Chapter 2: Reflection of deep regret

Okay, I decided to another chapter since Holy Girl asked for an update.

-shrugs-

This will be the last chapter…well, unless someone asks me for another one.

Okay, they say that not gonna accept any more songfics.

But this fic has a plot, so please don't take it down.

Disclaimer: Disney ownz Reflection, and Mr. Takei owns Shaman King. And me? I own you!

Anna's life saddened after Yoh's suicide.

She wanted to be the one to die…Yoh..

He didn't deserve to die. He was too young…and she ruined his life.

He used to be so full of happiness, full of dreams and hope, but she ruined it…

One measly kiss caused it all.

You may think you see
Who I really am
but you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

But what? What drove her to have a secret affair with his brother in the first place?
No…he forced her to..

But she gave in.

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what i believe in
But somehow

She felt insecure with Yoh and his feelings for her, and somehow, he felt safe with Hao.
But where is Hao now that she needed him most?
He's gone…without a trace.

I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Now…she lost both of them. She tried to keep her face steady, but the tears flowed freely.
Her mask of ice…melted.

Who is that girl I see
starring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

She used to be so strong, so cold and unfeeling.

But now…

All has changed…

There's a heart that must be
free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

She sobbed uncontrollably, her tears falling freely as she cupped her hand on her mouth.

No…it's not supposed to be like this…

"I'm the Ice queen…nothing can break me"

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show
who I am inside?...

"No, Anna, you're human."

Anna spun around, and saw Yoh's ghost, fading in the darkness.

"Yoh…"she said, her tear-stained face looking at him. He gave a sad smile.

"I forgive you…Anna…be happy, I'll be happy for you…"

"Yoh….I'm so…I'm so sorry…"

"Anna…goodbye…"

"Yoh!" She said, as Yoh's ghost completely faded away.

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

Okay…

I finally made myself cry.

I was listening to the Ballad Version of Northern Lights, which didn't help. TT

(BTW, the ballad version is soo beautiful, if you want the mp3, I'll give you the link, just e-mail me on the e-mail displayed on my profile)

Review replies:

Chiquita Linda: Really? Oh, but will they take it down even though it's got a plot? I mean, maybe the songfics they meant were the plotless ones. . Anyways, You can always post it on DA, I posted this on DA, too. .

Holy girl: Update here for you!

CherryBlossomGirl02: Yesh, I'm a Filipino…glad you liked it.

YamiandAnzu4ever: Yeah….I meant it that way. I was challenging myself to make a fic that could make me cry…I only cried at the end of chapter 2, though. .

This is the last chapter, I just put another one since a reviewer requested.

This chapter ish dedicated to Holy girl, since she wanted another chap.