Broken Hearts
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19- Kagome's mixed emotions
The next morning, Kagome awoke in time for school, but did not bother to get up, shower, and get dressed. She was not going to school, so it would not matter. She could always tell her mother whenever she got home that she had been feeling sick. She did not want to tell her the real reason.
Kagome lie in bed until about ten o'clock, before finally managing to drag herself out from under the sheets. She slipped into some old clothes and got something to eat from the fridge and sat on the couch, flipping through television channels.
Nothing was on, it seemed. It was all mostly just news and pointless, uninteresting shows. She scanned every single channel that existed, and found nothing to watch. She finished eating and flipped the television off before going up to her room, cleaning it up, and turning the radio on.
She sat on her bed, listening to the radio, which seemed to cheer her up. Unfortunately, a certain song came on, that made her start feeling bad again.
Well here we are again
I guess it must be fate
We've tried it on our own
But deep inside we've known
We'd be back to set things straight
I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new
Every memory repeats
Every step I take retreats
Every journey always brings me back to you
Kagome wanted to get up, but her legs felt tired for some reason. She felt weak and did not want to stand up to go across the room to switch off the radio that was playing the song from her date with Inuyasha.
"Why are you torturing me like this?" She asked no one in particular, tears filling her eyes. He had betrayed her, so, why forgive him?
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
It all comes down to me and you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all
Kagome looked out of her window and caught sight of his bedroom window, reflecting sunlight off of it. She looked back down and let her tears fall. She felt betrayed and unloved. She had been practically abused for two days by numerous schoolmates and then Inuyasha went and kissed Kikyo! Well, she kissed him, but he didn't push her off or anything!
She finally managed to get up and switch the radio off, glad that she did not have to hear that song that brought back many memories that had once been wonderful, but were now wretched. "There," She muttered, sniffling and wiping the tears on her sweater sleeve. "Now, you can't bother me."
Looking at the clock, Kagome found out that it was eleven forty-five. School ended at three thirty, meaning that Inuyasha would be there to hinder her over and over, claiming that he was sorry and whatever.
Maybe, Kagome thought,heading for the door, her keys to the house in hand, A little outing would help.
She stepped outside, closing the door behind her. She pulled her jacket up closer to her chin, cold air blasting into her face as soon as she set foot on the porch, and headed down the street. She had some money, maybe she cold buy something and pass the time and get her mind off of the boy who had broke her heart.
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Kagome bit her lip as she held a shirt up in front of her chest, before replacing it with another one. She had no clue about what to get; she only went out to give her something to do, but she also wanted to purchase something, as well. And she had no clue of what to get.
As she stood there, posing in front of the mirror, she felt lonely and out of place. Here she was, perfectly fine and not in school. Well, in a way, she was not fine. Her heart was broken and she was trying to find a way to make it feel better. This morning, she felt simply horrible, so she had not gone to school. But now, she felt pretty good, and was in the mall, shopping, instead of learning.
She sighed as she put both of the shirts back up in their proper places and went off to look at more things. Maybe she could find something else instead of two shirts that she could not decide between.
Before she had left her house, she had put on a watch, which she glanced at to find that the time was three fifteen. She groaned and decided to just head home earlier so Inuyasha would not catch her walking home from the mall as he came down the sidewalk.
As soon as she arrived at home, she shut and locked the door, closed the shades, and went up to her room. When three thirty arrived, she sat on her bed, beginning to feel even angrier and sadder as she thought about Inuyasha and how he would be bothering her all afternoon, saying he was sorry and everything.
She knew the truth: He was not sorry at all. He was only saying that so he could get back with her and then break her heart again in front of everyone. He was still the player her had been before they had started dating, like Koga had said, and she knew it was true.
She was watching the sunrays that were spilling into her room when the doorbell rang. She thought it was Inuyasha, but decided to go down and check and see for herself just in case. She peeked out of the windows and saw that it was Sango. She jerked the door open and let her friend in.
"Kagome, are you all right?" She asked with concern in her voice, "You weren't in school today and everyone was wondering about you since you hardly ever miss school when you aren't suspended."
"Oh…well," Kagome suddenly felt the tears. She could not tell her friend what had happened the previous day, so she instead asked, "Where's Miroku?"
"He is supposed to come over in a few minutes." Sango answered, "You want to talk? You look like you're about to cry."
Kagome nodded and went and sat down on the couch, Sango sitting next to her.
"So, tell me what's wrong."
"Well, I saw Inuyasha with Kikyo yesterday afternoon." Kagome began. "And she yelled, 'Oh, Inuyasha, I'd love to!' And kissed him. He didn't even shove her off of him, either!" Kagome began sobbing at that point, not able to tell the story without crying.
Sango wrapped her arms around Kagome after a look of shock and surprise crossed her face. "Oh, Kagome, I'm so sorry." She said, cradling her long time friend and murmuring, "It'll be all right. Everything will get better. I promise."
"No," Kagome shook her head on Sango's shoulder, "It won't. He never liked me! He lied to me and acted like he cared, planning on dumping me at the perfect moment. Yesterday was a screw up in his plans! Now, he is trying to apologize so he can date me and dump me again at the best moment when everyone is watching!"
"That's not true," Sango said, not entirely sure if it was true or not. "He really did like you, Kagome. Miroku told me that Inuyasha said he loved you on the phone."
"And you're going to believe Inuyasha?" Kagome demanded, pulling back, "I've got news for you, Sango. I believed him and look at what happened to me! He dumped me!"
Sango said nothing. She had nothing to say for Kagome had a point, somewhat. She had believed him and that stunt he pulled was cruel and unforgivable.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. "I'll get it," Sango said, leaping up from the couch, "It could be Miroku."
She opened the door and Kagome gasped. Standing in the doorway was Inuyasha.
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