Disclaimer: I dont own X-Men even though i wish i did.
A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I had really bad writers block. I hope ya like this chapter.
Chapter 5:
I sit here in your living room wondering what your thinking.
Your eyes searched my face for answers but I'm unable to give you any tonight.
You stare at my tear streaked face wondering why I was brought here to you tonight.
You see the sadness in my eyes and in a way you understand.
You have always understood the sadness that stood there, deep in my eyes.
Even as I was still married to Scott
You understood that our feelings were mutual.
You Logan, you loved me without faltering.
I loved you deeply, and you knew.
Somehow you always knew.
But, you also knew my feelings for Scott.
And those feelings hurt you.
But now those feelings are no more, and you know that they are gone.
They are gone because Scott is out of my life for good.
I love you and want to be in your life.
I sit here with a half filled coffee cup in my shaking hand.
You reach to take it from me but I burst into tears.
You stay where you are unsure of what your supposed to do.
You know I am hurting and you know why.
You gently take the cup from me and place it on the table.
You place a hand beneath my chin and lift it up to face you.
I look at you. Into your deep brown eyes.
Even as tears are running down my face you love me.
Even though I feel like a wreak you still love me and you would do anything to comfort my pain.
Its funny how a tragedy can some how bring to people together.
Even after all these years of you waiting for me you still want me.
After being in that damned love triangle you never faltered, you always stayed there.
Even though after a while it seemed that there was no point since I married Scott.
You always remained faithful.
I thank you for that.
I hope that you can help me through this.
I hope you can learn to love my two daughters.
They are fragile in this and they need love too...
After a while my tears stop.
You gently press a kiss to my cheek and touch my shoulder.
You stand up and put on your jacket.
I look at you in confusion.
Unsure at what your doing.
You look angry and I don't know why.
What do you plan to do I don't know.
You tell me that you will return shortly.
I nodd and watch you glance at my daughters and head for the door.
I listen to your steps as they leave the apartment and approach your motorcycle.
I hear you turn it on and speed away in the distance.
Once your gone I look at my beautiful daughters as they sleep on your couch.
They don't stir when your motorcycle speeds away.
I hope that this move isnt hard on them even though it might be.
I hope we can help them get through this together.
As you leave my mind wanders to what you are going to do.
Where are you going.
Are you going to be ok?
My thoughts lead to one sentence...
"Logan, what is going on in your head?"
A/N: Thats it for this chapter. I know I haven't updated in a while. I apologize. I hope this chapter was as good as the other ones. Please read and review. Thanx
-Blaze-LoganLover