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Revised 5/11/06

Chapter 4: Beautiful yet Painful Memories

Riku leaned down and kissed Sora. Sora pushed Riku off of him. Riku grinned and started to attack Sora's neck.

Riku's hands went up Sora's shirt, going up and down Sora's sides. Sora panicked and shoved Riku off of him.

"Ah, Sora doesn't want to play?" Riku chuckled and licked Sora's ear.

"Riku? Riku, please stop." Sora pleaded. Riku didn't hear Sora and licked his way down Sora's nice smooth neck.

Sora started to shake. Riku noticed this and looked into Sora's eyes.

Fear.

That was the only thing Riku saw in them. Riku's head cleared and he stepped back. Riku couldn't believe that he scared Sora, "Sora, oh my god I didn't mean to..." came out in a whisper that even Sora couldn't hear.

Sora, still shaking, grabbed the handle on the door and pulled it open.

When the door slammed shut, Riku realized that something wasn't right. Riku realized that he did something he shouldn't have. Riku slowly walked into his room and closed the door, feeling totally disgusted with himself.

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"Leon you didn't have to try to kill him." Cloud stated as they entered Cloud's apartment.

Leon sat on the couch, "Well lately he's been testing my patients. Tonight he took it too far. Besides he deserved it." Leon took off his coat, "A good scare should teach him to leave you alone."

Cloud took off his coat and sat next to Leon, "I guess, but if it wasn't for me you'd be in jail right now. I don't want a convict for a boyfriend."

Leon leaned over towards Cloud, "You talk too much." Leon kissed Cloud.

Cloud leaned into the kiss. Leon lightly pushed the blond back against the couch. Leon straddled his lover and let his hands roam free.

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Getting a little bit of strength back Leon pulled out and laid next to Cloud. He snuggled closer and fell asleep after whispering, "I love you."

Leon whispered it back and kissed the sleeping forms head. The brunet fell asleep soon after.

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Sora didn't know were he was going. The only thought that had crossed his mind was that he needed to get away for a while.

There was one person who he trusted more than anything. Sorry to say but it wasn't Cloud or Leon. They didn't even know about her. She had helped him out a few times. One of those times was when she helped him get away from the bastard, Ansem.

Walking quite fast, the young brunet flew pass a couple of gang members and into a huge brown building. On auto-pilot the brunet went up to the 22nd floor and walked through the elevator doors and into a suite. Sora stopped when he realized that he hadn't knocked, which was impolite.

He was about to turn around and go knock but a voice startled him, "Sora, there's no point. You know you're welcomed here, so what's the point of knocking." The woman sighed and walked back into the room where she had come out of.

The brunet had always wondered how she knew, when he was here. She never told him. Her voice broke through his thoughts, "Are you going to just stand there or are you going to come in and talk with me?" he smiled despite how he was feeling walked into the room.

The room was big and reddish, orangey themed. It was a living room. There was a T.V., a couch, couple of sitting chairs, pictures up on the wall, a fake fireplace, and a door to the balcony.

Sora plopped himself down on the couch and looked at the woman. She had long brown hair, almost always put in a pony tail. Her blue eyes were a nice shade and had a welcoming feel to them. She was dressed in an all pink dress. Her whole body language was welcoming, even relaxing.

"Well Aerith, how have you been? It's been a while since the last time I came to visit you." Sora looked at Aerith with interest. She turned her head and raised an eyebrow, "I'm fine, but why are you here? Don't give me a bullshit answer either!" she had a stern look on her face.

The young brunet chuckled nervously and told his story of what happened. The whole time Aerith sat there and listened patiently. After Sora had finished his tale, both sat in a semi-comfortable silence. Aerith was the first to speak, "Sora, you know he wasn't one of them. Maybe you should and talk to him. It actually sounds like you like him."

Sora gaped at her, "Not you too! I'm not like that! I like women way better, thank you very much!" He glared at her and pouted. She smiled gently, "It's okay Sora-bear. You'll know when you're ready." She stood up when Sora went to interrupt her, "You should get going home, before someone calls out the search party."

He sighed and got up and gave Aerith a hug. Saying his good-bye he left and walked back down to the apartment building.

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Sephiroth walked down the street, deep in his own thought. Not paying attention to where he was going he bumped into to someone. The silver haired man looked up to see his lover, Vincent. Vincent looked up and gasped apparently startled, "Sorry Sephy. I didn't mean to and I am so sorr-"

Sephiroth smiled and placed two fingers on Vincent's lips. He smirked and replaced his fingers with his lips. The silver haired man wrapped his arms around Vincent's waist and pulled him closer. Vincent moaned into the kiss and pushed himself closer to the body.

Reluctantly, Sephiroth pulled back, for two reasons. One, because breathing essential to the living and two there was someone else near by, he could sense it.

The silver haired man looked behind him and smiled. Sora was sitting on the steps to their apartment building, staring into space with a pensive look on his face.

Vincent looked over his lover's shoulder and he too saw Sora, "Hey Sora. What ya doing outside?" The brunet jumped when he heard his name. He looked around and spotted the couple. Sora took his head into his hands and took in a shaky breath, "No-nothing." Sora fidgeted and looked up into the sky. As the couple got closer, Sephiroth knew something was wrong. He and Vincent each sat on a side of Sora.

When Sephiroth sat down the street light hit Sora and Sephiroth saw that Sora had been crying. Sora looked back down and saw them sitting next to him, "Can I help you?" His voice was a little shaky.

Vincent noticed, also for the first time that Sora had been crying, "Sora? What happened? Why were you crying?" Sora shook his head, "No well... it's just... never mind." He shifted and sighed.

The couple looked at each other, "Sora?" Sephiroth asked, "Please tell us. We can't help you if you won't tell us anything." He got up and sat behind Sora. Sora stiffened when Sephiroth hugged him, "Be stiff all you want, but I'm not letting go. You look horrible. Come on let's get you inside your apartment."

Sora nodded numbly and Vincent helped Sora up. The silver haired man put an arm around the brunet. Vincent put an arm around Sora's waist. Sora sighed and wiped his eyes remembering the conversation he had, had with Aerith.

Together the three of them walked up the stairs to Sora's apartment. Sephiroth spoke first, "If you want to talk to us at all, you can. We'll listen." Vincent hugged Sora. Sora turned and went into the apartment without saying a word.

"Sora's hiding something." Vincent stated as they walked across the hall to their apartment.

"Well maybe something happened to bring up the past." Vincent gave him a confused look, "Cloud said that Sora won't talk about his past. Maybe something happened back then to make Sora not talk about it." Sephiroth took his coat off and threw it on the chair.

"Well if someone did something to harm Sora, that person will be in a world of pain. I'll kill 'em." Vincent took off his coat and walked into their dark blue bedroom.

"Yea, hopefully he's okay." Sephiroth said walking into the bathroom. Vincent got quiet. Shyly, Vincent walked into the bathroom, after Sephiroth, "Uh, Sephy? Can we talk?"

Sephiroth searched for a clean towel, "If it's about what happened, no."

"But Sephy, I didn't mean to-" Sephiroth glared at Vincent, "Don't even talk about it. What's done is done." Sephiroth stepped closer to Vincent, "Please leave it alone. At least for now?"

Vincent sighed, "I guess, but we will talk about it right?"

Sephiroth placed a chaste kiss on Vincent's lips, "Yes. Right now we will take a shower." With that said Sephiroth turned on the water and stripped of his clothes. Sephiroth got into the shower.

Vincent took off his clothes and also got into the shower.

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Riku tossed and turned in his bed. He couldn't sleep, 'God damn, I'm such an idiot. Sora will probably never speak or look at me, again. If he does, I don't deserve it.'

He groaned and sat up. He mumbled, "Damn people and their innocence!" the silver haired man looked over at is alarm clock. It read: 2:32 a.m.

The twenty year old looked out his window and kicked his covers off. Walking into the bathroom, Riku's eyes squinted when the light nearly blinded him, 'I need to apologize to him. I've never seen anyone so scared in real life.'

Riku splashed water on his face. Shaking the excess water off his face, he shut off the light. Riku walked into the kitchen.

In the kitchen, Riku started to boil milk, 'Warm milk should do the trick.' Riku poured himself a glass and waited for the milk to boil, 'I need to get more sleep. If 'he' hadn't showed up, I'd be fine!'

The milk started to boil and Riku turned the stove off. Pouring the milk into the glass, Riku walked into the living room.

Riku sat on the couch and turned on the T.V. Drinking the last of his milk, Riku lay down and closed his eyes, 'Warm milk always does the trick.' Riku fell asleep.

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Sora quietly crept into his room. Once in the room, Sora threw himself onto the large bed.

After feeling a little relaxed, Sora got up and went into the bathroom. Sora turned on the shower and undressed. Sora stepped into the scolding hot water, 'I hate him! How could he try and do such a thing! He's just like 'him'. Both those bastards are alike. They should date and die together!'

Sora cleaned himself off and got out. He changed into a clean pair of clothing and walked back into his room.

Sora sat on the edge of his bed and thought about his past. The brunet began to cry.

Nice tan arms wrapped around Sora and pulled him close. Sora stiffened and looked up. Through his bleary vision, he saw Leon looking down at him. Leon had a concerned look in his eyes.

Leon gently pushed Sora's head under his chin. He held Sora close and pulled the younger one into his lap.

Finally Sora's loud cries turned into soft sobs. Leon rubbed Sora's back in an attempt to soothe him.

Leon lifted his chin and looked him in the eyes, "What happened?" Sora shook his head and hugged himself.

"Sora, don't be stubborn. You're crying, I heard you on my way out. Wanna tell me what got you to cry?" Leon prodded.

Sora shook his head and leaned against Leon, "Nothing's wrong I promise." Leon frowned. He knew that something was bothering the kid. Sora closed his eyes, soon after he was asleep.

Leon heard Sora's even breathing and lifted him up. The brunet softly placed the younger one on the bed. He covered him up and kissed his forehead.

Leon turned out Sora's light and closed the door softly, 'Sometimes I swear that Sora and Cloud are related. They act and look some much alike.'

The older brunet shook his head and sighed. Leon quietly went out the door and up the stairs into his apartment. He was greeted by another sleeping form on the couch.

Easily Leon picked Riku up and brought him into his room.

Going into his room, he striped to his boxers. Getting into his bed he fell asleep rather quickly.

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