Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor do I own, any lyrics used in this Fictional Story.
Author's note: Hello, It's me again. This was the first Fic that I posted on my website when it was first opened in November of 2005. Please enjoy and remember that this is not and will not be a Ginny/Harry Fic.
Harry's and lovers view:
Harry noticed Ginny's gaze move from him to someone else and the look on her face when her head stopped turning to find them. As he looked over he didn't know what she was looking at but saw what he had been dreaming about since the first time they had kissed and made love in such a passionate embrace.
She was looking at him and he could tell she wanted to talk, before he had had chance to move over to her and say hello, Remus had said goodbye, Harry said goodbye to Remus and looked up at the stairs where Ginny had been minutes before, she was no longer there and he figured she went for a walk or was in the crowd somewhere.
He started to walk closer to her he could smell her perfume, she was wearing the perfume that he had gotten for her, it was a blend of flowers and it had a fruity smell in there as well, he remembered their time together in the cave and the many times they laughed and snuggled around a fire, he really missed her, and she was here.
He knew nothing could go back to the way it was but was happy she could be around him, he wanted her to be happy, yes he was still a little withdrawn about the events that had happened between them but he had no regrets and would do the same things again if time was to rewind.
She saw him smile at her, her knee's went weak, she remembered what he had told her the last time they had been alone together, He had loved there time together and he knew it had to end but he would miss her and he wanted her to be happy. He told her that he had to say something, but didn't know how she would react.
He then moved closer to her and put his hands on her face moving her hair away from her face, he leant over and kissed her, then he whispered to her that he loved her. She felt like the ground was going to move under her and wanted to stay in his arms.
She said goodbye to Lupin, as he looked preoccupied, she saw Harry bid the man good night and then she saw him walking closer to her.
He walked closer to her he could feel his heart beat faster and the heat on the back of his neck, when she had been taken by Voldermort he thought he was going to loose her and he had never wanted to loose her to anyone. He had made it, he was stood in front of her he smiled and mouthed the words hello to her, due to the crowd.
She saw him get closer and then he was there, right in front of her, she wanted to pretend nothing was different between them but she knew what they had done. She melted inside as he smiled at her, she saw him mouth hello, and mouthed hi back to him. They were about to find somewhere private to talk when the heard a pop and a few squeals, then she saw it, Lupin was stood in the middle of the room with Ginny's limp body in his arms, in all the commotion the only two people left were her and Harry, they would catch up with everyone later.
Harry saw what was happening there was confusion and Ginny was hurt, everyone had suddenly disappeared, and then he realised he was left their with her, there was no one to stop what was going to happen and he knew that they would not miss him at the hospital, and he would go soon but he could not miss this opportunity.
He lent over to her and said hello again but this time he didn't have to mouth the words they kind of just fell out. Then when he saw her smile at him he put his arms around her and whispered that he had missed her.
She felt his arms around her and it felt so natural to be there, all of her thought and fears left her body, she was right where she had for many weeks thought that she belonged.
"I missed you too Harry," She said as she looked into his eyes, they made her feel safe and like she could just melt if she stayed there.
"I know that this is not a good idea but how about one for old time's sake, to say goodbye properly?" Harry said while looking into her eyes. He could tell that she knew it had to be over, it could hurt too many people knowing what had happened between them.
She smiled at him and lent into him, brushing the hair out of his eyes.
He moved closer to her and put his hands on her waist, he moved his head closer to hers and their lips touched, the heat and the passion felt like it had been rekindled and he was no longer sure that he could give her up, she made him feel alive.
She felt the passion in his kiss and saw the fire in his eyes, she knew what he was thinking because she was thinking it as well, she didn't want to give him up just yet and lent further into the kiss.
They kissed passionately for what seemed like hours, they moved over to the couch and she was sat on his lap, there lips never left each others and they knew what was about to happen, he moved and lay her down on the couch still kissing her, his lips moved to her neck and his hands to her thighs, she gasped as he did and she knew he knew it drove her wild. They were so engrossed in each other they didn't even hear the pop of someone apperating into the room.
Ron had went home to get Harry, the doctors had found something and they thought that he had been the cause of it so Ron was sent to get him, it took Ron a few minutes to figure out who the person under Harry was.
"Harry, Tonks, oh Merlin what the" Is all Ron could manage to get out.
Harry and Tonks stopped what they were doing and looked up thanking god that they were still mostly dressed, it was going to be awkward but they new that they could not act as if they had been busted doing something that they hadn't done before.
"Watcha Ron," Tonks said as she was buttoning her shirt up.
Harry looked from Ron to Tonks and back again, "What's happened Ron, why are you back so soon?" Harry asked.
"Because of this I would say," Ron said looking angry.
"Ginny is in a bad way and they think and now that I have seen this even I think that it was you who hurt her, you might want to go to the hospital and listen to the doctors Harry." Ron said almost yelling.
Tonks and Harry looked at each other, she understood he had too go, but when he grabbed her hand and said they would be going in a minute, she was shocked that even after everything he still need her in the hard times.
The shock would just not wear off, but when Ron saw them disappear he knew it was time to go back to the hospital, and back to Hermione to ask if she had known anything.
Harry and Tonks appeared in the hospital only minutes later, the doctor asked for him to go into an office and talk to him, and with out thinking about he kept hold of Tonks' hand and took her with him. He sat in the office wondering what he could have possibly done when he was with tonks the whole time, the doctor sat down and explained to him that Ginny was suffering from a broken heart and that everyone seemed to think you broke it.
Harry looked shocked, he wondered if she had found out about Tonks and that she might have actually loved Harry that it was not just a crush she had had, he felt really bad and asked what he could do to help. The doctor said they were not quite sure what would need to happen for her too snap out of it, but what they did know was that the person who had broken it needed to try and fix it. Harry still did not understand and went to talk to Hermione to see if Ginny had confided anything in her, but when he got to the waiting room, Ron was there but Hermione wasn't. He asked Ron where Hermione was but Ron just stared at him.
"We don't know Harry as soon as she heard the news she went off to look for something, I guess she has gone to do research, you know Hermione." Mrs Weasley had said.
She shot Ron an annoyed look; she didn't understand what was happening, not until she saw him look from Harry to Tonks. Tonks had been talking to Mrs Weasley just like Harry had been talking to Ron, she did not quite know what had happened or who it had happened with she thought it had been Remus, but obviously she had been wrong, she wondered if this was why Ginny was lay in a hospital bed but decided not to say anything, It was not Harry's fault if he fell in love with Tonks, she knew that Ginny had not been the same since her first day back from Hogwarts and now wondered if this was the reason.
Walking around the hospital Hermione walked past empty rooms checking if they were locked, everyone she had tried so far had been opened and revealed nothing, well nothing she was looking for anyway.
When she got to the last door she tried to open it but she couldn't, she knew he was in there and knew what charms had been put on the door. She knocked first and told Lupin she was coming in.
Lupin turned off the cd and wiped his face trying to look like nothing had happened.
He saw the door open and he knew it was Hermione. "What can I do for you Hermione?" Lupin asked.
"Well you can answer one question honestly for me lupin." Hermione replied.
"I will try what is it?"
"It was you who Ginny spent all her time with at Hogwarts wasn't it, she told me what had happened, but she did not tell me the name of the man it had happened with." Hermione asked looking at Lupin.
The look in his eyes said everything, Hermione closed the door and put the charms back on it to give them some privacy, she sat lupin down and told him what the doctor had said, she also told him that everyone thinks it is Harry that Ginny seems to be heart broken about.
"I never meant to hurt her Hermione." Lupin said blinking back the tears.
"Well she feels very deeply for you, she's been having dreams about it, first she looks really happy and peaceful and then she starts crying, do you know what has been happening?, I am guessing you followed her when she left the party earlier.' Hermione said sounding very understanding; she knew you never got to choose whom to love but that it chose you.
Lupin showed Hermione the note that Ginny had given him before she collapsed and let her listen to the cd she had also given him.
Hermione didn't look shocked about any of it; she knew that Ginny loved this man.
"I only have one question Lupin, do you love her." Hermione asked looking into his eyes.
"Yes Hermione I do, but I know we can't be together it would hurt too many people." Lupin replied looking into Hermione's eyes, he could feel the tears in his own eyes and couldn't believe how weak he felt.
Being in love should not have to be such a problem, and it shouldn't have to hurt so much, people need to understand that you can not choose who you fall in love with. Lupin if you love her and she needs you then you should be with her.
Before Lupin had a chance to say anything in response Hermione had answered his question. Lupin I will take the family out to dinner, and get the doctors to insist they go so that you can go in and spend some time with her, it couldn't hurt you know to let her know that you love her.
Lupin nodded and said thank you too Hermione he did really want to be by Ginny's side through all of this and was really happy that he and Ginny had both confided in Hermione.
Hermione and Lupin left the room and headed back to the waiting room to see everyone else. When they got there they saw that they were not really talking much and thought that maybe something had happened.
"The doctor has been to see us while you were away, they say that the one she loves has to kiss her and let her know how much she means to them." Mrs Weasley said.
"So what is going to happen?" Asked Hermione.
"Well Harry has already been in there but nothing happened so we don't know who she loves and we don't know what to do anymore." Mrs Weasley said starting to sob.
Hermione told them she would be back in a moment, and lupin took a seat with everyone else, Hermione walked over to the doctors and told them that she needs there help to get the family to go home for the rest of the night, "They cant really do anything anyway so I was hoping you could convince them to go home and that you would call them if there was any change." Hermione said.
The doctor asked if there was something they need to know and so Hermione had no choice but to let them in on what was happening. She had been informed by the doctors that because Ginny was 18 years old that none of this would get back to the family and that they would do what she asked. She thanked the doctors and went back to the waiting room to talk to Lupin before the doctors came to tell them all to leave.
Hermione walked over and sat next to lupin, they were the furthest away from anyone so she whispered in his ear.
"I need you to say you're going for coffee and walk round the corner now." Hermione said still whispering.
Lupin nodded his head; he got up and told everyone he was off to get a drink.
Everyone just nodded at Lupin and once he was around the corner the doctors came out and told them all that there was nothing more they could do tonight that they should all go home and get some rest so that they could come and see Ginny again tomorrow, they also said that if there was any change they would be the first to know and could come back.
Everyone agreed that there was nothing more that they could do and when they told Hermione that she and Lupin should come too, Hermione told them that she would be heading home as soon as Lupin came back with the coffee so that he knew where everyone had gone.
"Say thank you for me to him for being there with Ginny when she collapsed wont you Hermione?" Mr and Mrs Weasley asked.
Hermione agreed and they all headed home. Harry didn't go back to the burrow though he grabbed Tonks' hand when everyone else had turned around and smiled just before they disappeared.
Hermione did not see Harry and Tonks leave, she was too bust waiting for Lupin to come back around the corner, and as she was about to go see where he had gone he turned the corner and nearly bumped straight into him.