Memo: This is like, to me, an early update…….I know that it's not considered on though…compared to like…all these other people who update pretty much every day…

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer and me are meeting in court…something about illegal using of copy righted material….I'm trying to get an autograph…

Edward's view

I could not believe that Alice had just said that to me. I was pretty much her brother, and she had said this of all the possible things she could have said to me. I could not believe that she had just lied to me, to make me get over Bella. Suddenly I was staring at someone that I could not recognize any more. She was not the same person I had met all those years before. I slapped her, hard on her cheek.

"You planned for her death Alice," I spat. "You did this on purpose!"

"NO Edward," she cried, "I swear I didn't. I didn't mean for it to be this way, you should have seen what she was like when she called me Edward. You should have heard her Edward. She seemed just about broken. She was desperate. And you Edward," she pointed at me, "were not there for her. You were hunting, thinking that it-"

"Shut up," I stopped her. "I don't want to hear it. You killed the girl I was in love with Alice. The only girl I ever even liked Alice. You-"

"So you never liked me or Rosalie or even Esme did you Edward?" she asked. I stared at her dumbly.

"STOP trying to get smart with me Alice," I cried. "You killed her and now you're blaming it all on me."

"It's my fault Edward," she said.

"Damn right it's your fault Alice." I said.

She looked at me then. There was so much in that look- anger, disappointment, and hurt. I had seriously never seen Alice hurt before. And now she was, by what I had said.

"Bella really did say that Edward. She said that to me. She also told me to stop running Edward," she was holding my hand, "You have to believe me when I say that."

I immediately took my hand out of hers, in obvious disgust. "Don't lie to me Alice. You killed her," I croaked, "how could she have said that to you, and not to me?"

"I'll show you Edward," she sighed. And I began to see.

"Alice,' the voice said. I didn't want to look at it. I didn't want a vision at the time, she recalled. I could read Alice's thoughts, I noticed.

"Alice,' the voice repeated. She looked up in shock. It was Bella. "It's not your fault. I asked for it. It's not your-" Alice cut her short however.

It was not a vision, I could tell. Alice obviously didn't want to listen to this. It might have been my own imagination, something Alice had made up for me. Alice didn't want her consciousness covering up for her own guilt, and so she tried to snap out of it.

"Alice," it said. "It's not your fault. This is not a dream. It's true Alice, I'm really dead. But Alice...just do-"

"No Bella," she said. "Please go away. I know your not real."

"Alice," it said. "Don't run. You didn't do anything, just know that. Edward was expecting you to do it all along."

"Don't say that Bella," Alice said. "I don't want to hear it."

"So did I Alice," she screamed. "I expected you to do it. Edward won't even CARE. Just listen to me Alice," she said.

"I am Bella," Alice whimpered. "I am." She had started to take herself out of the vision. She didn't want to stay there any longer.

"Wait Alice," Bella cried, realizing what she was doing. "Tell Edward I love him. But tell him," I realized she was whimpering now. I would leave after she said this part. "Tell him it wasn't meant to be. Please Alice," she begged.

"Okay Bella," Alice had said.

"Thanks." she said.

"Don't say that," Alice had said, just before she left the vision behind.

"Did you make that up Alice," I asked her, startled. That was clearly not what I had expected to see.

"Do I ever lie to you Edward?" she asked me.

I immediately had my own flashback. It was of Bella.

Flashback

I was watching Bella sleep, peacefully. I was there, like I always was, holding her. Today I sensed something wrong however. She kept murmuring this one word…

"Intrigue…intrigue…"was all it seemed like she could make out. I didn't understand why she was doing that though. She had seemed quite sad earlier when I had told her that I would be leaving for a few days- a few short days I had said. And she had fell asleep.

I left after she woke up, wondering all the way what the word "intrigue" meant exactly.

End of flashback

I now understood. That was the last time I had seen her- alive that is. And all she had taken our relation ship to be was intrigue.

"Why Bella," I cried, running from Alice, and leaving her to herself. "Why did you do this to me…"

To me it seemed like she had planned her own death.

Note: Please review and tell me what you think…and I KNOW Bella would never do anything like that, but this is FANFICTION, its MEANT to be unreal….even though the story, sadly, is unreal even though I'm crossing my fingers that it's not just like I did with Harry Potter for like the past three years…