Hey everyone. Sorry it's been so long, but I'm winding down with school…Graduation is June 2nd! Hell yeah! So yeah, I've been trying to get everything settled before I leave high school, thank god! Any ways, so I hate that Randy and Dave are both gone. Randy's suspended for "unsportsmenlike conduct and Dave is out on injury and getting in fights with Booker T…..GOOD JOB DAVE! Lol, any ways, this chapter has a song in it so it's gonna be semi short, but I still want reviews, ok! Lol, enjoy!
Laura--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I don't feel like
loving you today
So don't you even try to change my mind
The
best thing you can do right now is just go away
Cause I don't feel
like loving you today
Randy wakes up to find Sam sitting in the chair next to the window. He slowly gets up and walks behind her. He places his hands on her shoulders, but Sam just shrugs them off, hugging her knees tighter to her chest, burying her head in them.
"Sam, say something, please," Randy begs, "you haven't said one word since last night."
Sam gets up and walks into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door. Randy sighs and runs a hand through his hair.
"Fuck."
I
don't want to talk about last night
I'm angry and haven't had much
sleep
And I'm so tired and bloodshot, there ain't no telling what
I'd say
Cause I don't feel like loving you today...
Sam turns on the shower and sinks to the ground, letting the tears fall, remembering the previous night. Her hand goes up to the black eye she received by the hands of her boyfriend. She sobs quietly as it all comes back.
'Randy! How could you! That was my father!' Sam screams at him, tears streaming down her face.
'He was in the way,' Randy replies, shrugging, 'you want us to be happy don't you?'
'Yes, but I never wanted you to take out my father!'
Randy turns to walk away as Eddie and Rey pass by Sam. She looks at them, but they both turn the other way, ignoring her. Sam lets out a sob and runs after Randy.
'You're crazy!' Sam states, 'I can't take it any more!'
But
you know I will anyway
Even though we make it hard sometimes
I'll
wind up forgiving you
And probably loving you for the rest of my
life...
But I don't feel like loving you today
Sam gets out of the shower and sighs, looking in the mirror at herself. Randy knocks on the door softly and she turns to look at it.
"Sam, open the door. We need to talk," Randy says quietly, "come on."
Sam changes and opens the door. Randy looks up from his spot on the floor across from the bathroom. He goes to reach for her face, but she moves, grabbing her things and shoving them in her suitcase.
"Sam, don't do this," Randy pleads, "you don't mean those things you said last night."
Sam looks at him before grabbing her purse and walking out of the room.
And
I've got sixteen hours left to go
I might tell you that I'm
leavin' even though you know I'll stay
Cause I don't feel like
loving you today...
'Fuck you Randy!' Sam screams, 'you don't care do you! You never gave a damn about me!'
'Sam, stop, you know I love….' Randy starts, but he's cut off.
'Save it Randy! I can't deal with this any more, I don't know if we should be together.'
Randy stares at her in shock as she says those words and he reaches for her, pulling her into him.
'Don't say that Sam. Please, don't leave me.'
'I don't know what to do any more. You've changed for the worse.'
But you know I will
anyway
Even though we make it hard sometimes
I'll wind up
forgiving you
And probably loving you for the rest of my
life...
Sam knocks on a door and waits for it to open. Sylvan opens the door and looks at her confused.
"Can I stay with you?" Sam asks weakly.
"Sure Sam, you know you can any time," Sylvan steps aside, allowing her to enter the room, "whats going on?"
"I can't stand to look at Randy right now," Sam replies, tears starting to fill her eyes again.
"Aw honey, don't cry," he states, wrapping his arms around her.
She buries her head in his chest and lets the tears flow freely.
But I don't feel like loving you today
I just don't feel like loving you today.
Randy walks off the elevator and walks into the breakfast area. He looks around and his eyes settle on a depressed looking Sam with Sylvan and his arm wraps around her shoulders, pulling her close. Randy stares intently at the two causing Sylvan to look up. He shoots Randy a dirty look before turning his attention back to Sam.
"Guess who just walked in," he states softly, glancing up at Randy.
Sam looks up and notices Randy staring at them. She turns and buries her head into Sylvan's shoulder. He gets up and helps Sam up, and the pass by Randy.
"Sam," Randy starts, but Sylvan steps between the two.
"Haven't you done enough damage for one day?" He states angrily, leading Sam away.
Randy watches them leave and sighs. He sits down at a table and places his head in his hands. He feels someone sit down next to him and he looks up to see Dave.
"I really screwed up," Randy says, "this is probably the worst thing I've ever done."
"Yeah, I'd say so," Dave answers, "you should've known better than to do that. You knew she would've done something like this."
"Know she's with that prissy Canada boy," Randy replies, jealously in his voice, "he's holding my Sam right now."
"Do you blame her for going some where safe?" Dave questions.
"What do you mean? I am safe," Randy defends, glaring at Dave.
"Try to see it from her point of view. She sees Sylvan as someone safe, someone she can trust. But you, she never knows what you'll do. You say one thing and do another," Dave explains, "you need to prove to her that you're someone she can trust because right now she doesn't trust you what so ever."
Dave gets up and leaves Randy to think. Randy sighs and shakes his head.
"How am I going to get her to trust me?"
Later that night, Sam is sitting out on the balcony of her and Sylvan's room. She glances at her cell phone and picks it up, dialing that familiar number. It rings 3 times before the voice mail comes up.
"This is Mark, I'm not answering right now. Leave a message and I'll get back to you."
"Daddy, please, I know you've gotten my other messages. Please call me back, I need to know that you're ok," Sam says softly before hanging up.
Sylvan opens the doors and sits down next to her.
"Did you get a hold of him?" He asks, grasping her hand.
Sam shakes her head and holds back a sob.
"Aw Sammy, he'll call you back sometime," Sylvan comforts, pulling her from her chair onto his lap, "don't worry."
"Why couldn't I have met you first," Sam mumbles into his neck.
"It wasn't meant to be," Sylvan replies sadly, "you were meant to meet Randy first. I got there too late."
"You've always been so kind to me," Sam replies softly, "thank you."
"I care a lot about you Sam," he admits, "you mean the world to me. I'd do anything to help you."
"You know I love Randy, but you still care about me," Sam whispers, "why?"
"I can't stop caring about someone I love."
He lifts her chin up so she can look him in the eyes. He slowly leans forward, his lips meeting hers for a soft, tender kiss.
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There ya go, chapter 6! Sorry it's so freaking short, but I wanted to end on Sylvan's confessions! Soooo whats gonna happen? Is Sam going to stay with Randy or will she fall for sweet, kind, caring Sylvan? STAY TUNED!
Laura
