I did this chapter after seeing the requests for another chapter. Dedicated to Critical Mind, Mental mess, Kira-Asakura, and Tippy-chan. The ending's weird, you probably have to read this over to get who he really was. XD
Disclaimer: I do not own the song "Sorry" by Cueshe, and Mister Takei owns Shaman King.
"He said he'll be happy for me…
But…I can only be happy with him."
In
life nothing's certain
You'll never know when it'll
happen
Some burn out while some fade away
It doesn't matter
we're heading that way
If I had the time
I'll spend it
with you
"Maybe I should've given you more time…more care…more love." Anna placed a bunch of Yoh's favorite roses on his grave, tears welling up in her eyes.
Time gets you old and weary
Like a lifeless
ordinary
Some burn out while some fade away
I don't want you
to go I want you to stay
If I could turn back the time
I'd
spend it with you
I
want you to know even though you're gone
That I'm drowning in
tears
I wish you were here and hear me say
Believe me, I'm
sorry
"I still can't accept that you're gone…for I know it's my fault. I have so many things to repent for, to pay for all that I've done."
Feels
like everything is undone
Peace of mind still I haven't
found
And time will heal those broken mends
I know it will come
but when will it end
If I could turn back the time
I'd
spend it with you
"I feel like all I've ever done was to hurt you, to make you suffer emotionally. I did things without thinking. I did things without regarding your feelings, our commitment, our promise."
I
want you to know even though you're gone
That I'm drowning in
tears
I wish you were here and hear me say
Believe me, I'm
sorry
"A thousand apologies won't be enough to make me feel better, it won't make much of a difference, much less of a real apology. Nothing I say or do would be enough for you to be at peace with me. I know that you are troubled with what I did and kept doing, even though you didn't show; I could feel the hurt and anger welling up inside you."
I
want you to know, I want you to know
I want you to know
"Even though I know it's futile, it's the only way I know. I'm sorry Yoh, for the times I shouted at you, for the times I was harsh and overworked you. I'm sorry for the special occasions I failed to spend with you, for the dates I failed to attend though I knew you put your effort into it. I'm sorry for what I did with your brother, the deceit. I regret what I've done, but no amount of regret can turn things back to the way it was. Yoh…I love you, and I always will. I can never find someone like you. " Tears streamed down her cheeks, uncontrollable emotions showing.
If
I could turn back the time
I'd spend it with you
I want
you to know even though you're gone
That I'm drowning in
tears
I wish you were here and hear me say
Believe me, I'm
sorry
"Yoh, even though you might not hear me now, wherever you may be, I just want you to know that…I won't forge---"
Her last words were cut short as a dagger pierced through her back, bringing her unimaginable pain, but it was nothing compared to the emotional trauma she was having. She unconsciously lay on her side, tears still flowing freely. As she lay there dying, she saw her life drain before her. She knew she only had a few seconds to live, and as she bled to her death, she caught a blurred glimpse of her murderer. Her eyes widened as she saw his smiling face.
"Yoh?"
