Here is chapter 3 guys! Sorry it is so short, I just wanted to get you guys a new chapter up! Chapter 4 will be much longer, I promise! Thank you so much for all the reviews and comment!! Enjoy Tiff
Ch.3 – Fight
"You told me to fight for you and I did. But, you never fought for me."
"And I'm not going to." "Okay, then I guess I was wrong. I'm not the guy for you Brooke Davis."
This moment, keeps playing over and over in my mind. This was the night that Lucas stopped fighting for me; this was the night that I felt like nothing was ever going to be the same again. For Lucas to say those words to me, it cut me deep life a knife. Why did I say that I wasn't going to fight for him when all I want is him?
I guess when you are hurt and angry at the world, you say things that you don't really mean. Just like when I insulted Peyton's mom that same night! I called her dead mother a whore!!! What kind of friend does that, especially a BEST friend?? I guess I take my hurt and pain out on other people, the most important people. I keep everything so bottled up and I never let anyone in and tell them what I am going through until eventually it gets so bad, that I release my furry at the expense of other people.
Lucas wanted me to fight for him and I simply gave up! Why should I have to fight for him, he is the one that kissed Peyton again. But wait, he really didn't kiss her; she kissed him because she thought she was dying! Why do I always screw things up? Why can't I just let go of my pride when people are trying to explain things to me?
Pride is something that I hold very deep. Pride is the main reason I haven't fought for Lucas and for Peyton! But now, the hell with PRIDE! I am not going to let "My Pride" stand in the way of the man I love and the women that is my best friend! I am going to FIGHT damn hard for the two most important people in the world to me! I just hope that they will forgive me in the end!