I'm buried deep beneath your sickness
Listening to all your rotten games
Wrapped around your finger
Taking out all your words and names
I did his bidding without complaints because I was given what I needed to stay alive and he was given what he needed to feel alive. Together we balanced each other out.
I don't want to see the evil
Putting poison in their skin
Shield my eyes from darkness
Lose yourself within my sin
This wasn't a life I wanted to live, because this life took away other people's dreams to keep my own. But I gave myself to him, to do with as he wished so I suppose he lost control when he realized how loyal I was to him.
Nobody will tame this animal instinct
Lost in a world of false forgiving
A broken doll from the start
I am the dead among the living
I didn't have a choice. I was basically a puppet for this man that had shown me the closest thing to love. It became second nature to give up everything for him. I stuck with him when he was chased by Anbu and I backed him up when he got himself in a bad situation. There was nothing I wouldn't do and I eventually developed strong feelings for him.
And there was nothing I could do.