AN: Follow up to Weakness…
Warnings: Implied cutting, character death
Weakness
They glare at me
Call me "beast" and "demon"
Nobody sees me for who I really am
Except…
Except you
You who have taught me to feel
You who have taught me what it means to have precious people
You whom I love…
And you whom I CANNOT love in return
It pains you
I see this
We can all see this
It pains me…
More than you will ever know
To see them
They who look down on you
Who call you weak
Who do not see you for who you really are
I said that I liked you once
That is the best I could do
The only person to see me off
I gave you a gift that I said gave me luck
All it did was help me deal with my pain
Funny how I thought something like that could help you
Funny how I thought that the blade that I cursed could bring you luck
Funny how, all I can do since I left is…
Think
Hope
Pray
That you are alright and that I can come back one day
That night, the night I had left so long ago
The Night I returned
I found you
Found you hurt
Bleeding
Dieing
From a wound that I had helped inflict
Never thought that I could cause such pain
Never thought you had lived like me
Alone…
It hurts more now…
No one to love me
No one whom I can love
I'm screaming now
Walls closing in, I see you
See your face
Your tears
Your soul…
Funny how I thought I could never love you, to protect you
I feel now…
I feel pain, much worse than I had ever felt before
I catch you as you fall, I'm screaming,
Crying
Begging
For you to be fine
You slip away, watching me
As you have always watched
Knowing now that you are my heart
My soul
My weakness…
AN: Well, this is the follow up to weakness, don't know how well this one is going to go over with you all… I STILL don't feel as if I gave this a proper ending, so I may just write one final part… I'm so damn indecisive… R and R please