Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men.
(A/N: This is Scott's feelings on everything.)
Chapter 3:
I can't believe how stupid I was.
How could I think that I could keep secrets from you, my wife.
Your the love of my life.
That is why I told you the truth in the first place.
I didn't want to loose you.
I wanted you to forgive me and my stupid mistake.
Please just come home.
Bring our girls home too.
I need you and them.
I miss you.
I will never cheat again. I promise you.
I never truly meant to in the first place.
All it was, was that I just caught in the moment.
She enticed me.
Damn her. She ruined my life with you.
Now I'm alone.
She doesn't care about you or me for that matter.
I think she just wanted to make you mad so that you would leave me.
Now that you are gone. She has left me.
Not that she matters one thing to me.
Your the one I truly love.
Your the one that I married.
Your the one I had children with.
Your the one I want to grow old with.
I'm afraid to read your letter.
It is like final thing for me.
If I read that letter then you will never come home.
If I read it then I will be alone forever. Lost to myself.
Jean, please I need you in my life.
This is agony for me.
I know its probably agony for you as well.
I'm sure you never thought that your beloved Scott would do something like this to you.
And all I can say is that I am so sorry.
More sorry than I have ever been in my life.
I'm debating now whether to read your letter...
Its the only thing I have left of you even though it is bad.
I am opening it now.
The words will scar my heart but I need to read them
This is what it says...
Scott,
I never would have believed that you would do something like this. We were together for 10 years and you never did anything like this before. We dated for an extremely long time and now that we had a family and a good life you had to ruin it with her...I don't need to write her name because I know that you know who I am talking about. I never thought that you would be that kind of man Scott. But you were. You had to hurt me like that. You had to lie and betray our love. You of all people, I thought you atleast would stay faithful. You were the good guy. What changed. I need to know Scott...But I guess I never will because I am never coming back to you. I'm taking our girls if you hadn't already noticed that. I'm going to go to the man that really does love me. The one that has loved me almost as long as you have. Goodbye Scott. I hope your life is good. Enjoy being alone...
Jean
Damn it!
Why did she have to leave.
Maybe if she would have stayed we could have talked about it.
Or we could have gotten counseling.
Why Jean.
Please come back to me.
Don't go to Logan.
I need you back with me.
Your the mother of my children.
The love of my life.
I love you...
A/N: Thats it for chapter 3. I hope all of ya liked it.
Response to reviewers:
Bree-2006: I know its sad Bree. I know. But I felt like writing a sad type of story/poem thing. I miss you too. I hope you like this chapter.
Please read and review this chapter. i hope all of you like it. I dont know how long I'm gonna continue this but I want to make it interesting.
Blaze-LoganLover