lshoops: Hey Jake.
lshoops: You haven't been on much lately.
bigdaddyj: haven't had much time
bigdaddyj: I'm a man on the run
lshoops: How are you and Jenny?
bigdaddyj: we're good
bigdaddyj: staying away from Tree Hill is hard, but not so bad.
lshoops: I know how that goes…
bigdaddyj: how are you and Keith?
lshoops: We're holding up.
bigdaddyj: and girl troubles?
lshoops: Brooke's started talking to me…
lshoops: Who knows how long that'll last.
bigdaddyj: and how's Peyton?
lshoops: I wouldn't know.
lshoops: I haven't really talked to her since I left Tree Hill.
bigdaddyj: hey stranger
seethemusic: hey
bigdaddyj: how you holding up?
seethemusic: I'm here, aren't I?
seethemusic: how are you and Jenny?
bigdaddyj: we're surviving
bigdaddyj: I miss you
seethemusic: I miss you too
bigdaddyj: I'm talking to Lucas
seethemusic: good for you
bigdaddyj: Sawyer sarcasm
bigdaddyj: recognizable, even on the net
seethemusic: I don't care who Lucas talks to, or who talks to him
bigdaddyj: I thought you might say that…
seethemusic: then why'd you even bring it up?
bigdaddyj: he misses you, Peyton
seethemusic: he's the one that left town
seethemusic: seems to be a recurring theme
bigdaddyj: he needed to do it for himself
seethemusic: for himself
seethemusic: the only reason Lucas does anything
bigdaddyj: so if he stayed, things would be good?
seethemusic: I don't know
bigdaddyj: if I stayed, things would be bad
seethemusic: Nikki didn't help much…
bigdaddyj: not because of Nikki
seethemusic: then what?
bigdaddyj: I was starting to fall for you
seethemusic: and that's horrible..?
cheersexy: dont let tutor girl get to u
seethemusic: she's not getting to me
cheersexy: they whyd u leave
seethemusic: I didn't want to be there
cheersexy: how dare u lie to me
cheersexy: its what we do on mondays
seethemusic: well I just didn't want to
cheersexy: if anyone should be upset it should be me
seethemusic: are you?
cheersexy: no
cheersexy: im past that
cheersexy: i just wanna see u happy
seethemusic: then drop the subject
cheersexy: fine
cheersexy: but be warned
cheersexy: ur not foolin me sawyer
bigdaddyj: was she mad when you left?
lshoops: I guess so.
bigdaddyj: ever think she's mad because you left?
lshoops: I can't figure her out
bigdaddyj: I can
lshoops: Enlighten me.
bigdaddyj: you'd have to be pretty daft to not see the way that girl looks at you
bigdaddyj: but she can't look at you when you're so far away
bigdaddyj: she wants you, but you left
lshoops: I don't think it's that simple, man.
lshoops: Hey.
lshoops: You're probably not going to respond, but I'm gonna talk anyways
lshoops: I left because I needed a fresh start
lshoops: I want you to be in my life
lshoops: I want you
bigdaddyj: considering you're in love with someone else
bigdaddyj: yeah
bigdaddyj: you're still in love with him
bigdaddyj: I can tell
seethemusic: I'm not
seethemusic: Brooke's been my friend a lot longer than I've even known him
seethemusic: we've just started getting things back to usual between us
seethemusic: and I'm not gonna screw it up again
bigdaddyj: plus you're afraid…
seethemusic: afraid of what?
bigdaddyj: loving him
bigdaddyj: and letting him love you back
seethemusic: gtg
bigdaddyj: you're gonna have to stop running eventually
seethemusic: coming from you, that doesn't mean much
bigdaddyj: harsh, Peyton
seethemusic: sorry
seethemusic: but you know what I mean
bigdaddyj: I do
bigdaddyj: running away from the people you love and love you back sucks
bigdaddyj: and it hurts
bigdaddyj: everyone, not just yourself
seethemusic: you might want to fill Lucas in on that
seethemusic: bye
bigdaddyj: bye
seethemusic signed off