Disclaimer: We don't own TMNT, but we do own our OC who will appear in later chapters
To find true love,
You must find yourself
Emotions and all,
As the seasons pass,
You learn more, about yourself
And others
Love shall bring peace to you
Love shall make you confused
It is the only path
That will bring you pure joy,
Your true hope,
Love is forever
Emotions:
"You sure you haven't seen him," Raph sighed.
"Raph, I haven't seen Don. Heck, I haven't seen Casey since I married Josh," April's voice stated at the other end, "but Josh and I will keep an eye out."
Raphael sighed, closing his eyes, he couldn't help but think of the bonehead that is his best friend. He had abandoned them all about a year ago after April's wedding with Josh, he just went missing.
"Mikey, did you get a hold of Casey?" he asked.
"Yeah…but he seemed a bit…different," Mikey said walking in gulping, "he kinda scared me; he wasn't like the Casey we once knew."
Raphael blinked, "You can't be serious."
"He is being serious," Leonardo defended, "I talked to Casey as well as he did…it sounded like he was hiding something."
"Like what?" Raph asked.
"Something big, I don't know," Leo stated, "and with Master Splinter being on his yearly retreat, this isn't going to be easy."
"Master Splinter is gone for…one day of his three week retreat and we loose Donny!" Mikey cried.
"I'm going to look some more, okay," Raph stated, grabbing his Shell Cell and putting it in his belt.
"But Raph, it's nearly dawn," Leo said.
"Buts are not going to find Donny," Raph glared at Leo.
"Guys, lets not fight," Mikey said worriedly.
-The Cabin-
Casey had left minutes before; he heard the sound of the phone ringing. His eyes widened when he heard him address Mikey and then Leo. He trying his best not to tremble, but he found his mind wandering away from science and math, to what was going on then. He knew his brothers were worried, he also knew about Leo and Mikey's relationship, but when his mind wondered to his hotheaded brother. Raph's smirks made his stomach do back-flips, at first he had no idea why, Don always thought he was straight, but as time went on…he figured out that he himself was bi.
Casey had been dead to them for nearly a year, after April's marriage to a new friend of theirs, Josh. Josh was a really nice guy, and he was also a bit of a mixture of different personalities. Casey was the one who introduced Josh to them, reluctantly too. Later on they found out Josh had met Raph and that it was his idea for Casey to bring him down. That's when Casey and April's relationship began to fall apart.
The sound of Casey returning made him escape his thoughts, he wanted to say something, but the gag prevented him from doing so. He watched as Casey went rummaging threw his gear, his eyes widening as he grabbed his mask, and the way Casey was rubbing his fingers along the clothe, a lusty smile on the man's lips.
Casey held the clothe in his hands, and turned to Donatello, who was staring at him wide eyed.
"So, Sunshine," Casey smirked, "you ready to eat?"
Don blinked, hearing his stomach rumbling loudly. How long has he been there?
"That's all the answer I need."
-With Raph-
Taking deep breathes; he jumped the fire escape after stopping yet another mugging. Still no sign of his genius brother, he felt his lips quiver a bit, as he fought back a cry of rage. His emotions were driving him insane, he has always loved Don, but not in THAT way…Don was his opposite, level headed, shy, and a pacifist. Why were his emotions confusing him? Maybe it had to do with he had gotten along better with his braniac brother.
Well, he did see something at the wedding that not even his braniac brother didn't see, Casey staring at him, almost constantly, during the reception, heck, he didn't even pay attention to when Master Splinter was marrying April and Josh, all he did was stare at his brother. He also remembered the jealousy, the fucking jealousy of his best friend staring at HIS Donny like that.
That's when it hit him like a ton of bricks.
"I love him," he murmured aloud, almost a dry chuckle, "damn it, I love him."
-The Cabin-
Casey set a bag of something at one side of the room; he walked over to Don and leaned over him.
"You have to promise not to yell at me when I remove the gag," Casey said, his face hard.
Don shook his head; he wasn't the one to yell unless it was a battle, when his brothers were hurt. The gag was slowly removed, the moment it was, he began to open his mouth to ask a question, only to have Casey crash his lips into his. Casey tasted like failure, and failure didn't taste too good. The moment the kiss was over, Casey smirked.
"Sorry, couldn't help myself," the man let out a dry laugh and walked over to where he sat the bag, he pulled out a sandwich, and he glanced at Don with a slight glance. That glance showed Don's shocked eyes.
"Why?" Don finally regained his voice, but it quivered.
"Because," Casey shrugged, walking over to him, loosening the ropes on his arms, but kept his wrists bound. Placing the sandwich into the brainy turtle's trembling hands; Don watched as Casey plopped himself on a chair, staring at him.
"You're different then my past girlfriends and boyfriends," Casey smirked, "but not as in appearance and that kind of jazz, but your personality turns me on." Casey smirked at the panicked look on Donny's face; he remembered when he turned into that monster three years before, when he saw that he looked as sick as a dog. Sure he was going out with April, but that's when his feelings for Don started to appear, but they were small at that time, when getting the news that he was better, he couldn't help but be happier about it then he expected himself to be.
"Donny, if you don't eat, I'll make you eat," Casey stood up, frowning. Don gulped, with shaking hands; he brought the sandwich to his beak, and took a small bite, tasting the turkey, lettuce, mustered, and tomato. He couldn't help but chew slowly as the man stared at him, he just didn't like the way he stared. This wasn't the Casey he once knew.
-With Raph-
He entered the lair just to hear the light sound of snoring from Leo's room; he peaked inside to see Mikey and Leo holding on to each other sleeping. He shook his head of all the thoughts of what his brothers could have done while he was gone.
Walking to the couch, he crashed on it, staring blankly in one direction, his emotions flooding him all at once. He wished Donny was there, he had never been so lost, so confused in his entire life. He had always been the hothead, the one who doesn't think of consequences. But right now, he couldn't help but think make a plan if they did find Don, what he would do to the moron that took HIS Don away.
He was making himself sound so obsessive, and that scared him. He almost lost Don once, and he wasn't going to loose him again.
"Please, be okay," he whispered, closing his eyes. He found himself asleep, and his mind going into a dream.
-Dream-
Raphael found himself standing in a dark room, the sounds of Donny's pleads to be released, only to have them stop. He panicked, running to the door that was in the dark room, he tried to open it, but it was locked.
Banging the door, he started hearing a voice huskily whispering something, making him hear whimpers coming from Donatello. He began to pound on the door once again, trying to break it down. But no matter how hard he tried, it just wouldn't open. Letting out a growl, he did a round house kick, and the door fell off its hinges, but it didn't interrupt what was going on the other room. His eyes widened at the sight before him…Casey was raping his Don.
-End Dream-
Taking deep breathes, he sat up. His eyes full of panic and with shaky hands he stood up and walked to Leo's room. He couldn't help but become frantic seeing that they were no longer in the room.
"Raph is everything okay?" Leo asked, walking up behind him, putting a hand on his shoulder.
"Leo…I think I know who took him," Raph was taking deeper breathes, fear weighed him down.
"Who took him?" Leo couldn't help but be demanding at this.
"I think I know why you thought Casey was acting stranger than usual," Raph looked at his brother, "I think he was the one who took Donny."
-Cabin-
The gag was put back on after eating, and Donatello didn't like that. Casey stood in front of him, a lusty grin on the man's lips.
Now he really wished that Mikey wasn't Mikey.
"Well, Sunshine," if Casey could grin more, then his face would have been split in half, "I'll be back in a few hours, don't try anything (laugh) like you could."
He gulped as Casey walked out of the room, the sound of a door slamming, and then a car door slamming, and an engine starting. He couldn't help but struggle against his tight bonds.
In a matter of thirty minutes, his wrists were bleeding from struggling; his legs couldn't even move at all, that was how tight he was tied.
I guess this is the end, he bowed his head. Closing his eyes, he was brought into a painful sleep.
-Dream-
Donatello found himself standing in the middle of an open field, wild flowers were abundant, along with different insects, and birds.
The sudden feeling of someone wrapping their arms around him caused his breath to be caught in his throat.
"Donny isn't this place beautiful," Raph's voice rang in his ear. That was the words that he had least expected to come from the red banded turtles mouth.
The sudden feeling of a kiss on the back of his neck made him let out a small moan.
"I love you," he found himself whispering, "Raphael, I love you."
"I love you too, Donny."
The field suddenly died, and Raphael was gone.
The next thing he knew, he was pushed back on his shell, his gear gone, and Casey straddling him, he gulped seeing the man naked.
He let out cries of pain as Casey started raping him. Suddenly, Casey was pulled off him, and he closed his eyes tightly, tears forming in his eyes.
He felt someone stroking his cheek; he opened his eyes to see Raph smiling down on him.
"I won't let him hurt you."
-End Dream-
Donatello's eyes flew opened, as he felt a hand stroking his cheek. It was Casey, who was giving him that same lusty smile.
"Did you sleep well Sunshine?" he asked. Don fought the urge to shake his head negatively, so he just closed his eyes.
"That bad?" Casey chuckled darkly.
He opened his eyes, and glared at Casey.
"What's with the sudden hate?" the man asked, his lips forming a frown.
How would answer that if he wasn't tied, bound, and gagged. You kidnapped me, and you're holding me hostage for reasons that are selfish, you inconsiderate moron…when my brothers get here you are so dead.
Casey was lucky he couldn't read minds.
"Donny, you're only fanning the flame," Casey said, getting in the olive skinned turtle's face, "and you don't want to do that. I promised that I wouldn't hurt you. But now you're driving my patience." Casey smirked at the fearful look that he had gotten from Donatello.
Reaching for the gag, he slowly began to untie it, the man licking his lips with want, need, and it was driving him nuts. The moment the gag was removed for a second time, he leaned in and kissed Donatello.
Donatello was still shocked by the taste of failure, and he gasped when Casey's tongue forced itself into his mouth. He grimaced as it slithered its way through his mouth, he chose not to bite it, or fight it…but he didn't kiss back either.
Casey began to get rough with the forced kiss, his hands trembling from the want to feel and grope Donatello, to untie the ropes and fuck the sense out of him. But he pulled back, and frowned at the fright on the turtle's face. He leaned in for another kiss, this time not fighting the want to touch and grope, but this was also the time that Donatello decided to fight back.
Roaring in pain, Casey pulled away after Don had bit his tongue. Growling, he fought back the urge to back hand Donatello. Putting the gag back on the object of his desires, he exited the room, muttering curses.
Next time Donatello wouldn't be so lucky.
People confuse lust and love
Love is true,
Lust is danger,
Stay on the path of love
And then the lust shall not take over.
Desires are things of complete immaturity
And things of complete pain,
If you Desire one person
It would bring pain to the other
Desire and want, would bring pain, not love
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