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Alice's View

I stared at Edward in shock. I didn't know why he was saying that. He was giving up his immortality for God's sake. He was being stupid, I reckoned, but in love nonetheless.

He would become human if he did this, and so would Bella. And I didn't know if he would want to change back after that, just being left there. With his heart beating again, with being able to eat. He hadn't been given much of a choice when changed, and yet I knew he regretted this. He regretted it so much, and now he was given a choice out of it.

He would probably leave us though. Him and Bella. I knew that they would have to. Rosalie would be so jealous, I thought. She had never wanted to be this way either.

I don't think he realized the consequences though. That he would have to leave us after he became a human. He couldn't stay near Jasper any longer. He would have to sleep and drink and eat, and I knew how complicated it was for him not being able to read minds. He still couldn't handle reading Bella's minds- although he could everyone else's.

Though I knew he could adjust, in time that is. But what if the time ran out, and he died of- perhaps not the influenza, but something else. Who knew what would happen if he became human. I knew he wouldn't want to change back. I knew that no way in hell that he would want to.

I almost found myself crying there, looking back between him and the wall, not sure of what to do. I could stay with him, I bargained. Help him along the way. But I knew he wouldn't like it. What if he tried to run away from me?

But then I knew I would find him. Sure, I could bring Jasper along with me, but Edward would have problems adjusting, and would get himself into accidents much too often. Jasper would probably kill them both, and I knew that I wouldn't be able to stop them.

Jasper scared me sometimes. Sure, I loved him and all- but sometimes he really scared me. I also knew the only reason he was here now was because of me. He loved me, and I knew that. I also knew he could sense my panic right now. And I suddenly felt a wave of relaxation hit over me. I didn't want him to do that. Not now. Not here.

I leaned over and smacked him, hard. "Don't do that," I hissed to him, being careful that only he could hear. He shocked, seemed to happily oblige.

"Edward," I called to him, from behind. I didn't think he heard me, and so I repeated, "Edward!"

"Yeah," he breathed, not even bothering to turn around.

"Have you even thought about it yet?" I asked him.

"What do I have to think about Alice?" he asked.

"That if you do this Edward, you'll be human. And when you're human, you probably won't want to be changed back. You'll die out there Edward. You know that you could not live with us. It's not safe," I whispered, rubbing Jasper's arm. He knew I was talking about him.

"Why is it not safe Alice," he asked, annoyed, and finally turning around.

"My boyfriend here would probably kill you," I remarked.

"But then I'll kill myself anyway," he said. "You know that without her, I'm nothing. You know that Alice. You also know that Bella was lying to you in that dream thing you had. I love Bella Alice, and you of all people should know that. Taking her away from me," he accused. "NOT NOW JASPER," he yelled. "Not yet. It's completely your fault Alice," he whispered. "It's your fault."

"No," I whispered. "I'm sorry Edward," I yelled, biting my lip. "I'm so sorry."

I then took myself and ran out of there.

"It's your fault," he yelled, and I could hear him- screaming down the hallways as I ran. "It's all your fault."

I heard Jasper's footsteps behind me, following me. "Alice," he moaned, running after me.

He finally caught my hand, and I fell to the floor- all my emotions running to me at first slowly and then fast.

I first saw Bella, the look of determination in her eyes. Her telling me a final "thanks," I then saw her on the ground, writhering and screaming for what seemed like days but were actually and simply moments. I then saw myself call Jasper. I heard him tell me that she was dead. I saw myself running, hopping on an airplane in hopes to get away from him. Then I saw him confront me. I saw Edward in front of me, realizing the words of my dream like thing, finally sinking in. I heard the word "intrigue" flash through my mind. I then saw Edward, cast out and throwing away what he was born for. And then I heard the words again. "It's all your fault. It's all your fault.

"It's all my fault Jasper," I said, breaking down into his shirt, crying. "It's all my fault."

"No it's not Alice," he said, raking my hair, and holding my chin. "It isn't. "

"How can you love me Jasper?" I asked him. "How can anyone?"

"Because your all I have," he said, holding me up. "And your all I'll ever have."

"Don't lie to me Jasper," I accused. "Don't you ever bloody lie to me. And don't you use your bloody powers on me either Jasper. Don't you dare."

"Just shut up Alice," he exclaimed. "Just listen to me. None of this is your fault. Edward's an idiot, and hell, even he knows that. Bella knew that. Everyone knows that Alice. Don't you dare accuse yourself of what he's said. Just don't," he finished.

"That's all you can say," I snorted, looking up to him. "Do you even love me Jasper?" I asked him.

"Wait, what?" he asked.

"You heard me," I said.

"Your questioning me Alice. I'm trying to HELP you for God's sake. And your questioning me."

"I'm sorry," I exclaimed. "I'm so sorry."

"Okay then," he said, taking me back into his arms. "Just tell me one thing though.

"What?" I asked, too tired to answer his questions right now.

"Is that all you think of me?"

"Is that all I what think of you?"

"You know what I'm talking about Alice," he asked me, again.

"Oh," I said, realization finally dawning on me. "I'm sorry about that," I told him. "I'm sorry."

He then let me go. "Don't lie to me Alice," he said. "Don't you ever. If that's all you clearly think of me Alice, I have to go."

"What?" I asked him, dazed and confused.

"I just need to go now Alice," he repeated, his tone hard and cold- not anything like I had heard before.

"Why?"

"The same reason you were trying to leave me. You think I don't know how you've felt about me Alice? You think I don't know that you're repelled by me? Just when you're looking at me. I'm not even sure you love me Alice. You know what? I'm not even sure about us anymore. And then you ask me why I have to leave? Good bye Alice," he said. And then he left.

It was then that those words donned on me again. It's your fault Alice. It's all your fault.

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