Chapter 16 - Lost In Ginny's Mind
I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is so out of place. I can't take it anymore I need to see him. Ron and Hermione are coming up with plans but all I can do is hope. Hope that my saviour will be safe and that I'll see him again. Luna thinks we should leave him and that he'll come to us..
Will he, no he won't. Harry just doesn't come to people seeking help he helps them. He helped me, saved me from Tom. He saved an innocent man, only for the man to fall years later.
Harry
He isn't perfect and I'm the only one who can see it. I'm the only one who knows he needs us. It's been days since he's been gone and I'm already ready to go get him. Ron says leave it for a couple of weeks. Harry could be dead by then, I can't leave it. The Order hasn't done a thing, Dumbledore hasn't done a thing. They all just think Harry will come back walking happily into the school.
Are they wrong, yes? Harry is gone and unless we find him and make him see that we need him and that he needs us he will go to the dark. The darkness that he so seeks and will get. Voldemort wants him so he can kill him later on...
Clara
Clara says that she remembers when he killed her mother. She begged him forever but he still did it. She never saw a worse thing in her life as her mother's body fell to the ground. She only remembers her body lying lifeless and cold. The last words her mother said to her was that she's always love her and that she must go and never turn back. That's what she did; she kissed her mother's temple on last time and ran. She never ran so hard in her life, she never looked back. She said her tears ran for hours as she ran for hours. It was the most regretful thing she ever did...
I didn't know why she regretted it. Her mother gave her life for her. But the fact was she never wanted her mother to give up her life for her. She would have rather died than see her mother's body lying lifeless in front of her. She wished she would have had the strength to face her father but she couldn't. Her mother told her to run and to never look back.
If my mother died it never be able to live without Voldemort died. I'd make it my destiny to kill him and not Harry's. I'd go searching for him and if I died, I'd hope someone would get revenge on Voldemort even more.
Voldemort
His eyes so red it makes me sick. Red like blood that I can't stop picturing day after day. If he killed Harry I don't what I'd do. If he was killed I'd never be so happy in my life. He doesn't deserve to live. He killed Lily and James and now he thinks he can get Harry. I will not stop till he is gone, and all the darkness with it.
If By A Fight At Night Went On Till The Rise Of Sun
I'd be the one to fall at his hands. I'd use every curse I could thing of and if that failed then I'd have to go through the pain of never seeing my family again. Hermione, Luna, Draco, or Clara again. I'd hate myself for leaving Harry there by himself when he needs me. It would be useless, to use all my strength just to fall. I'd rather stay strong and kill as many death eaters as possible. Leaving Voldemort to Harry and Harry Alone.
Alone
I've never felt this lone before since well since I was in the chamber. So cold and dark like I can't tell anyone anything. I keep everything inside me only waiting for the right person to come out at. I hope that person would be Harry. He's everything I've wanted. I could tell him I love him and that I need him. Tell him I'm the only one he needs to stay strong, tell him I would always be there for him.
Tell him I love him
He's the one
I need him
He only needs me
I'll always be there
No matter what
He isn't alone
He's safe with me and in my arms
Safe on my side
Safe and always in my heart
That if went with the dark I'd be right there beside him
He'd be on my side and me on his
Dark
If he went with the dark. I'd actually go with him, so he'd know that I'm serious with always being on his side and that I'd always be there for him. To take the mark for him and show him I need him. To watch Voldemort burn the mark onto my skin and cry for him. Tears of pain and happiness that I'd be with him. He'd hate himself forever if I did, but I'd be with him and tell as well as show him I don't care what happens to me as long as I'm with him.
I can't take it anymore
I'm lost I want to be with him and if he's dark I'll be dark too. I don't want to be dark but to be with him I'd do anything. I'd die for him and kill for him. I'd do anything to get to him right now and make sure he's al right even if I died a second later. He's the one and only person I'd die for. Sure I'd die for my family, but I'd go willing for him even so more. I love him and he needs me to be with him. He doesn't see it yet but were suppose to be one and whole.
I'm lost and he can pull me out of it
I'll be dark just so he can bring me back to light
I'll love him just so he knows he's not alone
Nest time I see him
I'll be on whatever side he wants to be on
Light or Dark
I'll be right there..
Dark or Light