Disclaimer: If I owned GH Patrick and Robin would be married not broken up.

A/N I no u may want to kill me for wut I'm about to do in this chapter, but I will fix this l8r. Thank u to my reviewers!

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

It's over . It's over. It's over. His words won't stop echoing in my head. Patrick ended it. Everything felt perfect when I was with you. I could forget about work and sometimes even Carly, not often but sometimes. You made me live again and then you killed me. I knew this would happen but I ignored the signs . Now I can I'm barley living it hurts so bad, and we weren't even in a real relationship. Imagine what would happen to me then since I can barley take it now. I guess I should be glad that you decided to stomp my heart out in the middle of the hospital.

Here I am
Once again
Im torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears I cry
Behind these Hazel eyes

I let myself believe that I can be in a no-strings relationship, but turns out you were right I couldn't. Congratulations. I hope you're happy. I was on the pier right after you stabbed me through the heart, my Dad walked up he wanted to know what was wrong. Guess what? He hit the nail on the head. Boyfriend Trouble? He asked. I screamed that you weren't my boyfriend. I'm falling apart, but I won't let you see that, I'll hide my tears.

I told you Everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all thats left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I cant breathe
No I cant sleep
Im barley hangin on
I told you my secrets. I let you in, I showed you my fears, I let you see a side of me that I hardly let anyone get close enough to see, I let you in and now I've never been so upset. Which is really saying something with all the horrible things I've endured. I can't make myself go to sleep, I'm too sad. But tomorrow my front will be back up. Well you know what Patrick? you proved me right. I was finally starting to be happy, and now I've never been so miserable.

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I dont cry
On the outside anymore

I don't know how I'm going to survive working with you. I might lose it. There are some things I can't keep control over, and as it turns out keeping myself from killing you might be one of them. Why did I have to hate you like I did, If I had fallen for your charm you might have left me alone before I really fell for you. But I won't let you see me cry.

A/N: All right. I know. I know. Don't kill me I'll fix it. Review! Review! Review!