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Song: Lovin' You Against My Will by Gary Allan
I don't wanna hurt nobody
Don't wanna make nobody cry
I don't wanna do wrong, I don't wanna do wrong
I don't wanna tell no lies
I'm lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
Lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
Damn! I'm in love with Patrick Drake. I tried to stay away from him. I new the moment I saw him in that OR room,
I knew he was bad for me. I said Robin, you can't like him and you definitely can't love him he'll hurt you.
I tried not to fall for him, I told myself it was all about the sex that I wasn't in it for a relationship.
And yet hear I am totally and completely head over heels in love with Patrick Drake.
I don't wanna hear the phone ring
Don't wanna hear your voice on the line
I don't wanna come to you, I don't wanna come to you
I don't wanna give in this time
Girl, I'm lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
I don't want him to call me. I don't want to see you ever again. I don't want to imagine our lives together. I don't want to
and I'm not going to. Okay now I'm lying to myself. I want him to call me, I want to hear him say Robin I want a
commitment. I don't want to love him and I really don't want to need him, but I'm afraid I've lost the battle when it comes to
that. and I'm about to lose the war.
Your love is like a deep dark river
Pullin' me out to sea
The harder I try to resist you
The weaker I seem to be
I tried to resist him. I did everything I could, but the harder I tried to resist the harder he tried to get me to say yes.
I found myself conceding small things at first. A kiss here, a dinner there. Until I was full-fledged in love with you.
That was when you chose to run away, and take my heart with you. Now I'm standing here alone and miserable.
Congratulations you've won I hope you're happy.
I don't wanna turn down your side street
I don't wanna pull in your drive
Don't wanna see you standin' there, don't wanna see you standin' there
Don't wanna see that look in your eyes
Girl, I'm lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
I don't want to see you standing there talking to some nurse. Don't want to see you flirting like I was never here.
You only acknowledge me when you're saying something that hurts. I don't want to look into your eyes, I don't want to
know what you really think, because I'm scared you'll pull me right back in.
Your love is like a deep dark river
Pullin' me out to sea
The harder I try to resist you
The weaker I seem to be
I've tried to resist. When you walk by I lower my eyes and try to focus on a chart. When you flirt with some nurse,
I chat casually with Liz like I'm not dying inside. I try to pretend I don't care, because I know that one look into your
eyes and I won't be able to stop myself from falling right back in.
I don't wanna feel your heartbeat
I don't wanna taste your kiss
I don't wanna call your name, I don't wanna call your name
I don't wanna want you like this
Girl, I'm lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
Lovin' you, lovin' you against my will
I try to forget what it feels like to be lying in your arms hearing your heart beat and wondering where I belong.
I don't want to imagine kissing you and saying I love you, and I really don't want to imagine you saying I love you too.
I don't want to be so sad inside, but it seems that when your not hear with me I'm only half of me. I don't want to love you,
but it's to late because you see I love you Patrick Drake.
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