A Curse that forbid her to love, but she loved him anyway.
And it hurt. That betrayal hurt a lot, especially since that man seemed to have moved on.
She did not like the girl. Even though this girl was supposed to be her reincarnation, she did not like her. The girl had no apparent talent as a miko, but that was not the reason why she did not like her.
The real reason why she did not like that girl was that she had done something she could not. And that was to have him open up.
Now he was warmer, more caring, before, even if he loved her, he kept a distance.
Her eyes no longer held tears, but that scene of bliss hurt her phantom heart.
Everything in her were phantom feelings. She had nothing in her to actually cause her pain.
But he had to pay.
If she had a soul she would sell it to the demons to get her revenge, but she had no soul.
Their love had seemed so perfect.
It was such pure feeling.
They fit so well together.
Yet his eyes always held a certain amount of fear. A fear of being rejected again. A fear of being left alone.
No matter how hard she tried to show him her heart, she could never truly penetrate his soul. He always held back.
The night they were going to consummate their love everything went down to hell.
She was so happy she couldn't wait for the sun to rise. She wanted to see him and give him the jewel that would unite them forever. What was going to make him human so that they could live together.
But he had laughed at her. In her face. He told her what a fool she was and if it really was possible for him to ever love a worthless human.
Her heart broke.
The physical wound she got from him didn't hurt.
Death was a welcomed relief.
And now she knew it had all been a lie.
He never laughed at her. He never wounded her. All he had ever done was love her.
Yet despite knowing all this they could not be together.
Once again they were different.
Once again they weren't equals.
But really the one that she wanted to get rid of was the girl.
"Kagome." She said.