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My heart felt like it has been ripped, torn apart and shredded. All I know is that I couldn't breathe and all I remember seeing was blackness. I soon woke up to find myself in an empty hospital room. I wondered how I had gotten there. I called the nurse that was passing by and asked her what I was doing here. She said, "Some guy had came and dropped you off and said that you fainted." I asked her if Charlie was there but she said no. I had a feeling that Edward put me in here but you could never be sure of who it was.

A few hours later Charlie came filled out some papers and took me home. He asked me what happened " and all I could say was I hit me head and passed out." When we got home I went straight to my room and cried me eyes out til there was no more tears coming out. I wanted to get Edward and all the Cullen's back for what they had done to me.

That night for sure I knew that I wanted to be a vampire because that is the only thing I could do to get Edward back. I changed everything that Edward liked about me. I was no longer innocent Bella Swan, I am now stronger not so weak. I changed my appearance. I had highlights, I wore clothes that showed everything because I knew if I was just me I would still have the memory of the Cullen's in my head.

I snuck out my window and headed straight for the forest. I knew there had to be at least one vampire there. I finally found a vampire named Marco. I knew him because he had hated Edward and his family. I asked him to turn me and in return I would get Edward back for what he has done.

All in an instance Marco bit me and I felt a cold shiver run down my back and for 3 days I felt pain. Soon after those days I was turned.

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