I don't really know how I got here, but I'm so glad I am here. I just want to stay here with you. Forever. I know we've had our troubles, but we've had more good times than bad. I don't know why I'm so lucky to be here with you, but I guess everyone gets what they want sometimes. I don't even care about anything but you right now. I could give up everything I love and still be the luckiest, happiest girl in the entire world if you're with me. Don't ever leave me. Without you, there is no me. You are my everything, Brodie.
I wrote that during my English class. I'm considering giving it to Brodie. I know he won't get mad or leave me if he reads it.
I was sitting alone in the band room, not even caring if I got caught skipping Spanish.
Tears streamed down my face. It hit me just then that I love him. I know I didn't really deeply mean it when I've said it before.
I tried to stand up to go to Spanish, but my legs collapsed and I fell to the floor. I started crying silently. What is wrong with me?
I didn't feel physically ill until I tried standing up again. Then my stomach started hurting terribly and my limbs were weak. I couldn't walk to the office to call home. I just laid back down on the floor and tried to sleep until band class came around.
I must have been there for an hour. When I woke up, Hannah was standing over me. Other people were gathered around. Brodie knocked through them and knelt down next to me. He was crying. He said something, but I didn't hear anything. I blacked out.
x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.
I woke up in a hospital. Brodie was next to me holding my hand.
"What's wrong with me?" I asked.
"They don't know. They think it's caused by stress," he said.
"Oh. But I'm not stressed," I said.
"I think you are. I think it's because of me," he said. He sounded really sad.
"No."
"I found this. Did you write it?" he asked. He was holding the thing I wrote.
"Yes."
"You have no idea how much this is hurting me. If I'm going to cause you to get sick, I don't think we should be together anymore. I love you so much. I care for you so much, but I can't do this to you anymore," he said. He was crying again.
"NO! If you break up with me, it's just going to happen more. I know I could never be able to bear life without you here helping me through it. Please, don't go." I was crying so hard I can hardly believe he understood me.
"I have to. I love you. Goodbye, Darcy." He left me there in the hospital bed. He took the note with him.
I broke into tears. Hannah, Axel, Tyler, Ryan, and Torrey came in. They had flowers and gift-y things. They all said sweet, sincere things, but they didn't help. Ryan, Torrey, and Tyler left. Axel sat down in the chair next to the bed.
"You know, Brodie didn't want to break up with you. He just thought it had to be done. But you know what I think? I think he'll come back. But please, for his sake and mine, don't get your hopes too high. And for his sake, don't go back to Jake." I had to chuckle at the last part.
"Okay. Thanks so much. Love you like a brother, Axel." I hugged him.
"I know you're heartbroken, but I'm here for you. If you want to talk, I'm so here," Hannah said.
"Thanks. But I don't feel like talking just yet." I wasn't ready to tell how I felt. I don't really know how I felt. Hannah and Axel left.
I fell back asleep.
Another short one. I know. But I'm working on a HxT one. Because Hannah/Tyler pie is delicous. Yum yum.