Okay, so here is the next chapter! The ending of the last one was a bit of a cliffhanger. Please R/R and enjoy the chapter! So I did two chapters (14 & 15) for you all because I'm going to my cousins for a few days so hopefully it will be enough until I update again. So, start reading lol

Disclaimer: I own none of these people

This story goes straight from where it left off

"Well is he okay!" Jeff asked urgently

"Jeff, he died 10 minutes ago" Trish said sadly

"What do you mean he's dead! He can't be dead, this isn't happening" Jeff started to trail off "Well why didn't they call me?"

"I don't know but they called Shannon and he told me and I told you straight away" Trish said quickly

"This isn't happening. It's impossible" Jeff said, he was so shocked. He didn't know what to do

Lita and Trish were shocked as well but Jeff was hit the hardest, and rightly so because it was his brother

"Look Jeff, I'm really sorry. I'm going to leave you alone" Trish said and with that she left

Trish left and Lita closed the door and Jeff looked at the floor and closed his eyes. Tears rolled down his cheek

"Oh Jeff" Lita said as she hugged him and at that point it all became too much.

"Why! Why did it have to be Matt? He was the best brother and he never did anything wrong!" Jeff said while balling his eyes out

"I know sweetie and I'm so sorry" Lita said, rubbing his back soothingly trying to calm him down

"Don't apologize. I just wish I knew why I wasn't the one who got the call" Jeff said, still crying

"Babe, the hospital probably just called the first contact number they could find. I'm sure that you will get a call next." Lita said

Jeff let go of Lita and he moved a few steps away from her

"The reason why I wasn't called was because they didn't even think to contact me. Matt hated me" Jeff said sadly and what he was saying was heartbreaking for Lita to watch and hear

"No, he loved you! Believe me I know it. When we were together, he talked of you so much and how great you were. He always took care of you" Lita said

"I was too selfish and too stupid to make it up to Matt. I was too caught up in getting revenge on Edge and starting up Team Xtreme again and I let it get in the way with my relationship with Matt. The last thing I said to Matt wasn't I love you. In fact the last conversation I had with Matt was an argument" Jeff said and more tears fell down his cheeks

"I know he loved you Jeff. I know it" Lita said

"I have to get out of here, I can't take it" Jeff said

With that Jeff sped out of the room and he walked out of the hotel and he found a park and sat on the grass. The wind blew at him and Jeff looked down and then he looked up again

"You can't be gone, you just can't" Jeff said

Another cold wind sent chills up his spine when Jeff's phone started ringing. Jeff pulled his phone out and looked at caller I.D and it was Lita. Jeff just let it ring out

Jeff's P.O.V

I can't handle talking to anyone right now. The one person I want to talk to I can't. If I talk to Li again then I will just breakdown

Jeff sighed and he walked to the beach and he sat on the dry sand he felt his whole body shake. Jeff decided he would just sit there. As he watched the grey water crash against the pale sand, in the corner of his eye he could see someone walking up to him…It was Trish

Trish sat next to Jeff and she hugged her knees towards her chest

"How'd you know I was here?" Jeff asked, not looking away from the ocean

"I saw you walk off" Trish said "You shouldn't be alone right now"

"It doesn't even matter anymore" Jeff said

"What doesn't even matter anymore?" Trish asked

"Everything. My brother died hating me and he never forgave me and I was so selfish" Jeff said "I will hate myself forever and I will never forgive myself"

"Jeff, Amy is freaking out and she's really worried about you" Trish said

Jeff looked at Trish because she said Amy

"I don't need a babysitter" Jeff stated blankly, feeling tears well up inside him again

"You're brother just died, I think you do" Trish said

With that Jeff started to have tears rolling down his cheeks and Trish pulled the fragile man in for a hug. It really broke her heart for her to see him like that

"It's not fair" Jeff muttered as he sniffed and pulled away from Trish

"I know Jeff" Trish said as Jeff wiped away tears

"Can I ask you something?" Jeff asked

"Yeah" Trish said

"Do you think Matt felt alone when he died?" Jeff asked

"Jeff, no. No way did he feel alone. He knew that you loved him and that your dad loved him. He knew that all his friends loved him. He is at peace now Jeff, no more worrying about stuff and no more hurting" Trish said sadly. Trying to comfort Jeff

"I just wish that he knew that I was sorry for all the times I messed up" Jeff said, slightly biting his upper lip

"Jeff, if you didn't make mistakes then you wouldn't be human let alone Jeff Hardy" Trish said

"Yeah" Jeff said quietly

"Do you maybe want to go back to the hotel?" Trish asked

"I don't know what I want to do" Jeff said

"Okay" Trish said

"I want to go home and I just want to be alone and I want to leave before everyone else finds out" Jeff said shakily

"News has spread through the whole hotel Jeff" Trish noted sadly

"Damn" Jeff said and he sniffed "He hated me and he never knew how much I loved him"

With that Trish lost it and hugged Jeff and she cried as he just looked out at the ocean and he bit his lip to stop himself from crying again

"Let's go back Trish" Jeff said and Trish wiped her eyes and they stood up and Jeff put his arm around her shoulder and gave her a hug.

"Okay" Trish said as Jeff let go of her and he started to walk back, Trish followed him

They went back to the hotel, puffy eyed and Jeff got some very sad looks from fellow wrestlers. Stephanie McMahon approached him while he and Trish were walking to the elevator

"Jeff" Stephanie said

Jeff turned to Stephanie and he put his hands in his pockets

"I just wanted to say on behalf of my family and the whole company how sorry we really are. Matt was a great man and a fantastic wrestler. If you ever want to talk or if you need anything, just ask" Stephanie said

"Thanks, but right now I just want to go up to my hotel and think" Jeff said

"Okay, sure" Stephanie said as Jeff walked to the elevator

He went back to the hotel room and Lita was sitting near the door waiting for him to come back

"I'm sorry, I know that you were worried and I know that you are sad too. After all you were with him for 6 years." Jeff said as he hugged Lita

"You shouldn't be sorry Jeff" Lita said

"I just wish he never hated me" Jeff said

"Don't say that. He would never hate you" Lita said "What are you going to do now?"

"What do you mean?" Jeff asked

"Are you going home? Are you going to stay for Raw? Are you going to get back at Edge?" Lita asked

"I don't even want to think about Edge right now. I think I'm going to go home" Jeff said

"Well when will you come back?" Lita asked

"I don't know if I will Ames, I don't know if I will" Jeff said

Will Jeff come back?

Will he know that Matt didn't hate him?

Will his and Lita's relationship last through this?

Did you guys expect that? I know I didn't lol

Okay so I hope that the chapter didn't suck.