I see the wild passion
Lying dormant in your eyes
And I'll reach out to touch
But pushed away in fright
I can see what he wanted and this isn't it. He wanted to be free of everything he'd ever done, but his debt grew by the day and then he couldn't stop. He thought that, to be free he'd have to kill all those in his way. I know that, that's probably true now, because he'd killed so many that there was no turning back.
You don't want to lose
What you've worked so hard to gain
And even if it hurts
You'll endure the pain
He worked hard to get to the level of security to be able to sleep at night. And in order to lift his heavy heart he'd need to lose that security and literally search for his death. It hurt him to do this, just as much as it hurt me. And it killed me to do this.
Because this is all you've known
And I've done all I can
To save you from yourself
And give you all I am
I tried to fight as much as I could so that I could keep the blood off of his hands. If he was the only one to fight he would've lost hid mind with the guilt I know was there.
But I never lose faith
Not in one day
I believe in your resolve
To stand up against your fate
I wouldn't give up on him because that would mean that hope in everything I've done was all for not. I knew that he would see the light one day.
And that day was both beautiful and horrific at once.