"Daddy!" I shouted once I got home from school.
"Hey Miles can you come over to the kitchen for a second" he replied back.
It had been 3 days since my fight with Rachel and everything changed. I've been avoiding Jake ever since that day and I've turned very depressed. It breaks my heart not talking to him, but seeing him makes it hurt even more.
I walked into the kitchen finding daddy on the telephone. I sat down and started eating a cookie. He finally hung up and turned to me "Guess what Miley." He smiled.
"What?" I said finishing up my snack.
"Guess whose coming back on the show Zombie High as Zaronda(A/N I don't remember her name so someone please correct me) next week?" Dad pointed at me. "Hannah Montana."
"Oh no!" I groaned. I pressed my eyes into my hands. "Daddy how could you!" I said and stood up.
"I thought you would like it! Didn't you like that Jake fellow?" He said patting my back.
"Yes, but now its different. Ever since that fight, I've been avoiding every contact with him. I feel like its my fault all this is happening and I can do nothing about it." I said and ran upstairs to my room.
I laid down on my bed and turned on my stereo. The song playing was called Until I Get Over You by Christina Milian. I shut my eyes and listened to the lyrics.
Woke up today
thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So
many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I
press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you
again
But in the end I can still feel the pain every time I
hear your name
I cant stop thinking about Jake. The more I think about him, the more my chest hurts and I hate feeling like this.Ever since the kiss, I cant get my mind off of him.
The sun won't
shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every
day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But
that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you
Knowing that he really likes me is another thing that kills me because I really really like him too and I just don't want to admit it. But I really know which one he likes more: me or Hannah.
Walked through
the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you
were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of
you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true
love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one
yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
His touch, his voice, his scent, they just taunt me. Trying so hard to forget about it, I find myself just thinking about it over and over again.
When will this
river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel
alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've
just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let
go
I feel tears welling up in my eyes. Its just so hard, I'm just too afraid of love and I don't want to get hurt. But the more I avoid this feeling, the more depressed I get and no one can help me pass this.
The sun won't
shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every
day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But
that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you
But that's the
way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you…
So I guess I'm saying… I just have to let fate do its work and make my mind up for me. I have to take my own advice and follow my heart. So I guess this is how its going to be until I get over you.
I was feeling sad today when i wrote this chapter LOL not really a good chapter ...thanks for reading it, but I dunno If I should end it here or add more.. Ill leave it up to you guys because im sorta running out of ideas….