Disclaimer: We don't own TMNT, but we do own our OC Josh

WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS NON-GRAPHIC RAPE!

Want,

Need,

The death to all living things.

Why must these two words destroy?

Don't people see that they are the bringers for pain?

People act so lost when they say these words

Children need toys,

Some people lust for another,

Need,

Does anyone even think of what they truly need?

Or do they just think of what they just want and don't need

Help Me:

They had finally hit the road, but it was nearly one o'clock in the morning. Raphael was being impatient in the back of their ride disguised as a moving truck. He had been counting the seconds since they had hit the road about an hour before. His turned to see Leo trying to comfort Mikey, he knew how scared Mikey was, but he was glad Mike didn't blame himself.

"Hey Raph?" April asked from the driver's seat.

"Yeah April," he blinked.

"You better take care of him," she frowned.

"What do you mean?" Raph asked, "Casey."

"No, I mean Donny," she shook her head still looking at the road, "no offence to any of you, but he's closer to me than you three, and I don't want to see him hurt."

"April, are you saying…"

"Raph, I'm married, but still…you can't help but love him," April shook her head and let out a laugh, "but Raph, I believe in the ways of Yin and Yang. And Donny, he is the Yin to your Yang. I'm just glad that you're not as bad as Casey."

"What do you mean by that?" Raph asked.

"Back when Casey and I were dating, he started to get a bit more infatuated than I could imagine," April sighed, her eyes on the road, "that's what led to the big fight, and the horrid break up."

Raph's eyes widened, he remember April coming to them that day, beaten up and bruised.

"We have to save Donny now," he cried with dread.

-Cabin-

Donny woke up, feeling he was laying down, his arms and legs were hand cuffed to a bed. He felt a stinging pain in his lower region, and a sickening headache.

"What happened last night?" he muttered, he felt himself brighten up seeing that he could speak. Suddenly he felt something snake its way around his waist, and he looked to see Casey sleeping next to him, his lower half covered with a comforter.

Then he suddenly realized what happened.

He was raped, while he was out cold.

-Back with the others-

Leo closed his eyes as Mikey massaged his shoulders.

"Leo, you've been working too hard," Mikey shook his head. Leo let out a relaxed sigh as Mikey continued.

"Guys, we'll be there in an hour," Josh called back to them. All Raphael could hear were the ticks on Josh's watch. He was loosing patience, and it was frustrating.

"Raph, are you okay?" April asked.

Raph let out a low growl, "No, I'm not okay…can this thing go any faster!"

"Raph, I don't want to get pulled over," April sighed, still looking at the road.

"Then let me drive," he smirked.

"There is no way in hell I'm letting you drive Raph," she growled, "not tonight mister." She gripped on the steering wheel.

"What got your undies in a knot?" Mikey asked.

"I'm not telling until everyone, I repeat, EVERYONE, is present," April seethed, grinding her teeth, "First we got to save Donny."

They sat in the vehicle in deafening silence.

"We should go over the plan again," Leo suggested.

"Alright Leo," Raph nodded, "as long as this gets Donny back."

"Okay," Leo nodded.

-The Cabin-

Don laid there awake as Casey slept next him. He held his breath as Casey wrapped his arms around him, and snuggled into him. Casey let out a hum as he nuzzled Donatello's chin, causing the olive skinned turtle to stutter. Letting out a gasp, he felt Casey kissing his neck.

"Hey Sunshine," Casey whispered, kissing his neck again.

"Casey…please…" he found himself begging. Casey sat up, the comforter still covering the man's bottom half. Casey turned to Don, and Don could see the man's eyes were yearning for him.

He tensed when Casey straddled him, the man smirking down upon him. Casey licked his lips, and leaned in a kissed Donatello, only to have his tongue bitten once again. Pulling back with a hiss, he back handed Don.

"Why must you do that?" he hissed.

"Because you're hurting me," Donatello whimpered.

Casey's lips were put into a straight line thinking of what to do to Don, a sick smile formed on his lips on getting the idea. He had had a date rape after knocking Donatello out for a second time; he enjoyed the feeling of having the turtle underneath him, but he loved it even more to have the olive skinned mutant squirm underneath him.

He positioned himself in-between Donatello's legs, and then…

Donatello was screaming in pain as Casey raped him.

-The truck-

"Ten minutes," Josh said. The entire truck was quite after that, they had just recently received a call from their master, who sensed the disturbance. Master Splinter knew everything now, and was hoping to help, but Leo told their father that it would take even longer if they turned back to get their father, and Master Splinter respected that, but he was also angered by Casey Jones's betrayal.

Leo was meditating, and Mikey was trying his best to do the same. Raph was sitting there with his arms crossed, glare on his face. In his mind he had been thinking about his part of the plan, he was going to be the one kicking Casey's good for nothing ass. How was he going to do it, he didn't know, but he swore on his honor that he wouldn't kill the man, even though it would have to take a lot of mental control to do that.

He knew that Casey would have most likely broken his promise; he had been having a hard time going to sleep after that dream.

The sights of Casey raping HIS Donatello were still burned in his memory. Closing his eyes, he could only imagine far worse things happening to Don. Frowning, he just couldn't even imagine what was going on, sure Casey staring at Don was weird, but he didn't realize that...His eyes widened in realization, he left Donny alone with Casey the day of the wedding, and Casey told him something he found very strange.

Donny would be the first to know when he returned. He remembered laughing at that thinking that it was only to scare Don.

Why didn't I see this coming, Raph thought franticly.

-The Cabin-

Don was trembling and whimpering after Casey raped him, he was lucky that Casey had to leave the room because of a call. Of course Casey was stupid enough to slip on some clothes quickly and getting to the phone before the answering machine got it, or the person got bored on the other end.

"That's great," Casey couldn't help but smirk.

"Yes, like I said, your house in…Georgia will be completed in about two weeks," a voice at the other end answered.

"Alright, I'll be sending my stuff there in two weeks then," Casey said, hanging up the phone.

-With the Others-

"Okay, April, remember stop far enough so we can get there quickly, but he can't see the lights," Leo ordered.

"Okey Dokey," she nodded. Doing her best she pulled on to the narrow pathway to the cabin.

"Mikey, let all the air out of the tires of all the vehicles you find," Leo turned to Mikey, sending him a small smile.

"Raph, Josh, and I will break in the cabin," Leo frowned, "Raph; promise not to kill Casey, while Josh and I search for Donatello."

"Look Leo, I swore on my honor," Raph shook his head, "but I warned ya, if I have to be held back, then you have to hold me back." Leo shook his head, and Mike laughed, they weren't so used to having Raph so depressed.

"Okay, I'm in the closet range of invisibility," April announced.

"Okay…then let's do this," Raph frowned.

-The Cabin-

Don found himself falling into a painful sleep as Casey moved around in the other room, cleaning, doing whatever he could to make things suitable. He was gagged once again, and still in pain from what Casey called sex, and what he called sexual harassment.

-Dream-

Don found himself home, he looked around to see that only Raph was in the room.

"They're in Leo's room," he turned to see Raph standing behind him. Raph walked past him and plopped himself on the couch, he looked down to the ground rejected.

"Hey Donny, you wanna watch a movie?" Don looked up to see Raph had turned himself around, and was smiling at him.

All he could do was nod, blushing. Raph let out a laugh, patting the space beside him. Nervously, Donny made his way to sit down next to Raph. The next thing he knew, they were watching a random movie, and he didn't catch the title, until it came up loud in clear later on in the movie. He frowned, it was the movie based off one of his favorite books Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, but it was the movie most recently made.

Books remade into movies usually have important stuff taken out. But he wasn't really paying attention, due to the fact in the middle of the movie; Raph took a hold of his hand, giving it a slight squeeze.

"Raph?" he blinked, turning to look at the hothead. The next thing he knew, they were in a full on lip lock.

-End Dream-

Donatello's eyes flew opened when he heard a door being kicked down.

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Sorry if this chapter was really short…