Okay this one is short. This is chapter 8. While writing ch.7 I heard Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls on a loop so I couldn't help but do a ch. dedicated only to what is going through Kakashi's mind as this unfolds. I do not own the song nor the music nor the artists themselves I didn't write the song although I did write the rest. The lyrics to the song are in bold and ital. His thoughts just ital. and any action described is in regular form. I hope you enjoy this one. I cried. I wish I could animate. To give you a clue before you start reading I pictured this where the last ch. ended in the woods but alone only in Kakashi's mind. He's standing alone and the "camera" spins as the song goes on.
I really hope you like it. Reviews are always nice!
Ch. 8 Kakashi's Mind
Forever Iruka. I wish I don't want to … I'd…
And I'd give up forever to touch you
He understands. I'm ruining this. It'll never be the same
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
I can't tell him. Not yet. One more day… one more night…
And I don't want to go home right now
Even if he never forgives me all I want is tonight…
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Tomorrow I know … I know
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
How can I? I can't expose this…
And I don't want the world to see me
Tsunade-sama won't …
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
I just wanted to love him… why must everything I love go?!
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
My love Ruka… why?
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
I ruined this…
Or the moment of truth in your lies
Running together, laughing it all fades out…
When everything feels like the movies
I can… I will…
And you bleed just to know you're alive
I can't go back…
And I don't want the world to see me
I just… Doshite
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
Is this it?
When everything's made to be broken
One more is all I ask… just one more…
I just want you to know who I am
Kakashi kneels in his mind and opens his eyes as the sun that leaks through the treetops highlights his face and dries his tears away. Staring at the sky he finally manages to whisper:
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
Please…
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
Please…
I just want you to know who I am
One more… night…
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am