How do I live?
Disclaimer: all character belongs to J.K. Rowling (you know that) I am making no money from this.
Summary: The thoughts of a trader but not the one you think.
It been years since I strode here in this place a place that was once my home now it just an empty place abandon by the world and yet here I stand right in front of the one person I trusted the one I betrayed in death by abandoning his fight. I would be one of the most hated people in the wizarding world if they knew what I have done. So now I stand here at this tomb to asks forgiveness from my sins.
I wonder if he would forgive me now.
In the end there is only darkness the darkness I help crate I wish there was away to make them understand
I didn't betray them for power or riches but for a chance to have my parents back to have what I have never known.
Why do I care I didn't before when I betrayed them
When I took my mask the darkest mask and then my fate was sealed
Soon it wont matter because I will be dead I will not end up like Snape a shell of a man
So I will go to the one place I know they are so they can end this life this lie I am living.
The small figer of a man apparited outside the gathering the order were inside he hesitates at the door.
The figer took a deep breath and walk in they smile and greet him happily as he walks to the front of the room he stands tall and looks at the face of those he betrayed Ron, Hermione, Tonks, Hagrid, Minerva McGonagall and The Weasley I know it is time to tell them what I am, who I am, there all looking at me now.
"I am Neville Longbottom I am a trader to you all I am the reason so many died" as I say this some laugh thinking I am joking so I will show them only my kind know this spell as I think it the dark mask appears over my head and then the smile disappear and the wands are drawn
THEY KNOW AND I AM DEAD
The end.