Okay I finally did it. I love how this is going. I do... I got my passion back for this and by tomorrow I should also be done with ch.15 so lets hope my muse doesn't leave my side. :D okay so here's the story... read it and review... and if you hate it or love it or can't wait for the next ch. say so i love to hear that i'm a review whore... cause i love them...so just do it cause it makes me happy and gives me a reason to write :D...

Ch. 14 The Wind Doesn't Always Blow Where It Takes You

"Iruka will you marry me in front of all these people today?"

Iruka looked around at the crowd. Still surprised at the scene in front of him Iruka sighed heavily and looked at Kakashi's eyes that swelled with tears at the sight of his lover. Tsunade-had arranged a "transfer" and to please Kakashi she kept it a secret from Iruka. She managed to dress him up for the occasion by saying they'd have a meeting with the council before they left. He expected to be in an office but the real place he ended up was in the middle of a stage covered in flowers with Kakshi standing in front of him looking extremely handsome in a suit. He had a smile on his face.

That happened 3 hours ago. Now Kakashi was desperately holding onto Iruka still trying to get an answer out of him.

"Why not Iruka? How if I know it's what you want? If I found your true desire, how could I be wrong?"

"Just because destiny has laid a clean path for you to follow doesn't mean that's where you're meant to go." Iruka stared at Kakashi coldly

"How can you say that? How can you look at me and tell me you don't want this? Can you honestly tell me you don't want to be together?" Kakashi didn't understand what he'd done wrong.

"I spent hell in a prison because of you. I could have lost my job because of you. We could have died because of you. Why do you think I don't want to be with you? I said I hated you I said I never wanted to see you again. What makes you think I'd want to marry you?!" Iruka was yelling hot tears of anger were spilling from his honey brown eyes.

"You don't mean that." Kakashi grabbed Iruka by his shoulders and held him tightly for a forced kiss hoping that it would break the spell.

Iruka forced him off and wiped his mouth after spitting on the ground "Get away! What are you thinking? Are you thinking? Do you even know what's going on?! You think a kiss can fix this?!" Iruka began to storm out of the apartment but Kakashi was quicker. He pushed Iruka into his bedroom and shoved him on the bed.

"You are going to say it. I will make you say that you love me. I know you do. Stop playing these games. I apologized and I meant it." Kakashi began to undress Iruka.

Iruka struggled endlessly but knew it was no use he couldn't do a thing against Kakashi's brute force.

"What do you expect me-"

Kakashi silenced his endless questions with another kiss. Iruka struggled agains his tongue but it was no use. Kakashi was in a heated passion of rejection.

"Admit it! Iruka you love me!" Kakashi bound Iruka's hands to the bed and pulled off his pants.

"Tell me you love me and I'll stop. Just say it. Tell me you want this as much as I do. You can't lie." Kakashi groped Iruka's hard cock.

"You love me. Why can't you say it?"

Iruka was in tears now knowing that any struggle would be futile against Kakashi's strength.

Kakashi continued to force himself on Iruka. He ripped the rubber band that held his hair in place and ran his fingers through the tangled mess. Kakashi moved his hips in place.

"Come on Iruka loosen up." Demanded Kakashi in a husky voice

"Stop! No… I hate you Kakashi I hate you!" Iruka's yell rose to a shriek

Upon hearing those words Kakashi's madness stopped sweat fell from his wet hair his hard breathing was the only sound in the room.

"Iruka…I'm …" Kakashi painfully climbed off of Iruka and began to untie him.

"I'm sorry I didn't I'm just so in love with you. I …"

"You're so in love with me you'd rape me?" Iruka had gone numb. He felt neither anger nor love.

"I thought it would make you remember…the times in the forest."

"Oh yeah that time when you raped me!" Slowly anger leaked back into Iruka

"I just want to be with you don't you understand how hard it is for me to tell you this over and over again? I love you. I mean that." Kakashi could cry no more he just rose to leave. "Okay I understand. I'll leave now. I'm sorry" Kakashi stood by the doorframe hoping Iruka would run to him and push him on the bed then lean in to kiss him on the lips, but all he got was.

"I still hate you." Kakashi made his way to the door and left.

Should I stop him? Oh Kakashi… will you always hurt me if I chase after you? Do you mean all those words? You've said them plenty of times. Even while you lied you spoke them. Should I believe?

Iruka sat in his silent room still heated from the struggle. It was too much for him for one day. He gets out of jail. He breaks someone's heart in front of hundreds. Then he's almost rapped. Even if he said he hated him he still managed to say "Shishi I love you too." before he passed out completely exhausted.

I'm sorry gomenasai...umm but its not the end so...yeah... umm review please...and sorry if you hate me now but I couldn't kill it just yet. :D so yeah review and stuff...even if you hate it just do it cause i enjoy reading those...