.