Monday at school was really messed up. Rachel came back and it was kind of weird. She kept on trying to go up to me, but me, Oliver, and Lilly would always go inside of a classroom. I admit I'm scared of her even though I won the fight.
I decided that I would talk to Jake today. I mean if I could talk to him as Hannah, then I could talk to him as Miley. Right?
We walked into English and as usual there was Jake with his crowd of fan girls.
"Hey Jake" I called waving to him. He waved back and continued on talking with the girls.
We sat down at our seats and I watched him closely. He took a girls hand and kissed it.
'WTF' I thought to myself and turned to Lilly who was sitting next to me. "Did you just see that?"
"See what?"
"Jake just kissed that girls hand!" I felt my jealousy level rising.
"Oh my god Miley you're over reacting! Just let it go." Lilly rolled her eyes.
"What are you guys talking about?" Oliver asked turning around to face us.
"Miley is going crazy just because Jake kissed that girls hand."
"Haha. don't worry about it. Something tells me that that kiss didn't mean anything to him." Oliver laughed.
"Yeah?" I hit him across the head. "Why didn't you tell me you and Jake were close you ass."
"Oww.. Sorry! I thought you would've known because I haven't been hanging with you in the longest time!" Oliver started rubbing the back of his head.
Soon the teacher came into the class. "Everyone get seated so we can start our lesson." Ms. Allen went over to her desk and set her things on the table.
"Okay, our new lesson is on poems so I'll give you 10 minutes to write down how you feel right now at this moment." She said and sat down.
Jake raised his hand. "Does it have to rhyme?"
"No it doesn't." she replied bitterly. She was one of the teachers that found Jake so irritating.
10 minutes passed and Ms. Ellen was calling up people to read. Since Jake volunteered to read it first, he did. He walked up in front of class and started to read it.
Which one do I
choose?
The one who first
stole my heart away
Or the one I can
depend on the most.
Yet being afraid of
choosing wrong
And not knowing what
to do
Now all I can do is
Work
Flirt
Play around
Trying to hide these
feelings
My self esteem grew
short
Knowing you'll
never feel the same way
And now I say
What do I do now
Being torn between
two
(A/N I wrote this
like on the top of my head so sorry if it doesn't make sense)
It felt like time stood still 'Was that meant for me?' I start to question thinking hard about the poem.
"Miley" Lilly whispered.
"What?" I turned to her and saw everyone staring at me.
"Nice to have you back Miley, you're up." Ms. Ellen said.
I stood up and walked slowly to the front of the class. I started to read it out loud:
I can't deny how
much you mean to me,
Holding in all this
emotion whenever I see you,
Making me feel like
I'm about to explode.
The heavy beating of
my heart,
Not being able to
breathe around you.
It just doesn't
make sense.
What hurts the most
is denying this feeling.
It's just too hard
to admit it.
Another thing that
hurts is,
You only want us to
be friends.
It's tearing me
apart.
I can't hold it in
anymore,
I finally admit,
I'm in love with
you.
(Not really good like I said I wrote whatever came to my mind.)
I felt my face turn red and I walked back to my seat.
"Wow, what's up with all these love poems? Anyway that's about it for now. Class dismissed" She said right as the bell rang.
"Miley, you're seriously falling way too hard for him." Lilly said giving me a half smile.
"Yeah I know and it sucks." I replied and we walked out of class.
"Hey Miley, wait up!" I turned around and found Rachel running toward me.
"Hurry up Lilly!" I said pulling on her wrist.
"Hey wait I'm not gunna do anything bad I just want to talk."
I stopped walking and turned around and she finally caught up to us.
"Hi, I just wanted to say... Sorry for fighting with you last week. I know you and Jake didn't do anything wrong, but I just couldn't help it. I guess what I'm saying is I'm sorry for spreding those rumors and I'm sorry for everything I did." She gave me an apologetic look.
"Nah its okay I would do that if that happened to me. Well not really, but you know what I mean." I hugged her.
"Yeah, like I just thought that that relationship would last you know, and I thought that maybe going out with a celebrity would probably change everything and get me into celebrity parties and what not" She confessed.
"I get what you mean. I guess most people want that."
"Yeah well, if you do decide to date Jake, don't be too serious with him because at the moment I thought I actually loved him."
"Thanks for the advice."
"Okay good, well I'll talk to you later then." and she left.
"See, shes not that bad afterall." Oliver said walking up to us.
"How long were you there?"
"Just now, I had help Jake with something."
"And what is that something?" I looked at him curiously.
"You'll find out soon." Oliver smiled.
Sorry this chappie is boring, It's
gunna get better I promise! BTW is there anything you guys want to happen in this story? I'm starting to write a new fanfic cuz im not really happy with this one, but im gunna finish it.
