Are they ready for love?
Chapter 7
A hot tear
Disclaimer: I don't own Zoey 101.
Dana's POV
I pushed Logan's hand off my face no matter how right it felt. I looked him right back square in the eyes.
"Than what are your reasons?" I asked Logan.
"I can't tell you," he said looking down.
"Tell me!" I screamed. "Tell me," I said softer feeling bad since I screamed at him.
"Dana maybe someday. But I can't tell I why I can't be with you. It is stupid." he told me.
"Then tell," I yelled.
"No." he said softly.
What a jack ass I thought. How can he say so calm when I am pouring myself out to him. He doesn't care. He doesn't want to be with me. Am I making a fool of myself. Am I over acting and making a big scene for nothing? What if he is just playing nice and is acting like this so I won't know he doesn't like me in that way and I won't feel foolish? Maybe the computer thing was game and when he saw me crying he just acted like it wasn't? That kiss felt so wonderful. Didn't he didn't feel the same?
"Fine. Then it is over. That is it. No more us. That is as friends or whatever else," I told him and stood up.
I couldn't bare to say no us as in girlfriend and boyfriend. That be my dream still. My dreams yesterday morning I thought I would never kiss Logan. Then I kissed him in the rain last night. I smiled at the thought. Then he didn't call me. I smirked in pain. Then I saw him about to kiss a best friend of mine. I frowned. Then he won't tell me why he can't be with me. A hot tear rolled down my check. I ran knowing I would have to make it back to my room if I didn't want to cry in public. When I first staring thinking this I was happy of how we kissed. By end I was depressed and sad. I ran up to room 101 to find the girls talking and laugh of what they did to Logan. I open the door then closed it. The room became silent. I feel on the floor crying.
I am in writers block. Yea. I But will try to write more today.