Feb 13

Dear Kish

I got a bad habit back of saying Nya. I guess Its not you but some other enemy Ill have to face. Me and Moe arn't friends anymore its to weird seeing aoyama with her. She somtimes gives me dirty looks aoyama is still very kind to me. I bought Puddings Persent She loved it. I just wish you were here ...

Feb 14

Seeing how its Valentines day everyones got boyfriends but me . Mint's with some rish guy Mark I think it is. Lettuce is with ryou but I can tell she misses pai like crazy. Zakuro hooked up with some Famous guy and she moved to America. Mints so mad she calls her all the time though . Pudding Is attahed to Cruz she calls him Car remind you of some one? Tart? Their all out on dates in candy and seeing movies and Im here writting so some one who will never come back. Pathetic huh? Im sitting in my pjs remeber then you chased me in them the first time the Blue knight showed up. wow its late its all most 11:30 I should go to bed Night.

Feb 19

Zakuro has a new fashion line out. I went and bought a new pink skirt it has one strawberry on it. Strawberry I havn't said that In a long time the last time I transformed was for the final battle. I went home today to find a letter on my bed . It had my name neatly hand writen on the front. I opened the envlope to find a pink rose a note saying "sorry its late" . Was it from you? were you back did you know I needed you? no must be from some one else.

Feb 21

I couldn't sleep last night . I kept having a dream of your death . Its was playing like a movie over and over again finaly it ended and I woke up. I got to go work at cafe mew mew today I really needed the time off I guess being in the cafe made me remember you even more. I told Berri about my dream she said im hopelessly in love and its true. Lettuce was wearing the necklace Pai gave her again does she miss pai like I miss you?

Feb 28

Dear Kish

I cant take it why WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME! I keep waiting and I dont think I can anymore. I need to be happy again Why cant you see I need you . Maybe you moved on ... maybe your way happier with your people. I keep saying that even though its true is your heart acking for me like mine does for you? I have to move on so good bye kisshu...