After what happened yesterday, everything went by so fast. Lilly and I are friends again and as for Jake… He left right after I left him in my room. I guess I made him even more confused after I kissed him. Maybe I should tell him that I'm Hannah Montana so that he won't tread on himself as much.
I started getting ready to go to a movie premier, but I didn't really feel like going because, well, Jake is most likely going to be there and I don't really feel like talking to him after what happened yesterday. I mean, not that I'm not happy about what happened yesterday, but I feel like I'm playing around with his head with the whole me and Hannah thing. I guess I have to wait and find out what will happen next.
Soon Lilly walked into my closet and ran toward me. "You know I love you Miley?" She hugged me.
"I'm sorry Lilly, I don't swing that way and I thought you were with my brother." I laughed.
"Eww… I just wanted to thank you for giving me an Jackson a chance, I mean I got really scared to tell you because I didn't know how you would react." She replied picking out a wig to wear.
"Yeah, well Jake got me to calm down and yeah…" I said pretending to be distracted by these black pants with rhinestones on them.
"And… how did he get you to calm down?" she looked at me suspiciously.
"I dunno… I guess we talked a bit and…hekissedmeandIkissedhimback… that's about it" I said taking a top in a drawer hoping she didn't hear the last part.
She gasped loudly 'Darn it didn't say it fast enough.'
"OHMYGOSH! Are you serious?" she turned me around so that I would be looking at her straight in the eye.
I bit my lip looking down trying not to look her in the eye. "Yes."
"Eeek!" she shrieked and jumped. "I so knew you were gunna do that one day!"
"Aren't you getting a little too excited for me?" I gave her a weird look.
"Well I was only waiting for that to happen, for like ever."
"Yeah, yeah… well more than that happened…"
"Wow how can you fit that much talking and making out when you were only upstairs for like 10 minutes or something." She looked at me confused.
I pulled her down on the couch in my closet. "Listen to me and you better not freak you promise?"
"Well, it depends if it's shocking news or like ohh okay news. So whatever I promise" she replied cheerfully.
"The night before I found out about you and Jackson, Jake came and… slept over." I looked up at her and she had her hand over her mouth.
"Noooo…" Her eyes were big.
"Yes." I felt myself blush.
"Wow… I never knew you were doing stuff like that, I mean we're…"
"Eww! Not that! He just came over and we talked and he told me how he felt about me and then he was about to leave but I told him to stay a little longer."
"Did you tell him how you felt?"
"No, and that's what sucks even more because I told him something like 'it's good to let out how you truly feel.' and I had the chance to tell him right then and there, but I chickened out."
"It's okay Miley, it takes time for someone to do that, and you may regret it. Just watch out for yourself. I don't want you to regret not telling him at the last chance." She hugged me.
"Thanks for being there for me. Now you go downstairs to your boyfriend and have fun before we leave." I smiled at her as I watched her walk out of the room.
I turned to my iPod speakers and flipped to a Kelly Clarkson song I haven't listened to in the longest time while putting on my clothes. Soon I found myself belting out the bridge and dancing:
Don't
say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love
me.
Don't say you love me.
My heart can't take it.
I
love you so much.
But you don't see me.
I hate love.
Don't
say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust
you,
Unless you mean it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't
say you need me,
Don't hurt me.
No...
"These lyrics are so true…" I frowned and started to put on my wig when I heard someone laughing.
I turned around and saw Jackson mimicking me acting like a monkey.
"Jackson!" I screamed and pushed him out of the room.
"Hey Miles, I just wanted to ask if you got Mr. freaky blue hair dudes wig. He's downstairs and waiting for you.
"Whatever I'll just give it to him when I'm done getting ready." I turned to go back into my closet when I felt something hit by back. I looked back and Jackson stuck his tongue at me running out of the room.
"I swear Jackson you're the most irritating human being ever to be born!" I shouted at him returning to my closet.
A/N Sorry if it seems kind of short I have a huge project due tomorrow and this whole break I've done nothing except this and making videos.
I guess I am going to extend it a little bit :-/ someone made me realize that just ending it like that would be kind of screwed up so yeah I'm extending it a little bit. Thanks P (or whatever)
Again, thanks for all of you that are reading this…
