I decided to put this up early. I wasnt really happy for the other chapter... enjoy :)
"…Why does it
feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are
you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am…"
I sang to myself listening to my iPod on full blast while doing my
homework.
I looked over at the time 1:30 AM. "I should probably go to bed" I told my self and I turned off my iPod. I turned off my lamp and got ready to put my PJ's on when my cell phone started ringing.
I answered it "Hello?"
"Look outside your window." the caller said
"Who is this?" the caller hung up. I looked at my received call list and it said Private Number. 'Dammit.'
I pulled on my tank top and walked over to the window. I looked through the curtain and saw a boy out there so I opened the window to get a better look.
"Hey Miley!" 'Jake?'
"What are you doing out here? You're gunna get sick!" I whispered loudly trying not to wake up my dad or Jackson.
"I couldn't sleep. You… You're the only person I could think of to talk to and I didn't want to talk to you on the phone. Plus I had to tell you something."
'Awwww! He was thinking about me! How sweet!' I smiled. "Fine, let me get my rope ladder." I went in my closet and reached the top to get it and went back to the window to set the ladder down.
"What do you use your rope ladder for? You must use it often if you have one." Jake said once he got in my room.
"My dad said it was for emergencies you weirdo. Anyway I only used it once and it wasn't worth it." I walked over to my bed and sat down.
"Nice room you got. Small and cozy, I like it." he came and sat down next to me.
"Yeah. You must have a nice big room since you know, you're rich and famous."
"I guess, but it feels so empty. I'm an only child so I don't have anyone to hang out with." he lay down on my bed.
"Really? Wow, I didn't know that." I lay down too.
"Yeah, my parents aren't really into the whole parenting. After I got the role on Zombie High, they sorta thought I was responsible enough so they are hardly home."
"Wow… I could never dream of living like that."
"Yeah, most kids usually have someone to lean on, but I had only myself. Anyway sorry for bothering you. I guess I should leave." He sat up, but I pulled him back down.
"No, not yet." He looked at me. "I mean you just got here, just stay a little while longer." 'Ohmygosh I sounded desperate for a second.'
"Fine I guess. Beats going back to my empty house."
We both stared at the ceiling in silence until Jake started talking.
"Miley can I ask you something?" I could feel him looking at me.
"Yeah what is it?"
"Have you ever…Have you ever felt like you wanted something really bad, but couldn't get it because there was another thing that you wanted. You only could choose one thing and in the end you couldn't choose because fell in love with both of them."
"I guess. Why?" 'Is he talking about me?'
"You know the poem I wrote for English?"
"The 'Torn between two' thing? What about it?"
"I really feel like that. If you didn't notice I havent been myself lately. Everything is falling apart and I don't know what to do." he took my hand.
"You can talk to the school's counselor about it, he'd probably help you."
"No, I just… I need to let this out." he took a deep breath. "I like you Miley. I really do. Ever since the first day I cam to school, you treated me like a regular person and I guess that's what made me fall for you." He confessed.
"W-well everyone should be treated the same so that's why I treated you like that." 'Ugh why am I being shocked over this when I already knew about it.'
"That's another thing I like about you're just so nice and sweet and…" he turned my face so that I would be looking at him. "… very cute." he smiled.
"Thanks.. I guess." I started to bite on my lip.
"Wooo that felt good." he let out a sigh of relief.
"Its always good to let out how you truly feel." I squeezed his hand feeling mad at myself not being able to let out how I really felt.
We talked about random stuff for the rest of the night and I soon found myself shutting my eyes falling asleep.
I woke up the next morning feeling a little dizzy. 'Was everything that happened last night a dream?' I looked next to me and saw Jake sleeping. 'I guess not.' I started to blush staring at him.
I lowered my face just to see if he was really sleeping. 'Breathing heavily and looks dead. Definitely asleep.' I smiled and kissed his cheek. He started to stir and I stayed still until he stopped moving.
I walked quietly out of my room and walked downstairs hoping everyone was still sleeping. I heard people talking so I stopped to listen.
"I hate sneaking around. Why can't we just tell everyone about us?" I heard Jackson say. 'Maybe I should go back upstairs.' I started to go back up when I heard another person talk.
"We can't… Well at least not now. I don't want Miley to hate me for this."
'What the heck?' I walked slowly down the steps and peeked through the corner. My eyes widen seeing a sight I never thought I would never ever see.
ZOMG AHHH
lol sorry jk jk...
just a few
more chappies up and its finished... I think.. lol anyway thanks
everyone to whoever is reading special thanks to RJBsComputer and
NYlovebaby :)..
