Thank you gilmoregrly4life, JULESM24, goober396, catcat51092 so much for all of the reviews! I appreciate all you have to say about this story. Chapter 4 is really short, and I know you are going to hate that gilmoregrly4life!! It is short because I am building up to the first step of Brooke going to talk to Peyton that will be chapter 5… Let me know what you think! Tiffany
Disclaimer: OTH is NOT created by me unfortunately, it is created by that brilliant guy, Mark!
Ch. 4 – Hope
Hope is something everyone has. Something I have a lot of. I hope that Lucas and Peyton will forgive me and that they will let me back into their lives. I hope that everything will go back to normal for us and for the five of us. The five of us, Lucas, Peyton, Haley, Nathan and me. I hope that we can all go to the beach or go to the Rivercourt and just be normal teenagers trying to figure life out together. Not having to worry about someone bringing a gun to school or what colleges we are going to go to. Just be us against the world for the rest of our lives.
I hope that Peyton and I can be "hoes over bros" again and she will call me "B. Davis" and I will call her "P. Sawyer." Man I miss those times. I just hope that she is a bigger person than I was when she tried to explain everything to me. I hope that she does not turn and walk away from me and tell me that she never wants to see me again and that her and Lucas are better off without me in their lives. Are they better off without me in their lives? This is probably my biggest fear of all.
My biggest hope is that Lucas still feels the same way about me as I do for him. What if he doesn't?? What if I have ruined everything for good this time and what if he has forgotten about me since I walked out on him? What would I do then? My heart couldn't handle that. What do I do if I have my head and my heart talked into letting him back in and he turns me down?
Oh gosh, here I go again with all these FEARS running through my head! But I am not going to let these small things called FEAR and DOUBT cloud my vision! I know what I want and I am going to go after it right now, starting with my best friend Peyton. Let's just HOPE she will greet me with open arms.
So, here I go to her house with all these things running through my mind… Fear, Signs, Fight and Hope.