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This is my poison Chap 2

Dream

BOOM! The government building collapsed into pieces, sending dust and flames everywhere. Heero took on yet another enemy who was blocking him from getting to the main base. He slashed out his sword, but was blocked and when he attempted to shoot the other gundam when he wasn't expecting, his enemy dodged it.

'Not too bad for a low grade soldier'

Heero, instead of taking a regular approach, came from behind and wrapped the enemy's neck with his gundam arm. He tightened his grip slowly, letting his opponent take in a painful death. He was about to give one more squeeze of the arm to destroy the gundam when he was interrupted by the communication screen turning on.

"Please! Lets me go? I promise I'll help you get into the base! Just please let me live! I have a wife and two brand new sons! I'll do anything!" the soldier pleaded, crying out his heart and soul. The soldier's head looked down, silent tears streaming down his cheeks. He looked back up and tried to smile. "Surely you would understand?"

"It's too late." Heero grunted, only answering his 1st question. He didn't want to think about the second question. He had never loved or been loved to understand. He trained himself to live perfectly without it. Heero took one more glance at the soldier's raw face on the screen and closed the connection. He gave the last squeeze and the gundam exploded.

What was funny is that he never forgot that man's expression. He never forgot how he had cried because of love, or because he knew Heero would kill him.

Heero ran, running for the fun of it, with nowhere to go. It was sunny, warm and windy out that day. He had off killing for a couple of hours, and he wanted to enjoy it.

He began to run down a hill, quickening his pace. Finally he flipped himself over, landing on his back gracefully. For once he had on a happy expression as he stared up into the sky, getting lost in its blue wonders.

His thoughts were broken however, when a girl who seemed to be the age of 10, leaned over him, blocking his view from the sky. She had light golden brown hair, pulled back with a ribbon into a low ponytail. She seemed to be wearing Sunday clothes. That is; white dress, white hat and white shoes. Heero looked down, she was walking a tiny puppy, which couldn't possibly be more than 4 months old. It looked to be a lab or a golden, or maybe just a mutt. He usually never cared, but for some reason he immediately liked this puppy.

"Are you lost?" the girl asked, staring at him confused. Heero did not answer.

"Hey, are you lost?" repeating herself.

Heero turned away, slightly in pain. He could either make it up or tell her the truth. Either way, she wouldn't understand. He figured, why not settle for the truth?

"I've been lost since I was born" he replied, turning away.

His prediction came true. The girl had no clue and replied: "Oh, poor thing."

Heero felt the puppy begin to crawl on his lap, nudging him to pet it. The puppy's fur was soft, making it hard to resist.

"I'm not lost. I'm walking Mary" trying to start a conversation. The puppy turned to the girl and jumped up as she kneeled down. It squealed in delight and began to lick her constantly in the face. The girl giggled happily. Her smile seemed to light up her face, and happiness twinkled in her eyes.

Heero watched, a tug of unknown jealousy gnawed silently at him as he watched the scene.

"Here. This is for you" the girl, handing him a golden flower.

Heero, wide-eyed, had nothing to say. He stared at the flower in awe. Never in his life, had he received a flower before. Before he could say anything in return or thank her, the girl ran off, her puppy pulling her. "Mary wait! Mary! Mary!"

Later that night, he received a new request to destroy a base, which happened to be in the same town that he had been running in. Heero quickly began to set up his bomb, sneaking around every corner so he didn't set off the alarm. He crawled around an enemy gundam's leg and placed his last bomb on the foot.

He quickly hopped over the fence when the security camera turned the opposite direction. Giving himself some distance, he got out his bomb detonator. He took a good glance at the base for a second and then held the device out and promptly pushed the button.

Boom, boom, boom. Explosions were going off every where, in a chain link effect of course. There was no chance of survival in this explosion. He had successfully destroyed it.

"Mission Accomplished"

Just as he began to turn a way, he heard a near by explosion, and saw the bomb he had placed on the gundam's foot had gone off. As soon as it exploded however, it fell into another gundam, which was against the fence and right next to an innocent apartment complex.

Terrified, Heero threw down the device and ran towards the apartment complex. It was too late; the Gundam fell right into the side of the complex, smashing hundreds of rooms to smithereens. He watched, horrified, knowing there was nothing he could do. The effects of the fall resulted in another explosion and a huge cloud of smoke and dust. Heero crossed his arms over his face as the blast pushed him back roughly. When the smoke had cleared from around him he looked for what was left. Almost nothing. The building had completely collapsed. He stood, motionless in terror. He had killed thousands of innocent people at the push of a button.

His fists tightened, and as he did he felt a sharp pinch. He looked down, and realized the golden flower was still in his hand.

The next morning came, and Heero walked around the destroyed building in despair, and completely unspoken. He felt himself step over plates, pans, tvs, clothes, beds… and every once in a while a burnt corpse. He couldn't bear to think he had destroyed all of this, all of the innocent people. Suddenly, Heero stopped, he had caught sight of a teddy bear. He knew instantly, it was the little girl's. Right next to the teddy bear was something that stabbed Heero's heart. He tried his best to force his emotions down. He couldn't be so weak. But at the sight of the bruised, battered and dead puppy he couldn't do much.

Carefully, he picked the tiny dog up and began to walk away.

He heard screams, pleas, cries.

"Let me live!"

"Surely, You would understand?"

"Are you Lost?"

"Spare me! Have heart!"

Voices screamed at him. All from whom he had killed. Faces encircled him. Screaming and crying for mercy. Most of them innocent. Most of them crying for love.

"Heero Yuy!"

Heero turned. Who knew his name?

"Heero Yuy!"

Heero frantically looked for who called his names. The people continued to scream at cry at him. He began to get frustrated.

"Leave me ALONE!" he screamed. Where the hell did that come from?

The voices continued however. Battle scenes replayed in his head. Blood and death, were everywhere.

"HEERO YUY!"

Heero felt a cold shock hit him. The voices discontinued.

-End of Dream-

"Heero Yuy! God damn it! Wake up!"

Heero bolted up, his head throbbing and searing in pain. 'Fuck, a Hangover.'

He leaned back down on his pillow and took in his surroundings. His eyes widened in shock. Two familiar faces leaned over him. None other than Dr. J and Trowa Barton themselves. He leaned back up in bed, stiff and wide-eyed. His face and clothes were dripping with cold, icy water.

"Just how long do you think you can ignore us?" J asked, waving a cup in his face.

"Hn" He had hoped forever.

"Get up. There's an emergency."

Dr. J was mad now. His eyes squinted, focused on Heero. Heero slowly got up, nervous if J could see how drunk he had been, or the drugs he had taken. 'SHIT!' he had left them on the table. Surely he must have found them. Now he was in for it.

"You would think that a perfect soldier like yourself would know better. Take a quick shower and brush your teeth. Don't think I'm stupid enough to know what you've been doing. Hurry up, we've got serious issues to discuss."

'This guy's gotta be pmsing'

As hero headed over to his bathroom he caught glances with Trowa. Trowa nodded at him but his eyes fell to the floor. He knew something, and Heero knew he was going to find out soon.

Scorching water sprayed onto Heero's body as he scrubbed himself down. He hadn't taken a shower in almost a week. It felt almost relaxing for once. Something he hadn't felt, well in a long time. Bam! Heero jumped. Someone had slammed their fist on the bathroom door.

"LETS GO!"

Heero, twitching in anger, slammed off the shower and grabbed a towel and headed to get dressed.

He walked out of his bedroom, in his normal green tank and black spandex shorts, to find J and Trowa both sitting at his rather messy table. He looked around, realizing, his baggy was not there. He was DEFINITELY in for it.

"Well at least one thing hasn't changed about you" J, still giving him the stern look. He was commenting the unforgettable clothes Heero had always worn during the war.

Heero grabbed a bottle of water, an extra seat, and sat down at the table, ready for news or not. He just wanted to get it over with so he could quickly get away and find another place to hide. The news couldn't be that big. It was probably complications on destroying the mobile suits.

"Now I really don't think you're in the state to hear what I'm about to tell you, but theres no chance. We have to take action, and fast." J's fist clenching up, violently. Trowa nodded in agreement silently.

"Look, I can destroy Wing Zero on my own." Heero gritted his teeth.

"Exactly what I thought. You're not ready. If you stopped acting like a jack ass and listened for two seconds you might realize you're going to need to do just the opposite."

Heero quieted, suddenly becoming the slightest bit interested. Just what exactly did J want him to do? He opened the water bottle and drank slowly, ready to listen to the old man.

"Now, what im going to tell you is going to be a bit more disturbing then I think you imagined. Right now I need you to keep your suit in top condition. In fact, we're putting upgrades on it as I speak. Duo and Wufei have already agreed to prepare as well. Quatre is unspoken at the second. And I need you. We have a new enemy. Well not new but we're back in action…." Dr.J took a pause, and his eyes faced the floor. He had something important to say, but it couldn't come up. Heero took a sip of his water impatiently.

Dr. J looked up and looked straight at Heero.

"A whole new army has been formed, twice our size, and as of the moment, it is apparently being lead by Treize Khushrenada"

Heero's eyes widened and he choked on his water.

Hey! Mk that's prob the last, long intricate detail chapter . I needed to get the story plot in tho so yea… hope it was good. Now I'm looking forward to the rest. It's gonna get REALLY good. Trust me… REVIEW PLEASE!