Memo: wont be able to update for a few days..going to Montreal...writing this as fast as I can..

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Jasper's view (just to warn u this chapters going to be short and snappy basically)

I was explaining to Carlisle what happened to Bella. He was shaking his head, trying to recall something. He had been doing this for several minutes, which was rare for him because the solution usually came really easily to him, and yet now it wasn't.

I was waiting for him to reply to me for what seemed like much more than a few minutes to me. Edward was looking for Alice I knew, and I was worried to what was happening to her right now.

I knew Carlisle was frantic, searching his head for something and I of course wanted to say something. I felt bad enough as it is, trying to attack Bella what seemed like only days before, but was a week. Edward hadn't been talking to her much since then, neither had myself, Emmet and Rosalie who had gone back to Africa, only Carlisle it seemed had been unaffected by the blood of her.

I felt awful, staying right over here, her blood I could still smell; dead. My attention instantly snapped back to Carlisle who was hovering over Bella's body, checking her pulse, her mouth, poking at her iris's which I didn't question because he was a doctor and I had never much even gone to the hospital before.

"I've read about this somewhere," Carlisle began to say.

"Where?" I asked him.

"Don't know. I understand why you told me to bring my books now, but I don't think it's in any thing I have."

"Ohmigod," I muttered, nervously. I was still mad at what Edward I knew would be saying to Alice right now.

After about a half an hour of Carlisle hovering over Bella and muttering things lowly to even my own ears, I went to the door to the hallway where I would be getting some air into myself and trying to lose her smell- which was really overwhelming me.

It was then that I saw some people screaming over some girl that had just fainted in the hallway. I went towards them, curious, also knowing that there was no smell of blood and so I knew it was safe for me to go there.

I found Alice.

"Alice," I asked her, my voice weak, pushing the people aside. "That's my fiancé," I explained to them, though they didn't question me. "Alice," I muttered, pushing her short bangs out of her eyes. "She's fine," I said to them. "She sometimes just faints. It's nothing to worry about." I moved my face to her eyes to see if there responding to anything.

I then too my hand away from her, but she had grabbed it.

"Edward." she muttered, soundlessly.

"What?" I asked/

"Edward..." she repeated. "The Voltruseli. He's going to do that to himself Jasper..."

I immediately understood. Alice had told me once that Edward was planning on committing suicide when Bella was gone, and it seemed now that he was planning on doing the same.

I immediately took her and went back to our hotel room, where I STILL found Carlisle hovering over Bella, still anxious and reading his own mind, although I knew his memory status was perfect. It would only mean that this was something he had encountered as a human.

"Carlisle," I said to him, making him look up.

"What?" he asked, still frustrated.

"Edward's doing it again." Carlisle didn't have to ask, since we all knew what that meant.

"Put her in a wheelchair," he said. "We'll get the tickets at the airport."

Before we knew it, we were rushing there, running at the top of our own speed, me and Alice carrying Carlisle's luggage and bags- Carlisle carrying Bella and the wheel chair, and yet I still didn't think that we'd make it fast enough.

We got to the airport within two hours- when the airport even at a regular car speed was only an hour away, and yet WE of all people were running and it was taking us THIS long.

There was a blizzard outside, and Carlisle it seemed was happy, as he later explained to me that this would freeze her body if she was still alive or dead or whatever. It would give him time to think.

"To Italy," I told the clerk at the Northwest airlines area. "I need to rent a jet-" I told her.

She was looking at me as if though I was crazy, and she told me that the weather would still make it unfit for at least a few weeks at least.

"Let me talk to your manager," I said.

"I'm the only one really working here today," she said. "So talk to me."

"I'll give you three million for a private jet. I have my own license," this I showed her- although I knew it was conterfeit- because it had been valid in the 80's although I had changed the date.

"Okay," she said, after over half an hour of explaining to her- where she kept looking at the security cameras.

Myself; Alice; Carlisle' and Bella were within the plane within 2 minutes. I took the plane to a lift off- only hoping that we would get to Edward fast enough.

NOTE: SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG...I SWEAR IM SORRY...BUT I WROTE THIS IN A HURRY JUST KNEW THAT PEPOLE WANTED UPDATES..DON'T CARE ABOUT THE SPELLING RIGHT NOW...SORRY...THANKS FOR READING AND PLEASE REVIEW...