BROTHERS FOREVER

Disclaimer: I don't own Hikaru no Go

A/N: Yay! Here's the dreaded chapter 19! Hope you like and enjoy this one. Oh and I thought of doing two scenes because both events happened on the same day so I thought of just combining it! .

Thx for those who review! I love ya all!

I'm going to answer reviews on the top pages starting now to explain things earlier.

ReviewS!

Aznkendoboy124Waaa sorry! Sorry!

sendoh11 no I didn't!

HarbringerLadyhmmm… I don't know……

robstar: Really? YAY:hugs you: Here's the next chap and hope you like it!

GiftFromBelow.; hehehe…

Green.on.Black hmm… I think you're right but if that happens Hikaru won't be able to play go anymore…

star: No, Hikaru's just turning 15 actually… he wont be going to High School anymore since he has a job and he's a game creator already. So he just needed to enhance his skills. Also here in our country students are already in college at the age of 15 or 16… so I thought maybe Hikaru too can go to college at 15…

Harry53 Here's the chapter! Hope you like it!

Chapter 19

The stars in the sky twinkled as the full moon radiate its beauty to the city. Most of the houses in this particular district had their lights off and all seemed to be asleep. There was one house though that still had their lights on. It was where the family of Waya lives.

He was still up and was facing his computer. Jibaku and Deceive was currently online and was playing against some players. He was currently watching Jibaku teach a newbie player. The game was slow since Jibaku was chatting with the player.

He sighed and stood up from his seat. He walked towards his bed and lay for a while. Waya scanned his room. It was messy and most of his books and other stuff were scattered on the floor. 'I might as well clean tomorrow before going to Moroshita-sensei.'

When he stood up again an item on top of his side table caught his attention. It was the CD they bought so they can play NetGo Hype on their home.

Waya picked it up and looked at it. On the cover was a big sign of NetGo with a small Hype on the lower left part of it. He opened it and examined the CD inside. There were various letters and stamps on it.

He was about to put it down but he noticed that there were other writings that he hadn't noticed before. He narrowed his eyes for a better look.

He read the small letters and nearly dropped it when he saw a name he was familiar with.

'A game recreated by S.H.'

Suddenly Waya's face became red with anger. So it was S.H. who made the game he was about to throw the CD when suddenly a question pop up on his mind.

"But, isn't it Revenge who made the game?"

Waya blinked a few times before a sudden realization came to him.

"AAAhhhh! So that means S.H. is Revenge from NetGo a few years back!" He exclaimed in joy and started to dance around his room.

"Yoshitaka! What is the ruckus about!" His mother bellowed from their bedroom.

"Nothing!" Waya shouted back before silently grinned and went back to watching Jibaku's game.

Maybe he can ask them where Revenge was.

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He slashed down the knife he was holding to the neck of his brother.

Metal never reached the exposed flesh. Instead it stopped and now only hovered over the neck.

'What am I doing?'

Hikaru stared at the knife he was holding, then to his brother's neck and to his brother's peaceful sleeping face.

Then reality slapped him hard in the face. He backed away from his brother's sleeping form until he bumped at the wall. His heart was beating fast, sweat slowly formed around his brow, his hands slowly becoming cold and his breath hitching every second.

'I was… I… am… what was I thinking… I was… trying… no… planning on killing him… I…almost… kill him… I…'

As Hikaru was reasoning with his mind his body started to tremble and his heart was beating faster.

Sai grumbled and twitched in his sleep. Hikaru's eyes widen and looked intently on his brother, expecting him to open his eyes and see that his younger brother was holding a knife.

Sai never opened his eyes. Instead, he twisted in his bed and now his back was facing the ashen faced Hikaru.

Hikaru's mind was flooding with memories. He couldn't concentrate at all. The knife nearly fell from his hands.

With one last look at his brother, Hikaru started to walk out of the room.

He entered the bathroom on the second floor. He needed to calm himself.

The knife was still in his hand.

The place was dark and there were droplets of blood on the floor. Sai was wearing a white Noshi as he walked towards a corridor.

He doesn't know why he was walking here but there was something nagging in his mind, telling him to go.

Then he saw light coming out from a small gap of the door.

Sai felt the heavy air as he walked closer to the door. He could feel as if every step he took had a heavy meaning on it.

He was now standing in front of the door. His heart was beating fast. Gathering all of his courage, Sai held the door's frame and slowly opened the door to see what was behind it.

His breathing suddenly stopped and his face turned pale.

There in front of him was a boy. A boy lying on the floor surrounded by blood and has a long katana pierced on his stomach. His black hair was now tainted by red, his blood. His eyes were dulled and his face was pale.

Then suddenly Sai shouted "KATAKI!" and ran towards the fallen boy.

Sai suddenly woke up from his slumber. There were sweats trailing down his face. Trying to calm his breathing down, Sai glanced around his room. His eyes widen as he looked at his door.

It was slightly parted.

He stood up from his bed and walked towards the door to close it. When he grabbed the handle a feeling of dread attacked him.

Instead of closing he opened the door and walked outside of his room. He looked over to his left and saw a small light coming out from a small gap from the bathroom door.

His heart started to beat faster. The air around the corridor started to thicken and his hands started to tremble. Sweats were trailing down on his face and he wiped it with his sleeves.

'This is freaky… it was like in my dream…'

He started to walk towards the door. He started to walk faster at the door hoping and praying that he would not see a boy with a katana pierced on his stomach.

Now he was standing in front of the bathroom door. His heart beat fast and his hands shaking, Sai opened the door.

He did not saw a boy with a katana pierced on his stomach. Instead, what he saw was terrifying than his dream.

He saw a bloody and sobbing Hikaru stabbing his left arm repeatedly.

"HIKARU WHAT ARE YOU DOING!"

Sai ran towards his brother who was sitting on the floor. He took the knife away from his younger brother's hand and threw it away, out of reach.

Then he hugged the sobbing Hikaru and started to calm him down. He slowly rocked and sooth Hikaru with comforting words.

He heard Hikaru mumbling about 'stab', 'kill', 'aniki ' and 'sorry'. He couldn't understand the words and just shrugged it away. He took hold of Hikaru's injured hand and led the boy to the kitchen.

Hikaru was still sobbing and his eyes were unfocused. His body was trembling and his breathing was hitched.

Sai placed Hikaru's hand on the table and looked for the first aid kit. When he saw it he was disappointed that only cotton and a bottle of liquid medicine were on it.

'There's a store not far away from here… maybe I can run there and buy some bandages…'

He neared Hikaru who looked like was now calmer than earlier. He slightly smiled and proceeded on cleaning the slashes on Hikaru's arm.

After cleaning and placing some cotton with medicine over Hikaru's injured arm he knelt down to eye level with Hikaru.

"Ne, Hika-kun, I'm going out for a while. It will be just a few minutes and I'll be back…" he mumbled to Hikaru whose eyes were still unfocused.

Sai grabbed his wallet and started to run towards the store a few blocks away. It was only nine in the evening he was sure the store was still open.

Sai knew it was unwise to leave Hikaru at the moment but he needed to get Hikaru's injuries treated first before calling an ambulance.

There was a light that suddenly sparked in the electric circuit at the kitchen.

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Yay! I collected my thoughts! Finally!

Ne sorry for the last chapter… I didn't know that was considered as a cliff hanger… sorry!

Hope you enjoyed this chap and review!