Chapter 3:

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Buttercup this is for you since you had to close with Skankerella tonight!

She felt him get out of the bed.

She rolled over as she tried to go back to sleep because she knew it was only probably six in the morning and she didn't fall asleep until a few hours ago.

When she realized she wasnt going back to sleep she just laid there.

She watched her husband get ready for work.

It took him a minute to realize that she was awake.

He looked over at her and sat down on the bed beside her.

"Go back to sleep." he said sweetly to her.

"Wish I could." she replied as he smiled.

"Well I will see you when I get home from work. Love you." he said before giving her a kiss and walking out.

She thought about the night before.

Were they ever going to talk about it?

Did he mean what he said?

Her answer she thought to both of those was no and yes.

Why was it such a problem between the two of them?

She did however have her very first doctor's appointment and it made her think that it might be her last.

She got out of bed and watched some tv and ate before calling Sam.

"Hello?" Sam said breathing really hard into the phone.

"Hey. Whats wrong?" Courtney asked her.

"Oh Im babysitting for Robin and Patrick today. Boy let me tell you these two two year olds are a handful!" Sam said into the phone before she started yelling.

"Come back in here now! Courtney come help me! I dont know where they are!" Sam said as Courtney laughed at her.

"Im on my way over see you in a bit." Courtney said into the phone before hanging up.

She got dressed and made her way over to Sam's house.

She walked in and saw a little boy and a little girl sitting on the couch watching Dora.

"Where were they?" Courtney asked her.

"Im not sure. I went looking and I came back down here and bam there they were sitting on the couch watching Dora." Sam said very frustrating.

"I told you watching their twins was a handful." Courtney said as Sam laughed and they walked into the kitchen.

"Yeah well if you have twins Im not babysitting!" Sam said looking at her.

"Yeah thats if I have kids at all." Courtney responded looking down.

"Whats that suppose to mean? You are pregnant." Sam finished as she just got more confused.

"Nikolas still doesn't want me to have it." Courtney replied.

"Are you serious? Did you's argue after we split up last night?" Sam asked her.

"Actually no. Everything was going pretty good and he said sorry for skipping out on our anniversary. Then we made love and we were just laying there and he said Courtney I love you but I dont want you to have the baby." Courtney said as a tear went.

"Awww honey." Sam said as she moved next to her best friend.

"I mean what do I do? Do I make him happy? Do I keep my baby?" Courtney started rambling as Sam just listened.

"Tell me what to do Sam!" Courtney exclaimed as more tears came.

"Honey I dont know what to tell you. You have to follow your heart and no matter what Im here for you if you decide to keep it or not. When is your next doctors appointment?" Sam asked her.

"Today at twelve." Courtney said as she wiped her tears.

"Okay Robin will be here at eleven to get the demons, I mean Anna and Noah so if you want I can go with you unless Nikolas is?" Sam asked.

"No he's at work and even if he wasn't I doubt he would go with me so will you please?" Courtney asked her.

"Of course I will. Let's just get this kids settle and wait for Robin to show up okay?" Sam said standing up.

"Now dry the tears and you have until we get to your doctor's appointment to decide what you want to do and make sure its what you want and nobody else." Sam said trying to help her best friend.

"Okay. Thank you." She said giving Sam a hug.

"Hey your welcome. I love you and Im here for you." Sam said as she hugged her back.

"I love you too." Courtney replied as they broke apart.

They walked in the living room and sat with the kids until Robin got there.

The entire time Courtney couldn't help but to picture her future with out one as she watched Anna play with her dolls but the other half of the time she couldn't picture her life without Nikolas.

She wasnt sure what she wanted to do and time was ticking.

"Okay you ready?" Sam asked her best friend after Robin walked out of the door.

"Yeah." Courtney said standing up.

"Have you made up your mind or not yet?" Sam questioned as they got into the car.

"Im pretty sure I know what Im going to do." Courtney said nodding her head as they drove to the hospital.

They waited in the waiting room for Courtney to get called.

"Courtney Cassadine" the nurse called as the two girls stood up.

"Ready?" Sam asked her.

"Ready." Courtney said as they followed the nurse.

"Okay Courtney how are you today?" Her doctor asked as he walked in.

"Pretty good." she said looking at him.

"Okay we talked last time and you said you weren't sure if you were going to keep it because of circumstances. Have you decided what you are going to do?" the doctor asked her.

She looked at Sam and let a tear go.

When they were done with the appointment they went for lunch.

"You going to tell Nikolas?" Sam asked her.

"Yeah tonight I guess when he gets home." Courtney said looking at her food.

"Are you happy with the desicion you made?" She was just curious.

"For the most part yeah. I mean why cant I just have both of them ya know?" she asked Sam.

"Life doesn't work that way thats why." Sam replied as Courtney looked at her.

"I know. Thank you for everything you did for me today. I dont know what I would have done without you!" Courtney exclaimed.

"Oh dont worry about it! We are friends! More like sisters and Im here for you." Sam said looking at her.

Courtney sat on her couch just thinking.

Did she make the right choice today?

Would she regret it later?

Or would she be pretty content with it all her life?

The door opened and in walked her husband.

"Hey babe." he said looking at her.

"Hey." She said back as she held back tears.

"Whats wrong?" he said noticing something was wrong.

She just shook her head no.

He went and sat beside her on the couch and pushed back a strand of hair.

"Courtney you can tell me whats wrong." he said softly as she just looked at him.

"I decided Im keeping the baby." she said as more tears came.

"Whatever." was all he could respond as he got up and walked away.

It wasnt quiet the reaction she expected but it was pretty close.

"Im leaving." she said as she walked in the bedroom as he sat on the edge of the bed.

"I'll call my lawyer tomorrow to draw up the papers." he said not making eye contact.

She just nodded and grabbed the bag she already had packed and walked out the door.

When she reached the house she knocked as Sam opened.

"Awww honey!" Sam said pulling her into a hug as tears poured down just as hard as it was raining.

A/N: Okay I know a lot of crying but hey I would be too so its all good! Hoped you like please let me know! Thanks again!