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Alice's View

I didn't want to get out of the car. I honestly didn't. Jasper had already gone, and I didn't want Carlisle to see me, and to know what I had done. I didn't want any lectures, and I didn't want to see anyone at the current moment.

I was sobbing against the car seat, holding myself. I suddenly heard a sound, and I squeaked, not being able to help myself. I knew that Edward knew I was in the car. He had just read it from Jasper's mind. I could feel him coming towards, but with Bella in his hands. Dead Bella.

I could feel his steps tracing down the hallway. He was moving fast, even at a human pace. He was angry, living with him for so long had told me that. I could sense when he was agry; upset; disappointed; and lost. He didn't know what to do. He'd usually ask me. But he couldn't this time. Even I didn't know what to do. That's why we had come to Carlisle.

I didn't want to see Edward just right now. I got out of the car, and ran at that point, blindly. I was running at human pace, striding more like it to make sure that he couldn't make me out from the crowd so easily.

I got myself to an alleyway, where I hid for several minutes, panting. I saw a man stare at me, as though hungrily. I could easily tell what he wanted. I hated people like that. I went over to him, and slapped him, breaking his jaw. I laughed at myself.

I knew I needed to get over my thoughts; and I knew this was the best way. The man was crying out in pain; and I fled from the scene. I didn't like this; running, and fleeing and escaping the past. I didn't like this at all.

I ran from the scene, running as far as I could. I eventually fell down from exhaustion. I didn't know where I was. I leaned myself against the brick wall, pounding my head repeatedly against the wall. I suddenly fell into a dream or so. I didn't refer to it as a vision, for it didn't seem like a vision. It was different.

"Alice,' the voice said. I didn't want ot look at it. I didn't want a vision at the time.

"Alice,' the voice repeated. I looked up in shock. It was Bella. "It's not your fault. I asked for it. It's not your-" I cut her short however.

It was not a vision, I could tell. I didn't want to listen to this. It might have been my own imagination. I didn't want my consciousness covering up for my own guilt. I tried to snap out of it.

"Alice," it said. "It's not your fault. This is not a dream. It's true Alice, I'm really dead. But Alice...just do-"

"No Bella," I said. "Please go away. I know your not real."

"Alice," it said. "Don't run. You didn't do anything, just know that. Edward was expecting you to do it all along."

"Don't say that Bella," I said. "I don't want to hear it."

"So did I Alice," she screamed. "I expected you to do it. Edward won't even CARE. Just listen to me Alice," she said.

"I am Bella," I whimpered. "I am." I started to take myself out of the vision. I didn't want to stay hear any more.

"Wait Alice," Bella cried, realizing what I was doing. "Tell Edward I love him. But tell him," I realized she was whimpering now. I would leave after she said this part. "Tell him it wasn't meant to be. Please Alice," she begged.

"Okay Bella," I said.

"Thanks." she said.

"Don't say that," I said, just before I left the vision behind.

Bella's view

Bella's dead. That's honestly true. Can't really add anything here. Just wanted to make this part clear. Sorry if the Alice's dream is confusing- it's meant to be.

Edward's view

I carried Bella's lifeless body through the hotel hallways. I knew I would have to get rid of it soon, so people wouldn't look at me. I was halfway down the hotel lobby, when I realized that even more people than usual were staring at me.

I went back to the hotel room, quickly. Carlisle was there, staring at me as I walked up the hallway. He immediately understood. I dumped her body in his arms, and left. I had to find Alice. She would know what to do, she always knew what to do. And hopefully this time would be no different.

I strode quickly down the streets, ducking my head so people would quit looking at me. It really could be disturbing sometimes.

The face of Alice was in someone's mind, I noticed immediately. And what he was thinking of doing to her. I could feel my eyes grow blank, just as they had with Bella rarely. I remembered the fear I had sensed from her those seldom times- and yet I hadn't stopped. I knew there was something wrong with me this time as well.

I knew Alice could take care of herself, but I didn't like this at all. I followed his trail of thoughts. The man was homeless- or at least seemed like it by his clothes and matter of dressing, and the stench could not go un-described either.

I noticed his jaw was broken. I laughed mercilessly as I had noticed Alice's handiwork. I still was furious at the man however, but I knew Alice would like to do this to those other type of men who liked to "do" things forcefully.

She had once stopped several trafficking jobs and operations with women, careful to maim all the men appropriately to what they had done- which in her eyes was just as horrid as killing or worse. I sometimes did the same.

Being Vegetarians or so did not stop our disgust of certain people which were even more than certain creatures of our own race or so- because we were made to be monsters- these people had made themselves monsters. The story was quite different.

I went over to the man, who was crying in pain and asking me to help him. I laughed at him, and took his hand, crushing his bones. I hated men this way. I restrained myself from doing something worse to him.

"What way did she go," I asked him. He eyed me fearfully and yelled. I noticed that there was no one else for at least 300 feet around this area. "There's no one but us here, and I can just as easily do the other hand," I said. He kept on yelling. I broke one of his fingers on the other arm. I knew I couldn't hurt him that much because I had to find Alice. I had to find out what to do with Bella, because there was quite frankly no heartbeat, no blood circulation, no breathing, and no motion whatsoever coming from her. I shuddered to think what would have happened if she had come in contact with this man. Then I knew for one that I wouldn't have been so sparing with him. I also danced at the joy of what Jasper would do to this man. Jasper, I knew, was discussing things with Carlisle right now.

I immediately had known as soon as Jasper had walked through the doorway that Alice had tried to change Bella. Both Bella and I knew that. It's what we both expected sometimes, even though I secretly knew that Bella had expected me to change her and would have only done this in the most drastic measure there was. I loved Bella, and now she was dead, and my only clue to her was Alice, who had apparently run from me. And my only clue to her now was this man.

"She-" I cut him short. His mind told me the rest. I stared at him pathetically for a few simple seconds, hoping this would scar him for life and to never make a decision like this again.

I followed her trail, which seemed like she had carefully hid. I was so absorbed into it that I had not noticed the multiple people I was bumping into- barely aware of them yelping and turning away from me. This was the worst thing that had ever happened to me. Never in a million years would I have anticipated this. My own beloved sister- the only person who I had been close to my whole life- had taken the life of the girl I loved.

I suddenly heard something in my mind, telling me to come to some park. I rushed past and followed the trail. It was snowing badly, and I noticed people were beginning to hurry into stores and that cars were parking and the passengers were leaving for some sort of cover inside the stores as well. They didn't even have ambulance anymore, but some paramedics or so I thought had come with snow dogs of all things! (Note: I'm really not sure if this is a custom or not in Russia- but there's probably something like this there- I'm just not sure it's this right here)

I didn't have much time to observe however, I just knew that I was without a coat. Being dead or not I noticed I was wet. I glared at people who were looking at me in surprise- wondering what had happened to my coat and why I was still outside.

I rushed past them and got to the park within two minutes; thankful for the snow for covering up my path.

I saw Alice sobbing, waiting at a bench for me. I walked towards her.

"Alice," I sighed, "It's all right. Just tell me what happened." I noticed she was breaking down, and so I sat next to her, holding her and letting her sob into my shirt.

"Jasper," she moaned. "Get him."

"I can't get him right now Alice. Tell me what happened to Bella," I whispered sadly, "you have to understand- I need to know what happened to her." I brushed her hair slowly with my fingers.

"It's all my fault Edward," she cried. "I did it."

"It's my fault Alice," I whispered, "It's all my fault."

"Edward," she said, lifting herself out of my hold.

"Yes?"

"She told me to tell you that she loved you Edward." I didn't have to ask who she was. "She also told me Edward,' I saw her hesitate and noticed that she wasn't looking at me anymore, "that it wasn't meant to be."

"What?" I asked her. I had understood that I was mistaken when she said she. I had no idea who "she" was, but I knew that my Bella would never say something so heinous.

"She said you had to understand that Edward. It was the last thing she said to me."

Alice's view

I noticed that Edward had gotten up. Something had come over him. I knew it was my fault, I just didn't know what to do about it.

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