Sesshy: Damn Brittany FINALLY you got this damn story out!

Britt: Shut up Seshomaru! I've been busy!

Sesshy: yeah sitting on your ass all day on the damn phone, computer, or playing those damn video games!

Britt: -mumble- You're one to talk Mr. Fluffy.

Sesshy: -glare- I will kill you.

Britt: I know, ANYWAY! Hello people I got the next chapter out!

Sesshy: Finally

Britt: -sigh- yes Seshomaru I FINALLY got it out ok? Now everyone knows what a horrible person I am so I must go kill my self now!

Sesshy: Shut up you bitch! Ok this is what she was SAPOSE to tell you in this but she's to stupid to do it. She's sorry she took so long, she's finally writing the story, and that she doesn't own me or anyone from the manga/anime Inuyasha

Britt: -cries- Oh how I wish I did!

Sesshy: -rolls eyes- Yes, yes we all know. Now on with me and my story.


Kagura woke up to the sound of birds chirping. She opened her eyes and looked around. No one was with her, she was all alone. Just like she always wanted to be, alone. Away from Naraku and all he made her do. Away from everything, but now, she didn't want to be alone. She wanted to be warm, and feel safe. She wanted to be in a man's arms. She needed to feel secure like she never had before. She always wanted to be like the wind. Free with no sign of direction, no one knowing where it will go next. The wind decided it's path. But even the wind wasn't alone. The wind had trees, bushes, water, and plants. So the wind was never truly alone. And now Kagura felt like she couldn't be alone. She wanted, no needed Sesshomaru to return to her. She felt as if she might cry. But she refused to show her weakness. She stood up and fixed her hair and kimono so it was straight.

She then stood looking at a tree that was near by. The cool wind blew past her face sweeping her cheeks and hummed past her ears. The breeze flowed through her hair making the short parts that were still pout dance like black fire. She took in a deep breath and the cool breeze shot into her lungs filling them with coldness. She coughed slightly and her throat started to burn. "Sleeping outside might not have been a very good idea." She thought as she started to walk. She had no clue where she was going but all she knew was that she wanted to walk. She walked for what seemed like hours to her. She just thought about everything that's happened to her and her life.

"I was made by Naraku, I was made from his own flesh and blood. Then why do I act so differently? And why did he want to keep me so bad? I wasn't really that useful, I tried to kill him before, I betrayed him, and tried to get others to kill him. But yet, he still kept me around. I want to know why, and I want to know why Sesshomaru came to make love to me last night. First he threatens me then he gets nicer. I don't understand him. He's like a locked book with the key lost. I don't know if I'll ever be able to read it, but at least I can try and find the key and hope what I read I'll love. Maybe if I take the time to try and find the key to his heart I will finally be able to know how he feels. And then he will know my feelings for him. I just wish I didn't have to wait, I want to feel loved now. I want to feel safe again. I want to lie in his arms forever, just lying. Nothing else needs to be said or done, as long as I'm with him I'll be happy. But things don't work like that, if you want something you have to work for it. It's not going to be handed to you like some rich brat has everything handed to them. So I have to know for sure how I feel about him, and then maybe, I might…I might be able to get into his heart, and finally be loved. And hopefully I'll be able to love him back, but not just me loving him, me loving myself."

Sesshomaru woke up that morning very early, just as he always did. He slept very rarely when he wasn't at his castle but when he did sleep it wasn't for very long. He always felt like he could never sleep. Like if he did something horrible would go wrong, and than his whole world would come crashing down all at once. Being the lord of the Western lands he needs to be as wary as he is. Because if he wasn't then anyone could come and try and take his title away from him.

He than stood up and decided he'd go for a short walk. He walked past Jaken, Rin, and Uhn-Ahn. They were all sleeping peacefully like normal. Sesshomaru noticed that Rin had something clutched in her hand. He bent down for a closer look. The little girl was holding a flower. The flower had pink petals with white inside the pink. Sesshomaru remembered that that flower was from yesterday when she was playing with Jaken picking flowers. He remembered her picking many flowers but that particular one she seemed to really like. Sesshomaru stood up again and started walking to the forest. He knew that if something went wrong Jaken or Uhn-Ahn would wake up and protect Rin. Sesshomaru walked through the forest watching the animals scurry around doing what they needed to do. Than he walked into a clearing with a water fall. He stared up at it as the water came crashing down into the pound underneath. He looked into the pound and saw many fish swimming in it. He then turned around hearing a noise from behind him. It was a deer coming to drink from the pound. Sesshomaru watched it as it approached the pound, but right before it was about to put it's mouth to the water Sesshomaru grabbed it roughly. The deer struggled as Sesshomaru held it tightly in his arms. He than grabbed the deer's head and snapped it's neck. "This deer will be good food for Rin, Jaken, and I." He thought as he walked back to the clearing holding the deer over his shoulder.

When he got back to the clearing he saw that everyone was still sleeping. He sat the deer down and walked over to some trees and grabbed branches from them. He then bent over and grabbed to nice rocks. He walked over with the stuff he grabbed in hand to where the fire was the night before, but now it was only rocks and ash. He put the sticks up into a tent shape and started hitting the rocks against each other hoping for a spark. When he finally got one it landed on the sticks just where Sesshomaru wanted it to. He blew on the spark very lightly to get the fire to grow in size. Once the fire was the size he wanted it he walked back over to the deer. He reached into his kimono and pulled out a dagger. He bent down and started shaving the deer of it's fur. Once all the fur was gone he started pulling the meat from it's bones. He than started cutting all the meat into smaller pieces. He picked up the meat and walked to a river washing the blood off the peaces. He grabbed more sticks and walked back to the clearing once more. He stabbed each piece with a stick and stuck it near the fire. He stood and walked over to a tree and stared at the sky. Than he started thinking about Kagura. "I wonder what she's doing right now." He thought still staring at the sky.